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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 9:14 am
Lucinanus had watched his home pride crumble. There was nothing left for him there or anyone for that matter. Even still it saddened the leopard to have to leave something that was such a large part of him. Atia and his family. Even though Atia was one you could not use the term loving with she was still his mother. That meant something.
But the pride was gone.
The cold teachings of Atia stayed deeply rooted in Lucinanus. He had been one of mind and spent many days and nights trying to follow the paw steps of his bitter old mother. Her bitterness infused with his own. He was a thin and ragged with a long face drawn out in a very defined frown. As a cub he had laughed and even played with his siblings. But the laughter and playing was always schemed behind the scenes of a long lasting rivalry. Love was not something the older leopard was accustomed to.
So needless to say. Lucianus was a little at war with him self how to raise these cubs. Memories of his youth and the mask he wore were still there but the feeling of youth was gone. The feeling of what little love he and his siblings grudgingly shared among them selves was gone. The older leopard felt hollow about this whole thing. But he wanted to be there for the female that bore such a burden and such a gift.
The seasoned bitter leopard loomed in the shadows of the den and meditated on the subject.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 9:30 am
Cassianu was a cub to be blunt. The youngster loved to play with his siblings and loved his parents and had never experienced the harsh reality of the big bad world on the out side. He had not been born in to a harsh family environment and had no future ambitions driven deep in to his skull. He was innocent and free to be a cub.
That didn't mean he didn't feel the coldness his father emitted. The youngster felt it and often wondered why their father did not smile. Why even around his family did not feel warm. His father was always very close by but always so far away at the same time. These complex thoughts were way beyond the cubs understanding yet he still felt the offness of it all.
The young cub strayed from his siblings and mother and approached the dark corner. Already chills rolled down his back that could not be explained. Fear maybe or anxiety. Things beyond a cubs understanding. Something kept his little paws moving closer and closer until he was upon his father. Orange eyes stared up with a frown that did not match the deepness of his fathers. Nothing was said. Only stares.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 9:34 am
Lucianus noticed the young boy approaching silently. He watched his son stray from the warmth and approach the coldness. Even so, Lucianus did nothing to make his brave Cassianu feel any better about the approach. No smile or words of endearment were given. Only a cold and calculating stare from behind a refined and practiced mask. Admittedly, Lucianus relied a little to heavily on his son to break the ice.
Nothing was said.
Lucianus continued his cold harsh stare. Part of him entertained the idea of turning his back and wandering to a further region of the cave but something kept him pin pointed at that location. His paws were firmly planted. The silence continued. Lucinaus was not about to be the one to break that. What was he to say any ways?
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 9:44 am
Of course it would be Cassianu to break the silence first. There was only so much quiet a boy could stand after all.
"Why you over here?"
The moment he asked it the cub almost regretted it. His tail laid still and his ears went back a little embarrassed to have asked something so simple. He was not aware of why he was ashamed. Just that shame was upon him and his chest had a tightness that he could not explain. It felt off to ask a question. An off feeling that Cassianu did not particularly care for.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 9:48 am
Lucianus's features did not move from behind his mask. He was not surprised that one of his cubs would ask him such a question. Calmly he opened his maw in a very low gesture before answering his childs question.
"Should I not be over here?" He was calm and articulate in every word. After all, Lucianus was a practiced politician back in his old pride. Atia would never raise any of her cubs as anything less. The older leopard lowered him self to his sons eye level. His harsh stare still firmly upon the young one.
"My question should be the same. Should it not?" To the older leopards credit, he was trying.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 11:18 am
Seeing his fathers eyes so close made Cassianu all that more nervous. The young cub found him self actually taking steps back away from his father. The chills were getting worse. They traveled from the crown of his skull and slid all the way to the end of his tail. As a result, the cub had an almost puffed out look to him. The furs not quite standing all the way up but very well on their way.
Cassianu didn't seem to be aware of any of this. He was more aware of the eyes his father possessed. They looked hollow to him and coupled with that frown made him feel unsure about him self. His father was intense even if he did not mean to be.
"I.. I..." The cubs speech seemed to have fled leaving Cassianu with nothing to actually say. The cub felt his confidence shrink quite a bit. The time was not to late to rush back over to his siblings. But he couldn't move.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 11:45 am
The fact that Cassianu had nothing to say was unsurprising to the stern leopard. He merely watched as Cassianu chocked on what he wanted to say. His eyes never strayed from his boys eyes. The two eyes mirrored each other, unblinking. Both young and older male stared.
Atia would not approve of such behavior. Lucianus thought for a moment. Maybe he was being to soft. This thought semi agitated him.
"Your blood line would not permit such meekness. Speak boy." No sign of love could be traced from those words. They were as cold as he was.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 11:49 am
This did not help Cassianu find his voice. If anything he trembled a little bit more than usual. He wanted to just run. He wanted to be away from such bold emptiness his father offered. The void of that stare was suffocating and deafening. He could not breath. He could not hear. He could not speak. He could not blink.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 11:51 am
Now very agitated the older male lifted a slender paw and lightly bopped his cub on the head. Even Lucianus was unsure why he did it. His features unchanging but behind that mask the older male was confused. It was amazing he had some how charmed a female with his thorns. These cubs were blessings to have even been conceived.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2012 11:54 am
This some how awoken the cubs voice and he let out a very loud, and weak , roar. Which surprised and scared the cub. His tail poofed out and he was broken from the spell of that cold gaze. Cassianu turned tail and fled to the safety of his siblings.
This merely left Lucianus to brood and think on things. Cubs. He had never planned for them but he did want to be their father. Knowing how was not his strong suit.
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