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 Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 2:20 am
I have almost no immediate family left. emotion_bigvein And I was adopted in the first place. I've never met met my biological mother, and I never wanted to. She never reached out to me, didn't even know who my biological father was. A brother I never met died from neglect from this person. And now she's dead. When I found out, I was happy. She died in a painful, slow, horrible way from cancer and that made me happy. I don't pretend to feel guilt about it.
My little family has been getting smaller and smaller, and now I've lost the man I called Dad. This was my first birthday without him. emotion_bandaid It was sad, but I didn't let it get me down.
My best friend since high school told me, on my birthday no less, that he was in love with me. emotion_0A0 I friend zoned him so hard, I think they heard his heart break on the other side of the universe, and now I feel bad. I love him with all my heart, but as a friend. Like family. But not like I wanna make a family with him. If that makes sense.
I'm 23 years old now, and still a virgin. emotion_sweatdrop Never even been kissed. Not because I'm saving myself. I guess I'm just picky. Really, really, really picky.
Anyway. Those are my pent up feelings and secrets from the past year. I'm now vented. You may now return to your regularly scheduled lives.
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 3:50 am
It's okay to let it out every now and then. heart
I hope things get better for you and your family. Stay strong!
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Dangerous Conversationalist
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Irako of the Desert Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 2:45 pm
Being twenty-three and still a virgin isn't that bad.
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Posted: Tue Aug 21, 2012 3:07 pm
Irako of the Desert Being twenty-three and still a virgin isn't that bad.
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 1:28 am
Irako of the Desert Being twenty-three and still a virgin isn't that bad. -Sigh- I know. Isn't it sad that we live in a society where I would think that, even for a moment? I just had such a bad day. And I didn't feel pretty. Now I'm okay. heart
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 1:32 am
Pink C a n a r y It's okay to let it out every now and then. heart I hope things get better for you and your family. Stay strong! Thanks so much. It was just one of those days, you know? It all wells up, and you just got to go "BLARG emotion_omnomnom !" and then you feel better. rolleyes
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Posted: Wed Aug 22, 2012 6:19 am
You are the apple...
If ever you need to vent, we're always willing to listen = )
and I am your core.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2012 8:42 am
Venting can be good. I hope you are feeling better.
emotion_bigheart Edit~
For your first kiss: do it right, and make it meaningful. Keep being picky, but keep your eyes open to those that do love you in the way that you want. =)
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