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 Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2012 2:15 pm
 stressing out
19.Dec.'12 (edited to an up-to-date post)
I wasn't sure what to do, so I started writing this. I've been extremely stressed, most likely due to the fact that the semester finals are during the next two days. It's irritating, thinking that I won't pass these!
Another thing, I have yet to 'come out' to my friends. A good number of them are Christian, which worries me. How will they take it? I don't think they even know that I'm agnostic! These seem like things I should tell them, considering that we've been friends for at least two years. (Middle of freshy-year) But I'm going to do that... When I'm absolutely sure.
My friends and mother dearest are trying to get me to date this boy. He sent me a candy gram in my class and we went to a dance together, but that's all that's happened. I honestly think he's nice, but I doubt anything will become of it. I guess that will work itself out eventually.
On the positive side of the pancake, meaning the side with all da nommy syrup (umm..) I will be taking a class at a college next year! I could've started that my junior year (this year), but didn't know what to take! Ok, since I've spilled my soul and guts...
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Posted: Wed Dec 19, 2012 9:50 pm
 Stupid finals...
(20.Dec.'12)
Today is the day of the semester finals, great. (sarcasm) Just put one more thing on my list of 'things to stress about', why don't ya! Anyways, sorry about that. As you can see, I'm very stressed out. It's crazy, really. A lot has been going on, I mentioned some of these things in my previous post (I edited that post. No one read it, so I just edited my journal-thingy. Ah, well. I really hope I can pass these finals, that'd be great! I've been doing a hellza lots of studying; so it'd better pay off!
Another thing, something I mentioned in the last post, is how do I deal with my friends? They don't know! I'm not sure how to break this to them, I just don't know. I'm trying to think of ways to 'hint' without actually telling them. I kinda did that with a cousin, she caught on and somehow convinced me to say it. She's cool with it, but confused about the 'boy problem' previously mentioned in my last post. Well, I'm just as confused as she is.
PS: it's not actually the 20th here yet... It's just really close to midnight, what else am I supposed to do? Ok... That's enough of my useless rant for today!
Added: Delirium (Oliver 69)
“Mama, Mama, help me get home
I'm out in the woods, I am out on my own.
I found me a werewolf, a nasty old mutt
It showed me its teeth and went straight for my gut.
Mama, Mama, help me get home
I'm out in the woods, I am out on my own.
I was stopped by a vampire, a rotting old wreck
It showed me its teeth and went straight for my neck.
Mama, Mama, put me to bed
I won't make it home, I'm already half-dead.
I met an Invalid, and fell for his art
He showed me his smile, and went straight for my heart.
-From "A Child's Walk Home," Nursery Rhymes and Folk Tales”
Since I'm reading this, I felt that it would be awesome to post a quote!
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2012 10:26 am
Finals, still
Damn, more finals. I'm doing well, so far. All I need to worry about is the last one! I'm not sure what to say. The picture is of SNSD, they're so kawaii! What can I say, I love Asians! They're so cute. Anyways, I've got nothing to say. (Well, there goes my plan to say something amazing everyday, ftwww -is actually a song by mcr-)
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2012 5:10 am
um ya know just to clarify i'm reading it *raises hand* and i'm relatively sure plenty of others are as well
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2012 7:46 am
death on dark wings um ya know just to clarify i'm reading it *raises hand* and i'm relatively sure plenty of others are as well Ummm... Ok? *not sure what to say*
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2012 8:52 am
ShiningStar KiraKira death on dark wings um ya know just to clarify i'm reading it *raises hand* and i'm relatively sure plenty of others are as well Ummm... Ok? *not sure what to say* Just thought I'd mention it
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Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2012 2:41 pm
death on dark wings ShiningStar KiraKira death on dark wings um ya know just to clarify i'm reading it *raises hand* and i'm relatively sure plenty of others are as well Ummm... Ok? *not sure what to say* Just thought I'd mention it Ok!
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Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2012 3:27 pm
Merry Christmas, my lovelies!
(Christmas day)
Hello, lovely ladies of the guild! I hope all of you had a wonderful day! Just so you know, I'd be happy to reply if you post here! I'd love to talk if you'd like! I got a new guitar, thank goodness! You can't learn how to play on a broken one, after all! Those gorgeous asian ladies are from halcali! So, thanks for reading and I hope to hear from ya! heart heart heart
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2012 5:34 am
Hello! If it makes you feel any better about coming out, there are Christians out there that aren't homophobes. For example, I'm a Christian lesbian, and I would never try to force my religion on anyone. Are your friends people that follow the Bible to the letter?
I'm here to talk to if you need anyone. C:
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2012 11:54 am
Monochromosexual Hello! If it makes you feel any better about coming out, there are Christians out there that aren't homophobes. For example, I'm a Christian lesbian, and I would never try to force my religion on anyone. Are your friends people that follow the Bible to the letter? I'm here to talk to if you need anyone. C: I don't know if they are, they most likely aren't. They really are good people, I just don't know what to think. They're already so stuck on the idea that I'm oh-so in love with this guy and we're gonna get married. What's worse is, he's a nice guy and I know for a fact that he likes me. Mother dearest also wants us to date... Even though I told her I don't like guys and she's always saying she didn't care about that. She won't believe that I'm not bi, saying all women are bitches and they can't get along well enough. Ok, if I find out I AM bi, fine then. But she shouldn't be like that. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but I don't know how much more I can stand of this...
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2012 7:01 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira Monochromosexual Hello! If it makes you feel any better about coming out, there are Christians out there that aren't homophobes. For example, I'm a Christian lesbian, and I would never try to force my religion on anyone. Are your friends people that follow the Bible to the letter? I'm here to talk to if you need anyone. C: I don't know if they are, they most likely aren't. They really are good people, I just don't know what to think. They're already so stuck on the idea that I'm oh-so in love with this guy and we're gonna get married. What's worse is, he's a nice guy and I know for a fact that he likes me. Mother dearest also wants us to date... Even though I told her I don't like guys and she's always saying she didn't care about that. She won't believe that I'm not bi, saying all women are bitches and they can't get along well enough. Ok, if I find out I AM bi, fine then. But she shouldn't be like that. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but I don't know how much more I can stand of this... You should follow our heart. And if your heart says no boys, then you shouldn't be forced into them. In the end, you have the final decision about your own life. Your life.
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2012 7:05 pm
Monochromosexual ShiningStar KiraKira Monochromosexual Hello! If it makes you feel any better about coming out, there are Christians out there that aren't homophobes. For example, I'm a Christian lesbian, and I would never try to force my religion on anyone. Are your friends people that follow the Bible to the letter? I'm here to talk to if you need anyone. C: I don't know if they are, they most likely aren't. They really are good people, I just don't know what to think. They're already so stuck on the idea that I'm oh-so in love with this guy and we're gonna get married. What's worse is, he's a nice guy and I know for a fact that he likes me. Mother dearest also wants us to date... Even though I told her I don't like guys and she's always saying she didn't care about that. She won't believe that I'm not bi, saying all women are bitches and they can't get along well enough. Ok, if I find out I AM bi, fine then. But she shouldn't be like that. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but I don't know how much more I can stand of this... You should follow our heart. And if your heart says no boys, then you shouldn't be forced into them. In the end, you have the final decision about your own life. Your life. Thanks
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2012 7:06 pm
ShiningStar KiraKira Monochromosexual ShiningStar KiraKira Monochromosexual Hello! If it makes you feel any better about coming out, there are Christians out there that aren't homophobes. For example, I'm a Christian lesbian, and I would never try to force my religion on anyone. Are your friends people that follow the Bible to the letter? I'm here to talk to if you need anyone. C: I don't know if they are, they most likely aren't. They really are good people, I just don't know what to think. They're already so stuck on the idea that I'm oh-so in love with this guy and we're gonna get married. What's worse is, he's a nice guy and I know for a fact that he likes me. Mother dearest also wants us to date... Even though I told her I don't like guys and she's always saying she didn't care about that. She won't believe that I'm not bi, saying all women are bitches and they can't get along well enough. Ok, if I find out I AM bi, fine then. But she shouldn't be like that. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but I don't know how much more I can stand of this... You should follow our heart. And if your heart says no boys, then you shouldn't be forced into them. In the end, you have the final decision about your own life. Your life. Thanks No problem. smile
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Sinna Roll generated a random number between
1 and 100 ...
56!
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2012 12:17 am
Technically, I should be part of the crew...
Why must this be so cruel as to not allow me to have access to Skype? It's tragic, really! (not as tragic as my melodrama) I'm one of this guild's first peeps! Cool, right? Honestly, I forgot that I was one this guild's first. This is probably because I'm so busy trying to run my own guild. Well, kinda. I actually have about 100 peeps, or so! It's amazing, really! But honestly, I couldn't have don't that much without Shiny! Yes, let's all send our digital nom-noms (cookies and such) to Shiny!
I said this before, but I'm gonna say it again! I'm up for charging anytime you feel like replying! I'm a gaia chat-aholic looking to pass time and make friends! Wow, that sounded lame! Anyways, yea, I'll talk to anyone who wants to talk! I'm even gonna post on other people's posts! ninja Ya know, like a ninja! Yes, just like a ninja! Wow, I'm making no sense! Anyways, to pass time... *rolls dice* let's see what I got! (50+ says I'll actually get a reply xp )
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