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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 9:42 pm
I'm alive. All of it was just the trial of death. A gentle sigh escaped from the ghoul. Her voice felt and sounded tired and her body felt so heavy to her. Despite not being dead she felt like she had died, at least on the inside a part of her had. Her black eyes opened and she finally had a good look around her room. Everything was just as she had left it which meant it really was all just a dream and nothing more serious.
With a grimace she urged her body out of her bed and over to her door. She spared no glances at herself in her mirror nor did she take notice of the paper that sat on her desk. All she wanted --no, needed-- was some fresh air. As she stumbled down the stairs and out the door of the Reaper dorms she had no idea where she was going or what she intended to do once she got there, but she let her feet carry her regardless.
"Fresh air." Circe said to herself as she took in large mouthfuls of it as if it had some kind of calming and healing ability. Sadly the black hole that had formed in her chest remained as it had before. Before long the ghoul found herself in front of the Ghost's dorm building. Her fists clenched at her sides before she finally pushed her way through the doors, looking for any sign of Elle's dorm room. It became clear to her then what her brain had decided when she had managed to get herself out of bed. All she could do was hope that the Slimer boil was there and that she could find him.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 10:14 pm
The ink was running dry. Even though there were more than a hundred paintings strewn around his room, none of the pieces was his, until now. Something had sparked. Dry leaves, tinder, wood, and gasoline seemed to have gathered for so long in him, that when the spark came, it burned slowly. There wasn’t much space for the fire to grow. It was just glowing embers and smoke, until now. Death had crept while he slept and stole a part of him, leaving a large whole in his universe that was needed to be filled. But for now, it was this fire, be it hatred or love, it was hot, searing, and very painful. It wasn’t new to him. But he hadn’t felt in so long that it felt new, it was a reminder, that even as a ghost, he was alive. The fire needed an escape. The void was large, but the fire was larger; so he drew. The slimer had abandoned his sculptures for drawing, and he drew many things in just black ink. Most of his drawings were obscure and shapeless, but in the fog of grey, there were bold lines, and faces. It was of Circe, and most of it was of her lifeless silhouette laying on the ground. His body seemed lifeless for moments at a time. Veins of ink moved through his near translucent body, the visible black rivers outlined his body, and at times it ran across his face to draw a blank stare. He was on his knees, his shoulders forward, his head hung at his neck, facing the ceiling. His hands were black; ink-filled. Slowly, he rose from the floor, using his ghostly-levitation, and hovered towards his door as he rose up to his feet. He hung in the air, seemingly lifeless as his limbs just hung, like a marionette being carried across the stage. His body headed outside the dorms, but stopped short. His head alone moved. It rose up along with his eyes to meet Circe’s. “You…” His voice cracked, and vanished softly at its end. “You…”
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 10:27 pm
A small look of surprise appeared on the Necromancer's face when she rounded the corner and saw Elle drifting out of his room. And then he noticed her. Quickly she made her expression cold and callous, just as she felt inside. However her eyes betrayed her as they filled to the brim with tears. Circe bit down on her lower lip as she pushed them back.
"Yeah." She replied with a low voice that had a clear ring of hurt held within it. "I didn't dissipate." Circe added as she clenched her fists tighter at her sides. Even though she was positive Zurine and Holly had left her behind to die just the same as he had, she felt a deep hatred and anger towards him specifically. Maybe it was because she was closer to him then anyone else. All she knew was that he had caused the lifelessness within her.
Circe looked down at her feet for a moment then closed her eyes, her fists tightening and loosening at her sides once more. After a few moments she opened her eyes and lifted her head, looking at Elle with so much hurt in her eyes. Then she quickly bridge the gap between them and punched him the best she could in his right cheek with her right fist.
"You left me to die!" Circe yelled as the tears rolled down her cheeks.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 10:37 pm
Ghosts were known for being intangible, but the slimer was far from it. Evidenced as the necromancer’s fist connected with his cheek. His face lost its form for a second, turning into jelly that rippled from the force of her punch. The ink found around his face washed across his face, some dripped, and some would have rubbed on her knuckles. The hit sounded like the fresh meat slapped into the butcher’s table. He took the full force of it, and yet he floated in place. “Yyyy,” his words jumbled for a second as his mouth began to form again, “You’re dead.” A face finally was set in place, but it featureless. He had a nose without nostrils. He had a mouth without teeth, and empty eye sockets, all outlined by ink. He stared at her as if he had eyes.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 10:50 pm
Pure rage surged through her eyes as she punched at him again with the same fist, not even caring about the ink that was now on her knuckles or the impact it would have on him. Then she hit him a third time with her left fist. "You wanted me dead!" She yelled as her fists fell from his face to his chest. The tears that had been let loose continued and she made some sniffling noises.
Just about then she noticed that the boil was missing some key features. For an all to brief moment she wondered if the punches she had landed on him had caused it and then she let it go. Why should she care about him? He had left her! All he had cared about was himself!
"I did die, but I didn't dissipate." Circe cried as she punched him in the chest this time, then let her hands fall to her sides. "I can't believe you left me with those hunters to die." She sobbed. All of the hurt that was welled up inside her began to pour out as she lifted a hand to her chest, clutching at the skin where just underneath her heart rested. "Why? Why did you leave?" Circe continued to cry as she looked up at him, into his non formed eyes.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 11:09 pm
The boil rolled with the punches, and stayed in place. The sound was thick, and like before, it sent ripples through where it hit. They were painful, yet something else had taken hold of the slimer, that even his hold on himself was absent. “I didn’t leave you.” His mouth opened, lipless, and it disappeared when it closed. He groaned. His head tucked in. His face appeared; El Greco’s pale skin, green eyes, his thin blonde brows, a mouth and gritting teeth. His hands wrapped. His hands clutched at his chest. His knees tucked in. He groaned. He trembled as he lifted his eyes back to her. His face and its features disappearing as he stared back at her own black eyes. “I didn’t want to leave you… but it was too late.” His eyes shut, and he trembled a little at the memories of her death. He held himself a little tighter. “You were gone, before I knew.” Slowly he drifted back and away from her. His body still curled into a fetal position. “Stay…” His voice drifted to silence. The ink on his body, flowed and ebbed, in his body, writing words into his skin; a single word, a thousand times. Dead.~Kiana_Nala~ I've got my own moving tattoo surprised
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 11:31 pm
Circe watched as the boil floated in the air all curled up. All she wanted to do was continue to hit and kick him, but realized that no matter how much physical pain she caused to him it wouldn't matter. She would still feel the same. "I watched you free yourself from the ropes. You didn't even try to help me." Circe grimaced and closed her eyes.
When she opened them she noticed that the boil had Dead written all over him in black ink. Then more tears poured out. "You really wanted me dead?" She said with agony. "You hated me that much that you let me die there? Was that day on the beach really that horrible that you hated me enough to leave me so you could escape?" Circe asked in a sad tone. Everything within her felt broken, even as she cried the pain and lifelessness within her never ceased.
As she looked at Elle she felt so many conflicting emotions and thoughts. Parts of her wanted to beat him until she felt better, other parts of her wanted to run away, some of her wanted nothing more then to hug him and cry until she really did dissipate. "That nightmare... wasn't real. So I'm not really dead." Her black eyes stared at him. "Maybe next time you'll get what you want." Circe added as she plopped down on the floor and held her knee's tightly to her chest. Her tears had finally stopped. No matter how hard she tried to figure it out she couldn't understand how he could hate her so much. And how her flirting had caused it. Sure it had been awkward after that for reasons she could really understand. But, even through all of that she never wished him dead and she certainly wouldn't have left him at least not without trying to rescue him.
"El Greco, why do you hate me that much? What did I do that was so horrible? I thought you were my friend." She paused. "I thought you were my best friend." Circe rested her head on her knees as she peered up at him. "Do you really want me dead?"
Euphoric Ghost That you do. emotion_kirakira
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2012 8:43 pm
The boil boiled. Little pockets of air was appearing from his slime body, rising upwards to the top of skin, with the gasses pushing passed hemispheres before popping. They were small and barely making a sound. But they carried the ink with them. The ink was dripping from him as he floated by her. His body and face were featureless; just barely humanoid. He barely made a sound save for his light breathing. “It’s painful.” He whispered as he floated by her. “It’s painful to be so close to you.” His body unfolded. His feet reached for the floor and his arms straightened at his side. He was walking away. His head still hung low as his hair grew, and hung in front of his face, hiding his eyes. The ink was still sliding off of his body, and leaving a trail behind. “I never hated you.” He stopped walking, just a few feet away from her. "All I have is love." He paused as he lifted his chin to look up at the sky. "And it's too much for me."
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2012 9:00 pm
Her lips quivered as he floated over to her, the strong urge to hurt him returning once again. "Painful? How is being close to me painful? I'm not the sun!" She exclaimed as she made movements to stand up, her legs shaking under her. And then his next words hit her like a ton of bricks. Love? She wasn't entirely sure what he meant. But at that moment in time she honestly didn't care about anything he said as it felt like every time he said something it only hurt her more. "To much for you? What's to much for you? Guilt that you left me? Or guilt that I didn't die?" She asked, biting at the inside of her cheek.
"I hate you." Just like that the words slipped out. Her voice sounded cold and very unlike her. Her eyes showed a bit of shock at what she had said. Then it faded and her eyes, if possible, turned even darker. All life that had been within them was gone. "I hate you so much El Greco." She added, once more saying his full name. Her legs still trembled under her. As she stood there Circe found herself wondering who she was. She couldn't even recognize herself.
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2012 9:35 pm
“I think it’s better if you hate me.” His hands slipped into his pockets, and leaned back, floating. His toes pointed slightly upwards. “The sun,” another pause, “Maybe you are the sun.” The ink had gathered to his heels and continued to drip. The trail was running dry. The light of the sun, along with his transparency made him almost invisible when viewed in front of the grass. He was invisible except for the black ink, and the black bones beneath his slimey shape. “It’ll be easier for both of us if you hate me, and if you stay away. I’ll just bask in your light from a distance.” His body half turned, enough for his head to turn and for an eye to reach hers. “You would be happier without me.”
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2012 9:56 pm
Circe blinked a few times, her eyes still soulless but now a slight tinge of confusion held within them. "You want me... To hate you?" She asked. Her mind tarted around to a lot of different thoughts and idea's. "Did you know... I wouldn't die? Is that why you left me there? So I would hate you?" Circe asked as she rubbed her hands on her bare thighs. What was he trying to say? She still thought he wanted her dead but.. Maybe he didn't. Then why leave her? Or at least why not make an attempt to save her? No matter how she looked at it she couldn't come up with a logical answer.
Circe sighed and lifted her hand to her forehead where another tattoo was and rubbed it. She still hated him and wanted to kick him until she did feel better but now she also felt very confused and hopeless. She intended to do damage to him, just as he had done to her. Letting her hand drop slightly Circe walked over to Elle and made his eyes lock with hers. "I don't ever want to see you again." Circe chocked and the tears slid down her cheeks. For the first time that night she felt something other then hate and hopelessness. She felt sadness. Though she couldn't figure out why. "There isn't a light in me anymore. You killed that." She said before turning away from him and heading back in the direction of the Reaper dorms, still crying quietly.Euphoric Ghost It kinda felt like an ending spot.
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