When I was scavenging through my messy desk drawer, I randomly found this free style poem that I'd written sometime when I went to middle school. I went through some dark times and depression and had suicidal thoughts, and this poem reflects how Jesus was all I had left. Just wanted to share with you all.

Last Resort

The world never seemed so dark
Abandoning high spirits
Everything is upside down
Leaving me in confusion
Poisoned hatred tortures me
There's no light left in the world
Death appears appetizing
For my heart is torn in two
There's no hope for me anymore...

Sanity has almost left
My mind's stuck on fantasy
And nobody can save me
I think of blood red roses
Dropping petals in despair
And realize that this is me
Or what I am becoming
I have given up trying
There's no hope for me anymore...

But then I think of Jesus
My last resort for living
And I know He's by my side
To save me from my conflicts
I'm glad I cried out to Him
Or I would've been no more
But a lifeless, empty shell
Thank the Lord I did not die
Dear Jesus, I thank you so much...