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 Posted: Mon Jul 30, 2012 4:39 pm
Well I feel like a ******** up today. Because I failed to do what I was suppposed to at the appropriate time I may have to consider not taking classes this semester. I'm such a ******** idiot, I kept telling myself I had plenty of time, I kept telling myself I was going to get it done, but no, like the little ******** that I am, I put it off.
"Worse comes to worse you'll have to do a payment plan until it kicks in." I can't do a damn payment plan, I don't have a job, and there's no way in hell I can ask my mom to do it, she's having enough trouble with finances as is. -sighs- I hate myself sometimes.
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Posted: Fri Aug 10, 2012 8:28 am
You know it's funny. Usually whenever I have a nagging feeling, it's usually just paranoia, I'm rarely ever right about something I get paranoid about. Apparently the universe just takes pleasure in ******** me over. Allow me to explain...
So we heard a loud boom last night, and we're panicking wondering what it was and not finding anything wrong within the house, try to check outside, can't see anythign wrong, we figure it was something somewhere in the neighborhood and go back inside and forget about it. This morning mom wakes me up "That boom we heard last night was your tire." It didn't just popped, it exploded. Completly shredded, so now I'm stuck until further notice.
In other news, I told my mom I might not be taking classes this semester and when she asked why I gave her some bullshit about the paperwork. I will probably be murdered when I tell her the real reason because my get away vehicle is busted.
So yeah, s**t's starting to hit the fan and once again, I'm starting to feel shitty and another funny thing is, I was going through suicide scenarios last night because I knew I was gonna start feeling shitty soon. Before anyone jumps the gun, no I'm not planning on killing myself, I'm too much of a coward to, but the thoughts still pop into my head from time to time. So yeah, I'm ******** up in the head alittle, then again who isn't?
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