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 Posted: Thu May 24, 2012 11:06 am
Crawling Back to You
Girl 1
Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,
And it's too late now to put out the fire,
Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,
Well I'm doing alright,
'Til I close my eyes
And then I see your face,
And it's no surprise.
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.
Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
Girl 2
And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging
On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,
Boy 2
I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,
Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.
Boy 1
If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.
And I would take it all back, give if only I knew that I could.
Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground.
And it's too late now, to put out the fire.
Girl 1 & Boy 2
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.
-Daughtry
Break the Spell
Like a moth into a flame,
I'm hypnotized,
And like a stone,
I'm paralyzed cause I can't look away,
You found your way under my skin,
And I'm tryin' not to love you,
But I hate the way I keep on givin'
Into you, like I always do,
No matter how I try,
Or maybe could it be,
That you're the part of me,
That's keeping me alive?
How am I supposed to break this spell you got me under,
I'm so addicted to the pain,
Got your poison running through my veins,
The way you pull me in,
The way you chew me up,
The way you spit me out,
I keep coming back, I can't get enough,
I can't go without you,
I could fight you 'til the end,
But I will lose you if I win,
So I guess I'll just keep on givin'
Into you, like I always do,
No matter how I try,
Or maybe could it be,
That you're the part of me,
That's keeping me alive?
How am I supposed to break this spell you got me under,
I'm so addicted to the pain,
Got your poison running through my veins,
The way you pull me in,
The way you chew me up,
The way you spit me out,
I keep coming back, I can't get enough,
I can't go without you,
This feeling is far from sober,
Its beauty buried deep inside,
You're the only one who gets me high,
And I know it's far from over,
As you can see you're the part of me,
That's keeping me alive
How am I supposed to break this spell you got me under,
I'm so addicted to the pain,
Got your poison running through my veins,
The way you pull me in,
The way you chew me up,
The way you spit me out,
I keep coming back, I can't get enough,
I can't go without,
The way you pull me in,
The way you chew me up,
The way you spit me out,
I keep coming back, I can't get enough,
I can't go without,
I keep coming back, I can't get enough,
I can't go without, you.
-Daughtry
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Posted: Thu May 24, 2012 11:13 am
Girl 1 is in a relationship with Boy 1. They've been dating for a few years, live together, and everyone has thought they're head over heels in love and meant to be together. But nobody knows their secrets.
Boy 2 and Girl 2 are dating. They've been together since their senior year of high school and have lived together since graduation. Everyone has always said they're gonna get married and live the fairytale happy ever after. But nobody knows they're secrets.
Girl 1 has dealt with Boy 1's abuse since they're one year anniversary, but can't find the strength to leave.
Boy 2 can't admit he's being abused by Girl 2, girlfriends can't abuse they're boyfriends... that's backwards. He's just a little too sensitive.
Girl 1 and Boy 2 are complete strangers living in the same city, Austin, Texas. They have never met, but end up running into each other.
Despite the fact that Boy 2 is in a committed relationship, he is instantly smitten with Girl 1. Both are unsure... but a possible friendship
(maybe more) is on the horizon. And both are scared to death...literally.
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Girl 1 [[Sam]] -  →→☆Kimberly Rose Jensen☆←← Hey there, you can call me Kimi. I was born in 1990, making me twenty-two. ℓ❤ℓ ι'νє ¢σмє тσσ ƒαя тσ тυяη αяσυη∂: So, you wanna know my background story, huh? Well, I grew up in a small town near San Antonio, Texas. It was your typical tiny, southern town. Being the Mayors daughter, I was held on the highest ***** and damn near always under survelliance. Not that I minded much back then, I was pretty much your typical goodie two shoes anyways. I didn't drink and party, I studied and played guitar. My twin sister, Kameron Violet, on the hand was the partier and constantly in trouble. Despite our vast differences, we were close as can be up until the end of our junior year in high school. That's when things got rocky for her, and things got better socially for me.
Kami ended up in rehab for drug and alcohol abuse, which was all kept very hush hush. Or at least that's what my parents tried to do. Honestly, it's hard to keep anything underwraps in a small town. I visited her often and tried really hard to reconnect our sisterhood. It was just so difficult because she was so depressed. That's where it all stemmed from, really. Jealousy and depression. I felt horrible, it was all my fault.
But I was also getting more and more of the things I wanted. Even if what I had secretly wanted was the life Kami lived. At least she didn't have to live up to this unobtainable height that our parents expected from me.
I met BOY when Kami started going through rehab. He was someone Kami had hung around with a few times, but neither of us knew much about him. That's what really attracted me to him at first. He was different, an escape maybe? Either way, I fell head over heels in love with him. We were voted most likely to get married by our Senior class and everything.
My parents liked him enough, but my mother always said she never trusted him. Kami didn't either. I just thought Kami was jealous and my mother was over protective. My parents weren't happy when we rushed off to San Antonio the second we graduated. But they couldn't be too upset. I was enrolled in school with a nice scholarship for excellent grades. Although, I had no idea what was in store for me. Maybe I shoulda trusted my mother and Kami.
Because now I'm in love with a new man, one I didn't know before. He gets angry and he hurts me in ways I never thought another person could hurt someone. I know sometimes it's my fault... I piss him off and usually it's unintentional but I still cause it. And I know he's stressed with school and work and bills, I just don't help enough. I am only a waitress and work part time at the library, I do some tutoring at school too... I am taking a lot of classes but it's easier for me than it is for him...
He's not a bad person, we're just in a rough patch, that's all.
»--» »--» เŦ єשєгא๏ภє ςคгє๔:
I've always been on the quiet side. Like I said before, a goodie two shoes and daddy's little girl. I did what I was told, when I was told. I like things in order, I'm very into cleanliness, which BOY loves, usually. I wouldn't say I have OCD but I can come close to it. I like school and learning. But I'm a die hard music fan, so I can also be pretty creative. I'm indecisive, I have no idea what I want to do, I just know I want to help people. I feel pressured constantly, by everyone. To be the best, do the best, and have the best. It's hard and stressful, but well worth it... I hope. I put everyone before myself and always have a big heart for outsiders. I honestly have a problem with wanting to fix everything, just make everything better. I guess that's me in a nutshell. ⓜⓔ ⓖⓤⓢⓣⓐ:
♥ Books
♥ Lucy<3
♥BOY
♥Family
♥ Order and Neatness
му кяуρтσηιтє:
☠ The smell of sweat
☠ Dirt
☠ Not Being Good Enough
☠ Bugs
☠Alcohol and Drugs
 Boy 1 [[Linds]] -  →→☆Tuan Van Trang☆←← Yes? you can call me Tuan. I was born in 1988, making me 24. ℓ❤ℓ ι'νє ¢σмє тσσ ƒαя тσ тυяη αяσυη∂: My father moved to America from Taiwan when he was 19, and immediately worked on enrolling into a University. He came with little to nothing, and became a doctor in 10 years. He met my mother who was working as a nurse when he interned at the local hospital, and eventually moved on to become a paramedic.
I have always had even greater expectations held for me. Nothing below an A was acceptable, and if I ever returned with anything less, I was beaten. Simple as that. Harsh some may say, but it worked. No one studied harder. And if I ******** up some other way, I was beaten. Simple as that. I rarely wandered from the path set out before me.
For the most part that is.
I started dealing drugs in High School on the side. Shocked? I never partook, but I had the manipulation skills and intelligence to make a hell of a lot pocket change. I built my own sort of empire. And the money didn't hurt when it came to college. Not that I needed it with the scholarships, but I found plenty of uses after graduation.
As I was doing so well, the parents didn't question my cash flow.
Now I'm in med school, and still dealing on the side, though I've got other more legal investments now as well. And women. I've always had plenty of women.
My current girlfriend and I have been together for several years now, and it's worked out quite conveniently so far. The b***h actually listens. It's an improvement on the last. Though that doesn't mean she doesn't need a little... help sometimes. I've learned how to get what I want- simple as that.
Concerning her, I put up with things for awhile, but eventually I was done waiting for her to handle herself. She's something I can work with, not to mention hot as hell. I wouldn't tolerate any less.»--» »--» เŦ єשєгא๏ภє ςคгє๔:
Some people call me coldhearted. Some think I'm a charmer. And others don't know what to make of me. What can I say? I'm a man of many faces, only showing the one I choose when I choose. It depends on who I'm dealing with. In some ways, they are all right, and others, they are all wrong. No one really knows me at all. I am calculating, and manipulate to get what I want. I don't just tell you what you want to hear- but what you need to hear to give me what I want. ⓜⓔ ⓖⓤⓢⓣⓐ:
♥Succeeding in my endeavors.
♥Dominating over everyone.
♥Sex and beautiful women.
♥Money.
♥Order.
му кяуρтσηιтє:
Loosing.☠
Rejection, being denied, etc☠
Too much talking.☠
Lazy asses.☠
Yelling.☠
 Girl 2 [[Sam]] -  →→☆Manuela Naomi Santos☆←← Hola you can call me Manni. I was born in 1989, making me 23. ℓ❤ℓ ι'νє ¢σмє тσσ ƒαя тσ тυяη αяσυη∂: Hola, que pasa?
Guess you wanna know all about me, huh? Well, I was raised in a tight knit Mexican family right here in San Antonio, Texas. Nah, just kidding. That was most Latina families nearby, but not my life story.
Mi abuela came here with mi abuelo when she found out she was pregnant with mi madre. They wanted her to have a better life and all that good stuff you hear about America. Mi abuelo got a job in some feild work and mi abuela did sewing for people. They raised mi madre just like they would have back home, with slightly more money. As they grew older, they decided to return home. This was right when mi madre turned nineteen, if she wanted to stay she could- And she did... for a boy. A boy who knocked her up and left her to raise me all by herself. She skipped out on college to get two jobs so she could pay for a child on her own.
She did her best I suppose. Although, her love for men was always more important than I was. So, I spent most of my childhood taking care of myself, and keeping away from her men. That plan didn't always play out, but I chose to leave that part of my life behind when she left me behind at the ripe age of seventeen. I finished out high school, somehow, and found a job that paid s**t. I lived on friends couches until I turned eighteen, which was when I started working at The High Heel Saloon. Yes, that is a strip club. I got paid bank and put myself up in an apartment all on my own.
Somehow, I met this really nice guy there. He and I hit it off in more ways than a stripper should with a client in the VIP room. From there, we started seeing each other, which was totally against the rules. Honestly, I had never dated much. I used boys and threw them away just like I watched men do to mi madre as a child. I never wanted to be treated that way.
Still don't wanna be treated that way, guess that's why I'm as awful as I am. Granted, HE usually deserves it. Guys can be so jealous and nosy, but why? What I do is my business, whether we live together or not.
On another note, I finished cosmetology school and dabble in modeling occasionally. I work in a high end salon instead of a saloon in San Antonio where HE and I live together. I guess you could say I have it all. But somehow I find myself seeking out thrills, which gets me into trouble. Or should get me into trouble, ha. Like HE would ever do anything to me.
I wear the pants here.
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I'm hard. Nobody gets in and I like it that way. HE is lucky to be where he is, honestly. I guess I just keep him around because he's safe. The kid is so smitten with me, I know he'll never hurt me. Not that he could if he tried...
I'm tough. I was calloused long ago and learned from my mothers mistakes. I'm fiercly independent and short tempered. I do who I want, when I want, where I want. And nobody says otherwise. I'm passionate about one thing and that's my work. Other than that, emotions stay away. ⓜⓔ ⓖⓤⓢⓣⓐ:
♥Hair
♥Beauty
♥Shopping
♥Boys
♥Being in Control
му кяуρтσηιтє:
☠ Mi Madre
☠ Honesty
☠ Love, like it exists anyways...
☠ Sappy Love Stories
☠ Cats
 Boy 2 [[Linds]] -  →→☆Jase Koda McCarthy☆←← Hey! What's up? you can call me Jase. I was born in 1990, making me 22. ℓ❤ℓ ι'νє ¢σмє тσσ ƒαя тσ тυяη αяσυη∂: I've had an okay life, I guess. I mean, I've done what I can with what I have. Sure... things weren't always so... great. But you get what you deserve in life, right? Karma.
I had issues as a kid. I was outgoing yes, but it led to me getting into a let of trouble, and caused even more for my family. So how can I blame my mother for punishing me accordingly?
I got what I deserved. I've learned the best way to handle it is to take it like a man and accept my faults, and the consequences that come with them. And of course, to try to be better. I'm always trying to be better. The problem is, it seems like I can never be good enough... for anyone. Not for my mother, and not for my girlfriends. And especially not for Manni... I honestly don't know why she puts up with me.
I guess I have a thing for strong willed women, even though they usually just step all over me. Maybe I'm just masochistic, because I never have a real chance with them.
Anyway. I grew up in a small town where everyone knew everyone- but also minded their own business. My father was just as weak as me, I guess it's hereditary. He became an alcoholic, and left my mother to care for me and my little sister. So when I started having trouble in school again after my little sister started High School a couple years behind me, things got rough again at home. My mother kicked me out at 17, still in Junior year, and I had to try and finish school from a shelter, but I didn't end up graduating by the time I turned 18 and dropped out... I guess she was right, I am stupid.
A couple years later I met Manni in a strip club, which some friends dragged me to, trying to cheer me up after I got dumped... again... And what do you know? It worked. Better than I could have imagined.
Now I'm just trying for my GED, after getting some motivation to try again. I might be stupid, but I can be determined too. Persistence should lead me to some success, where other strengths fail, right? I hope so, because it's all I have.
In the mean time, I'm a lame a** "receptionist" at a local office, only because the manager likes my "announcer voice" that I can muster up. Hey, at least it sounds a hell of a lot more confident than my real voice... or my real self.»--» »--» เŦ єשєгא๏ภє ςคгє๔:
I'd say my history spells it out pretty well. I'm still outgoing, I like to laugh and hang out, but... I'm weak. Not physically exactly, I mean, I'm pretty fit. But.... I'm sure you get it. I ******** up a lot. I don't mean to, it's just happens. At least I'm a nice guy though, right? I'd do anything for the girl I love. Or my sister. I try to be chivalrous, even though I think I fail at it most of the time, and courteous. I guess the thing I have going for me more than anything else is that I try. That means something, doesn't it? ⓜⓔ ⓖⓤⓢⓣⓐ:
♥Manni
♥Cats... unfortunately.
♥Reading- what? Surprised? Yes, I can read.
♥Mint chocolate chip Ice Cream
♥My sister... even though I don't get to see her much...
му кяуρтσηιтє:
When I ******** up☠
Never being good enough☠
Being Yelled at☠
Dogs... I'm allergic.☠
Honestly? Me. Most of the time.☠
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu May 24, 2012 11:43 am
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☠☠☠ [Follow Gaia TOS]
Self explanatory
[No cybering]
This can get steamy and what not and we're all big kids so we can use words like boob and p***s, but seriously, censor it.
[BE ACTIVE!!]
If you know you won't be on almost everyday, don't join.
[OOC]
ooc need some sort of (( || [[ {{, anything so long as we know its ooc.
[I ish GOD!]
Yeah I really ish. So if I say no...it's no. This also means I have the right to kick you out so yeah, fear ME.
[Grammer]
Use it and spell your words right too.
[One liners]
No. I understand writer's block but I hate one liners. How do you rp...to nothing?
[A pet peeve]
I really hate when someone posts, then the person replying in it writes down everything single thing the person said in their own post. It's so annoying! I don't mind if you do like one line or two lines, because sometimes you need too, just not every single line the person says every single post!
[Vacation]
If you're going to be gone for a while...tell us. If you just suddenly stop showing up you'll be replaced.
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In your profile, if you say one thing, that's your thing, you stick with it. I don't want to read one thing in your bio then have you go and say something completly different about your charrie in the rp.
[Profiles]
Make sure they are pmed to either Me. None of this posting profile business alright?
Title your Profiles "Bridges Burned to the Ground"
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Posted: Thu May 24, 2012 11:45 am
Important things, places, and ideas!location, location, locationTimeline!Starting out in: Mid-April, Weather is: Warm, but more pleasant. Avg. high is 79 with thunderstorms and lots of wildflowers blooming. Last freeze in March, so temperatures are most bearable. During the summer weather is: here.
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Posted: Thu May 24, 2012 2:14 pm
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2012 12:47 pm
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I guess this is quite a mess that we got caught in.
It's best if we c o n f e s s that we have fallen.
&& love is problematique when you feel
like a [fanatic] of a person that you barely know.
The triggers been pulled!
There's no use in running.
Lets bite the bullet and take what we've got coming.
Forget the contemplation, situations complicated.
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Posted: Tue May 29, 2012 1:58 pm
✖xxKimixxRosexx✖ [[I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.]] ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬| ┈ ♥⋰✖⋰♥ ┈ |▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬  Overbearing panic attack e n t r e n c h i n g my veins . . . in an hour i'll be okay. I p r a y . . .
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. . . sounds like broken r e c o r d s playin' over but you promised her next time you'll show restraint you don't get another chance. l i f e is no nintendo game.
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2012 9:10 pm
✖xxKimixxRosexx✖ [[I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.]] ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬| ┈ ♥⋰✖⋰♥ ┈ |▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ Overbearing panic attack e n t r e n c h i n g my veins . . . in an hour i'll be okay. I p r a y . . .
this pain will go away p e r m a n e n t l y someday. . . ✖ Kimi sat on the couch after a long day at work. It was nearing midnight and Taun still wasn't home yet.
The date was April 15th, nearing the 16th... Kimi's birthday. Not that it was anything special, it was just twenty two, not like it was her twenty first... although, apparently, that wasn't special either.
She came home from working a twelve hour shift at a nearby diner and rushed to the bathroom, excited that the apartment was empty. After showering, rewarding herself with some extra time spent relaxing in the warmth, she dolled herself up in a birthday present to herself. It was a frilly pink, one shoulder dress with a black skirt. She applied some light makeup, just like Tuan likes.
Kimi now sat on the couch, waiting. She even texted Tuan, asking when he'd come home. But of course, he didn't reply. So, instead, she was wasting the beginning of her birthday trying not to cry.
She was avoiding thinking that he forgot... he couldn't have right?
"Hey, just letting you know I'm home... are we still planning on going out to celebrate tonight?" Maybe that would at least tip him off... or so she hoped.
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. . . sounds like broken r e c o r d s playin' over but you promised her next time you'll show restraint you don't get another chance. l i f e is no nintendo game.
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Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2012 11:29 pm
I'm not perfect.
Just working on it. TuanI've seen s**t
And done worse. If only you knew.
No, your lucky you don't.XXXXXNow don't make me yell, or Van Pray, you don't find out.
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I'm not a monster,
I just get things done.
Which is more than any of you can say
Step up, and step off, or get stepped on.
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2012 12:21 am
Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
JaseTake, take, take it all
But you never give Koda But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on the blade for you XXXXXYou know I'd do anything for you But you won't do the same
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Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2012 12:58 am
I'm not perfect.
Just working on it. TuanI've seen s**t
And done worse. If only you knew.
No, your lucky you don't.XXXXXNow don't make me yell, or Van Pray, you don't find out.
Trang Tuan was finally about to close a deal he had been working on for some time now. In fact, he hadn't attempted a deal like this since High School because he was mostly keeping the drugs on the down low. However, this was an opportunity he would have been a fool to pass up.
Now the paranoid narcissist he was dealing with had insisted on meeting in an alley near a closed by this time bus station, at 11:00pm.
Tuan brought his gun.
Fortunately, it hadn't been needed, though he had swiped his coat aside when the idiot arrived, revealing it's presence.
A hell of a lot of money and cocaine exchanged hands, and then Tuan watched the man leave, still hooded so Tuan couldn't see his face throughout the exchange.
As if that had worked. Tuan had found out exactly who he was prior to their meeting. He always seemed to manage that.
Once assured of the other man's departure, Tuan Van Trang took his own leave.
He got into his car and checked his phone, which had been on silent for the last four hours. As expected, Kimi had texted him, whining about her birthday- subtly, or so she thought.
Tuan hadn't forgotten. He had only had more important things to worry about. However, he did have something planned for her this year.
See, Tuan had learned early in life that the less someone has, the more satisfied they are with the slightest praises, or rare rewards. He figured it was about time he through a little of that in, if only to keep the cycle going. He honestly didn't give a damn otherwise.
After a detour to a gas station, in which to change out his shady trench coat, for his intern's scrubs, he made his way home.
It was 12:08 when he pulled into the driveway. Tuan figured that by now, Kimi had already cried her eyes out, or just sat there quivering from the effort of not to ruin her makeup.
Tuan stepped inside, in his scrubs, carrying a bouquet of Kimi's favorite flowers, and a wrapped box that contained a pair of shoes she had been eying until they were no longer shelved in the store she had found them in. He had bought them long before that happened however, in anticipation of a more suitable time to give them to her.
"I'm sorry I'm so late. The hospital was overrun with patients that had survived a building fire nearby, and only a few interns volunteered stay and help, they needed it."
This was all true, except Tuan had actually only helped for the first hour or so, then left in the chaos as the time neared for his meeting.
"Happy birthday." He said, holding out the present and flowers.
I'm not a monster,
I just get things done.
Which is more than any of you can say
Step up, and step off, or get stepped on.
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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2012 8:58 pm
✖xxKimixxRosexx✖ [[I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.]] ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬| ┈ ♥⋰✖⋰♥ ┈ |▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ Overbearing panic attack e n t r e n c h i n g my veins . . . in an hour i'll be okay. I p r a y . . .
this pain will go away p e r m a n e n t l y someday. . . ✖ Kimi perked up when she heard someone's key in the lock. She smiled, wiped her eyes carefully, and waited for a few more seconds.
He came into the living room with an excuse, like usual. An excuse that Kimi simply bought. No questions asked, ever. "Oh, that's unfortunate.." She sighed, it was always the hospital. Although, she should probably get used to that. Once he was a doctor that was only going to get worse.
But he remembered! Kimi's face lit up almost instantly when he said those two words. Those two words with a bouquet of violets, her favorite. She wondered, for a moment, if he knew why they were her favorite. But that was beside the point. He also had a present all wrapped up for her, big bow and everything.
"For me?" She grew excited. "Oh!" She hadn't been this happy in ages. Kimi planted a kiss on Tuan's cheek before ripping carefully into the package, which revealed the black wedges with anchors painted on the fabric. Oh, no way! These were the wedges she had drooled over for month, but they were just too much... $795 dollars, it wasn't in the budget.
"But how... these have been gone for like, five months... and they were so expensive Tuan, we can't afford them..." Kimi looked up at him, begging him to prove her wrong. "They just so beautiful...." A part of her hoped this wasn't some sick trick where he'd say 'just kidding, gotta take them back.'
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. . . sounds like broken r e c o r d s playin' over but you promised her next time you'll show restraint you don't get another chance. l i f e is no nintendo game.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2012 1:02 pm
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I guess this is quite a mess that we got caught in.
It's best if we c o n f e s s that we have fallen.
&& love is problematique when you feel
like a [fanatic] of a person that you barely know.
The triggers been pulled!
There's no use in running.
Lets bite the bullet and take what we've got coming.
Forget the contemplation, situations complicated.
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Manuela Santos rushed home to her little apartment with a guy on her tail. He was around 6 foot, blonde slightly ruffled hair, with bright blue eyes. She had been doing a small shoot for something in a bikini and the male model was practically drooling over her.
So, she played along for a bit until she decided she wanted more. He was walking her back to her apartment, that she shared with her boyfriend Jase, who she knew wouldn't be there for at least two more hours.
Manni pulled the nameless guy into her door and pressed his back to it, ripping his clothes off.
Yes, they were about to have it out right here in the doorway, with the door closed of course. Manni liked it crazy, but her neighbors watching was a bit much, at least now.
She went down on him for a little bit, not like it took very long to get him completely ready and he was already at her will. But Manni stopped him before things went all the way. Their foreplay was the most fun part anyways, it lasted at least an hour and a half.
And though Manni didn't care if Jase walked in, leaving this guy wanting her was better than even having sex with him.
But she played innocent well enough. "Oh, no! I didn't even see the time! My boyfriend will be home from work soon!" She shoved his clothes at him, acting completely freaked out. "You've gotta go!"
"You have a boyfriend?" He seemed completely intrigued by the idea. "Can I at least get your number?"
"I don't think that's a good idea. You have to go!" She opened the door, urging him out in just his boxers, before shutting the door. She had to! Laughter was bubbling up in her. Yes, she got off on making others do the walk of shame out of her apartment complex.
After watching him through the window, laughing her a** off, she threw on one of Jase's big T-shirts with just her panties on underneath. Her hair was a wreck, the look of sex hair. But that didn't phase her. No, she simply poured herself a glass of Electra red wine and sat down on the couch with some music playing in the background, a grin on her face.
Her clothes were strewn across the floor when she heard Jase's key in the lock.
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2012 8:30 pm
I'm not perfect.
Just working on it. TuanI've seen s**t
And done worse. If only you knew.
No, your lucky you don't.XXXXXNow don't make me yell, or Van Pray, you don't find out.
Trang As Tuan came in, he observed Kimi's perky smile, and red eyes. Just as he had expected.
She commented about his Hospital excuse, but said little on it.
It really was interesting, to watch how her eyes lit up at the sight of him and the flowers wishing her happy birthday, even before it got down to the present. It was just too easy. He could have gotten her a ******** picture frame and she would have been happy. However, what he really got her, would have not just happy, but all the more hooked. Too easy.
As she opened the present, her eyes filled with disbelief and astonishment, as he had known they would.
Even a little fearful, he judged, based on what she said. She couldn't believe it was real.
"It was a very tight squeeze, even when I finally found them on sale, but I couldn't think of a better birthday present. You've been... working hard. I felt like you deserved a little something... special."
Actually, it was somewhat true. Tuan had had minor incidences with her lately. Or else, it would have been a ******** joke if she had so much as gotten to see them.
Her fear wasn't misplaced. It wouldn't have been the first time he had pulled the, "I was going to give you these... but after last nights issue... you don't deserve them." or some such.
"Now, go try them out. You will want them at least a little broken in by tomorrow night. I made reservations first thing for when the hospital overloaded with patients."
And by first thing when this unexpected even occurred, he meant, he'd done it a month ago, never planning on going out tonight in the first place.
He had better plans for tonight. For him anyway.
I'm not a monster,
I just get things done.
Which is more than any of you can say
Step up, and step off, or get stepped on.
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2012 8:55 pm
Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
JaseTake, take, take it all
But you never give Koda But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on the blade for you XXXXXYou know I'd do anything for you But you won't do the same
McCarthy It was around 5:30pm as Jase arrived home, oblivious to the mostly naked guy down by the corner of the street by now.
He unlocked the door and started to walk in, stopping almost immediately to keep from stepping on Manni's bra.
Instinct initially said she'd kill him if he stepped on it- just before realization that this was not a normal place for it to be kicked in.
And then there was the shirt near it... he looked up a little more, and pants... and heels...
It wasn't until then that he spotted the back of Manni's head, crazy hair and all, as she was sitting on the couch. The last heel was a foot away, nowhere near the other, as if it had been either thrown, or kicked off.
"Manni?" he said, sounding nothing more than confused. But there was music playing, and he wasn't sure if she'd heard him.
Jase set his wannabe briefcase down (that contained items to entertain him in between calls at work) and carefully stepped over and around clothes, to reach her.
Once Jase came into view, his eyebrow rose at the sight of her, somewhat stunned for a moment, as he drank her in... wearing one of his T-shirts, and... not much else.
It took a moment, but then a smile started to creep over his face, as if he thought he understood what was going on.
His understanding, was that she had come home in one of her... good moods... and undressed in anticipation of his arrival.
So Jase slowly closed the distance, sliding in next to her on the couch, "Did I do something special to deserve such a nice homecoming?" I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same
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