✘I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless,
lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take
is another mistake to you ✘
✘I've become so numb,
I can't feel you there
Become so tired,
so much more aware
I'm becoming this,
all I want to do
Is be more like me
and be less like you✘

✖ Dancer ✖
➸ Asher walked into the empty studio, a small radio in hand. This was the only time he actually enjoyed dancing, when no one was around to see him. Walking over to the corner of the room, he dropped his dancing bag down and plugged the radio in. Putting a burned CD into the top of the radio, Ash shut it and hit play. Moving into the corner of the room as the music played, he turned on a couple of lights, since the light coming from the window, wasn't doing much to make the room light enough to dance in without hurting ones self. Once the room was up to Asher's expectations, he pulled the sweat shirt he was wearing over his head. He didn't want the few cabin mates of his that were up to know were he was going, so he got changed in the bathroom and threw on a sweatshirt. Now since it wasn't needed, he disposed of that sweatshirt in the corner of the room and took a deep breath. The first song was almost done, so he was going to use the rest of the time to his advantage. Sitting down on the floor, he began stretching out his legs and arms so he wouldn't cramp up when he began his dance. When the song was over, he was all streched and ready to go. Standing up he took a deep breath, and when the music started his body started moving like it had a mind of it's own. Closing his eyes, Ash just let the music take him away.
✘Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly,
afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart
right in front of you.✘
✘And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you.
✘