For clarification I am a man using a female avatar

Recently I have been having some major questions about myself, like the last 6 months. I could go into exact details but long story short I started questioning my sexuality and eventually came to the conclusion than more than likely I classify as Pansexual. I used to think I was simply straight, but lately I have had major attraction to every gender identity as it were. Women, Men, Transsexuals and the countless others.

While I do think that is just attraction, I believe I could only be part of a heterosexual relationship.

I am typically somebody very grounded in terms of sexual feelings and the WANT for sex. last...half a year or so I have been absolutely craving sex. Perhaps being a Virgin at 21 is getting old to me, but It has been so incredibly strong as a feeling as of late. I can't meet people it would seem as I have had failures constantly in that regard. and I am honestly terrified of something less conventional than straight since my Father is incredibly homophobic in some senses and I would be scared to do anything like this.

Urges are unbearably strong, fear is strong and success rate is zero... I have no idea what I should do moving forward....