So...I guess I wanted to share some stuff with people, hopefully you girls can all relate to the things I have to say in my own unique way.
Most of these I write with a broken heart, or when times are rough, or when I'm just contemplating on things...
If you want to know anything about the background of one specifically, or comment on any of them, then go ahead, I won't stop you, but I am going to use spoilers for them so that I don't take up too much room with them.
Just please, no quoting an entire poem, as just a section of the poem will do if you want to point something out or say something about a part in particular.
This way, if a title catches your eye, then you can read what you want and skip over what you do not.
Most of them are freeverse, and some rhyme, and still others are songs. So I shall be posting [F] for freeverse, [Rh] for rhyme, and [♪] for a song.
Some songs are incomplete, and still others are meant to be short.
So...onto next post~!
Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2012 8:23 pm
~Reserved for poems~
Could've Been a Forever[Rh][F][♪] [third runner up song for the Love Deaf song contest on SmackJeeves I am KunaiYouki on there, just so you know who I am in that list.]
I know I pushed my way in and you gave me more than I deserved
But you have to know that there's more meaning to my life with you here than there has been in a long time,
So hard to deny these feelings that came at me so suddenly with such force I was surprised
But I can't stop my heart from where it wants to lead and now I can't see the future without a you and me
So you have to believe me when I say what deep down my feelings are for you,
So before I get too nervous I have to say the truth you are the only one for me
And I want to be the only one for you
So how could this happen you just had to run away to him
And although I tried to tell you that you're wrong this time you still say otherwise And then leave me anyway
And now my heart is crying and I can't go on being here in this place anymore So now
Chorus 1: I'm leavin' leavin' leavin' you behind
Because now I know that there can't ever be a me with you
And in my mind before where I wished for forever now there's only ever going to be a never (End Chorus)
So now I'll try to move on try to push the memories of you away
But I don't think my aching heart will heal that fast anyway but that's okay because for now (Repeat Chorus 1) Yes (Repeat Chorus 1)
I just hope that when you hear this someday You'll recall what we said and look back and remember that we could have been might have been should have been a forever
Bloody Bruise[F] I wrote this for a Senior Project. We had to make Autobiographies, and so I made most of mine out of poems. This was one of the ones that has survived to my computer.
Red is the colour of passion of love and hate, and blood when spilled
Blue is the colour of calmness of the sky when clear and the sea, and the veins under our skin
Black is the colour of depression the colour of mourning clothes when attending funerals and gothic wonderment, the colour of death and the roses that signify as such
Red Black and Blue together are a bloody bruise And they just so happen to be my favorite three
Unfinished [♪] They Left Me For a Vocaloid
Made because I literally had someone break up with me for someone online, so I wrote this...because it describes them to a T.
(Chorus 1)They left me for a vocaloid I cant believe its true. They left me for a vocaloid A thing that can’t even say A heartfelt ‘I love you’ (End Chorus)
The last person I went out with Was obsessed with this fad It was rather obtrusive, as they had it bad They was so obsessive I thought it would take over their life, and that would be the end of it for me~!
Then the other night I had quite a scare They were giddy with excitement And when I asked the reason why They pointed to a fanpic they had made And posted up on their bedroom door
What else should happen then Much to my surprise The person stepping out and Becoming Real… right before my eyes!
I thought that I was dreaming, So I pinched my cheeks, But there was no denying The grey/silver of his hair The way that he smirked gave me quite a bit dispair,
Then they turned to the other picture The one with hair of blue They said “Hey you get out here, I have Aisu! Saved in the freezer for later but Hey its still its there!”
And then out popped the other and A scarf went tumbling down, he went to pick it up and I saw with a frown That there were no attachments, No cables or even cords, No places where they could be plugged in Or even where they could have been before~!
They left me for a vocaloid, I can’t forget that grin They left me for a vocaloid, I can’t seem to understand why they would choose HIM (I mean I get that aisu obsessed one, They always wanted to dress up just like him, but STILL)
They left me for a vocaloid A group of pixilation That you can make do what you please
They looked at each one Then they took ahold of one arm of each(this is as far as I have gotten thus far. On hiatus)
The Path[Rh] You pretty much can't avoid reading this one aloud with a little rhythm behind it and not have it sound like a rap. Try it. I dare you.
Treading carefully down In this path called life Going closer and closer towards the uncertain future Being in resistance To your will to pull away Being unable to say “I am afraid of what is not yet known.” Being able to proceed alone Against the flood of people Pouring out the other way Just going along with the crowd Just like every other day In this place Where hopes and dreams Constantly scatter, And get crushed under the weight of thousands Of other people’s feet who walk on this same path day to day.
And I shall put more later...if you guys want them...but these are the fun ones, before I get to the deeper ones, as I don't feel very confident in baring my soul here just yet, so...yeah.sweatdrop
Edit 7/28/13: Still unsure whether or not to continue even putting them up here...
I'd have to say that Bloody Bruise is my favorite. You watched me giggle my a** off as you read to me. I think it's awesome!
Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 9:02 am
AgentShiny
I'd have to say that Bloody Bruise is my favorite. You watched me giggle my a** off as you read to me. I think it's awesome!
sweatdrop Never really understood why you were giggling when I read that one... I thought you were giggling when I read the Vocaloid one... Or am I remembering improperly? confused
I'd have to say that Bloody Bruise is my favorite. You watched me giggle my a** off as you read to me. I think it's awesome!
sweatdrop Never really understood why you were giggling when I read that one... I thought you were giggling when I read the Vocaloid one... Or am I remembering improperly? confused
I was giggling during both actually...it's just that Bloody Bruise was just hilarious the way you read it because you read it like you were angry with the world.
Posted: Mon Jul 16, 2012 11:20 am
AgentShiny
I'd have to say that Bloody Bruise is my favorite. You watched me giggle my a** off as you read to me. I think it's awesome!
It is my favorite too. Simple and elegant. Although, it did not make me laugh.
>.> *stares Shiny down* <.<
Solaria-Nejiko-chan
In all of your poems I really like the raw passion. heart
