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Not enough time had passed for her to get over what had happened. It was her fault but she had such a hard time accpecting what had happened to her brother. Why had he gotten lost? She wished to have the brother she knew back the one who rasied her after there parents never came back. Why had they grown so cold and distant? Was this a punishment from the spirits? She still saw them but was this a curse? Was pride standing in the way..? Or was it fear?

Fate was a strange thing one moment it is leading you and the next it is gone. That was how she felt as if her guiding star was no longer there she was an very emotional mare even the sligist wrong word could set her off into her emotions. She needed someone there for her but all she found was air and darkness. She had Titan but how could he compare to a mate? He was only her son he could try and suppot her but for how long? She needed someone to bring her back up her only family now was Titan she was alone with noving to try and prove.

She watched as the spirits danced on her vision and sighed not know what to do or where to go. She knew Titan needed to lead his own life but with him gone she would be left truely alone. She wanted to tell him to stay but that would only be selfish he needed to start a family of his own and she knew he already had someone who loved him. Look up from her toughts she noticed something moving ..her brother mixed feelings camr rushing up she wanted to jump up and go to him but deeper down still she wanted to shun him for his choices why would he ever need two mates? What was the point of having more than one? she shook her head and eyed him "Talk..? Yes..in do wish to talk..brother why do you have two mates? I cannot understand..is there a need to have more than one lifemate?"