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Posted: Sat Feb 25, 2006 6:22 pm
Okay just kind of like a timeline of everything that has happened to me, I am now currently 15
When I was 8... - puberty hit - raped by brothers best friend (lets say scott) who was 13 - sent to therapist for depression issues (parents didnt know why)
When I was 9 - raped a second time by 'scott' (he was 14) - sexually harrassed by therapist - therapist came up with fake reason to keep me coming to his office - got therapist fired because parents figured it out - became impregnated with 'scotts' kid, parents got why i was depressed
When I was 11 - 'scott', upset with the fact i told parents it was his kid so him and his group of friends gang raped me (he was 16) - moved away because mom wanted nothing to do with child and father - sent to second therapist for anger problems
When I was 12 - made second therapist quit because i scared her with my temper - sexual harrassment from piano teacher
When I was 13 - raped by random group of guys in the streets - sexually harrased at school by older boys on my football team - suspended for month fight with girl who didnt like her boyfriend always talking about me (i ******** up her face) - sent to padded room for about a week - baby boy died (he was 3) - 'scott' sent to prison for drugs, assualt of officer and rape of another female (he was 18 ) - sent to third therapist
When I was 14 - sexually harrased by guidance counselor - sexually harrassed by teammates especially during practice dont know how many times they bring me to the ground on purpose just to get under my padding - verbal harrassment from coaches... being only girl on tacle football team puts you under a lot of pressure - got boyfriend - moved again - broke up with boyfriend for another - didnt play football but was secretary, still sexually harrassed by team and verbally harrassed by coach - sexually harrassed by teammates father who i babysat for - raped by team captain - raped by team seniors (including captain)
When I was 15 - teammates mom catches husband and tells my mom - mom sues husband, husband tells on son and friends - mom reports team - seniors get sent to prison, juniors shorter term including community service, sophmores juv and community service - any one who wasnt charged heavily was set free but now continue to sexually harrass me in revenge for their friends - pretty much sent the towns kids/best athletes off to prison so now whole city pretty much hates me and i just moved
still going with my second boyfriend , he knows of these and yet does not judge me thats why i love him, he asks for sex i say no he says he'll wait until we're married so thats it so far... hopefully i wont have to go through those experiences again it sucks but thruthfully i'm okay i forgive them and it was completely satans work that those thoughts possesed their minds, they are forgiven and i love them all just as jesus forgives and still loves us all... i know that seems bizarre that i have that view but thats what i think
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Posted: Sat Feb 25, 2006 6:40 pm
I'm sorry that all of that happened to you. sad I hope you're doing well. I know you've had problems with therapy in the past, but it still might be good to get some help if you're having problems with everything.
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Posted: Mon Feb 27, 2006 2:10 pm
well thanks im still working through it but im okay with it
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Posted: Fri Mar 17, 2006 12:00 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 18, 2006 9:28 pm
ok sorry if you take this a bad way... but damn girl you must be like THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL EVER cause thats incredible... (incredibly awful) i dont know how you even live... that is an incredibly ******** up six years....
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Posted: Thu Apr 13, 2006 4:30 am
O my gah!!! I am so sorry that those things happened to you. I don't know how you stand it. Now if i was you, my mother would have killed every one of those bastards. I am so so so sorry, that makes me depressed just reading it.
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 12:23 pm
eek I'm sorry that happend to you. I thought that I had it rough growing up. Hon, you got me beat.
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 7:10 pm
Start carring weapons..like knives, get a stun gun so you can ******** PEOPLE UP! I'm soooooooo sorry that that happened to you. That makes me wanna ******** someone up. hmm... Your story makes me wanna cry. crying
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Posted: Thu Jun 29, 2006 7:32 pm
Elmo-Chan Your story makes me wanna cry. crying
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 1:50 pm
eeeeesh, Don't take that the wrong way, but that story makes me WISH you're lying...
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Posted: Fri Apr 24, 2009 3:00 pm
Tanis~Half- ok sorry if you take this a bad way... but damn girl you must be like THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL EVER cause thats incredible... (incredibly awful) i dont know how you even live... that is an incredibly ******** up six years.... I have to agree with Tanis. To get raped and sexually harassed by all those people it...WOW...Well I'm glad that you have a sweet bf who looks after you and is patient for when you are ready. I'm sorry to hear about your child and everything else that happened to you.
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Posted: Thu Aug 06, 2009 2:18 am
You just became one of my mentors.
I love how you've gone through all of that crap and are still going on with your life. It takes a really strong person to be capable of doing that. ^_^
And I agree, this probably sounds a bit bad, but then again it might be of some comfort- Do you realize how beautiful of a person it would take to attract all of those people?
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Posted: Mon Dec 21, 2009 6:41 pm
OMG you got raped so much! -hugs- I feel so sorry for you
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