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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 6:43 pm
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AgentShiny Pixy Muffin AgentShiny Pixy Muffin AgentShiny You better not ever start cutting yourself ever again...I've lost someone very close to me for doing that...that's a scar in my heart I don't think will ever truly heal... I'm not, I know what you mean...well I've lost friends to it as well...but I will be honest that I have tried suicide more times than I can count. But I always hit tendons or stopped because I kept thinking of the people that I cared for and what all I would miss if I died. So no worries Shiny. :3 I'm here on earth for good. Good, I'm glad that you see it that way...I too have contemplated suicide...but I never cut myself or did anything stupid like that because I believe, if you're gonna do ya effing do it! Not play around with it, that just makes you seem retarded in my opinion...but the thoughts of those I care about and how much they care about me is what stopped me...I knew/know that if I ever did something stupid that countless people would follow after me... I was selfish I know and very stupid. It took a long time for me to realize such things and even today I still fight with the urge to keep away from sharp objects when I'm upset. But I'm getting better :3 It's not something that'll disappear overnight, nothing happens overnight. But all of us ladies here are here ta help ya out. Shiny's always around if you need someone to talk to =^.^=
Awww thank you :3 you are very nice *cuddles*
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 6:48 pm
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Pixy Muffin AgentShiny Pixy Muffin AgentShiny Pixy Muffin AgentShiny You better not ever start cutting yourself ever again...I've lost someone very close to me for doing that...that's a scar in my heart I don't think will ever truly heal... I'm not, I know what you mean...well I've lost friends to it as well...but I will be honest that I have tried suicide more times than I can count. But I always hit tendons or stopped because I kept thinking of the people that I cared for and what all I would miss if I died. So no worries Shiny. :3 I'm here on earth for good. Good, I'm glad that you see it that way...I too have contemplated suicide...but I never cut myself or did anything stupid like that because I believe, if you're gonna do ya effing do it! Not play around with it, that just makes you seem retarded in my opinion...but the thoughts of those I care about and how much they care about me is what stopped me...I knew/know that if I ever did something stupid that countless people would follow after me... I was selfish I know and very stupid. It took a long time for me to realize such things and even today I still fight with the urge to keep away from sharp objects when I'm upset. But I'm getting better :3 It's not something that'll disappear overnight, nothing happens overnight. But all of us ladies here are here ta help ya out. Shiny's always around if you need someone to talk to =^.^= Awww thank you :3 you are very nice *cuddles* -purrs softly and snuggles- Well, I do know that I will probably be the best friend you've ever had....even when I'm in a bad mood...if you have skype feel free to add it to our skype names thread and add any of us. I'm on skype more than I'm on here ^^;
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 6:50 pm
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Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Aww don't cry >.< It's kind of something that I did to myself, that kinda just devoloped into a 5 year addiction to pain and blood. But happily four days ago was my 1 year mark for not cutting. *holds out arms* But you can kiss them all better if you would like :3 Hoorah for talking hehe Well, this is what I do to myself everyday :/ -points to eyebrows and eyelashes- At least scars are easier to cover up ;-; -kisses your arms- They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.<
But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 6:52 pm
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Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Aww don't cry >.< It's kind of something that I did to myself, that kinda just devoloped into a 5 year addiction to pain and blood. But happily four days ago was my 1 year mark for not cutting. *holds out arms* But you can kiss them all better if you would like :3 Hoorah for talking hehe Well, this is what I do to myself everyday :/ -points to eyebrows and eyelashes- At least scars are easier to cover up ;-; -kisses your arms- They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD
Uh huh...and failing to remember...she's jailbait OoO
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 6:55 pm
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AgentShiny Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD Uh huh...and failing to remember...she's jailbait OoO
Really, Julia?? I thought we got over calling me jailbait! XD
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:04 pm
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Temporarily Blinded AgentShiny Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD Uh huh...and failing to remember...she's jailbait OoOReally, Julia?? I thought we got over calling me jailbait! XD
biggrin Nope, not until you're 18
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:06 pm
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Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Aww don't cry >.< It's kind of something that I did to myself, that kinda just devoloped into a 5 year addiction to pain and blood. But happily four days ago was my 1 year mark for not cutting. *holds out arms* But you can kiss them all better if you would like :3 Hoorah for talking hehe Well, this is what I do to myself everyday :/ -points to eyebrows and eyelashes- At least scars are easier to cover up ;-; -kisses your arms- They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD
heheh :3 *holds out arms* well go for it if you wish.
No worries, I'm really protective too >.< mostly though people dont like my protectiveness. Because I take it seriously. >.< like if someone is talking bad i immediately go for *grabs shovel* >:3 No one messes with my friends or anyone i'm close to for that matter.
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:08 pm
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AgentShiny Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD Uh huh...and failing to remember...she's jailbait OoO
jailbait hmm? well its not like i'm getting naked so i think i'm good xD lol
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:10 pm
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AgentShiny Temporarily Blinded AgentShiny Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD Uh huh...and failing to remember...she's jailbait OoOReally, Julia?? I thought we got over calling me jailbait! XD biggrin Nope, not until you're 18
I HAVE 8 MONTHS, OKAY?
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:12 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:13 pm
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Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin Temporarily Blinded Pixy Muffin They are easy to cover yes, but they are on both arms, legs and stomach. I guess its a good thing I dress like a guy. Even when swimming i can cover my legs up. *smiles softly* *hugs* you are sweet :3 just...don't ever cut yourself. like I don't care if you do anything else...but cutting...its an addiction that is the hardest to break. Trust me on that one. Don't make me kiss you everywhere :c I'm not that sweet...and trust me, I don't plan on it. I know all about addiction. oh la la lol xD its okay no worries you do not have to. lol alot of people just like to touch the scars because they are...very large and bump up. so all the time random people are running their fingers down my arms O.o lol :3 well you are sweet to me ^-^ and thats all I need. :] addictions are bad >.< But...I HAVE TO KISS THEM BETTER ;-; Nah, I'm just super protective over people I take a liking to XD heheh :3 *holds out arms* well go for it if you wish.
No worries, I'm really protective too >.< mostly though people dont like my protectiveness. Because I take it seriously. >.< like if someone is talking bad i immediately go for *grabs shovel* >:3 No one messes with my friends or anyone i'm close to for that matter.
I usually act like mother bear even though I'm always the baby of the group!
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 7:52 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 8:19 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 23, 2012 9:07 pm
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