Hey my name is Danielle smile Im just a normal goodie goodie girl that loves to stay home and draw...play her flute....play video games watch anime and even model from time to time ^^ I got my own Deviantart FULL of my art and modeling pictures work i havnt been on there much lately cus i been working on getting a job and getting into collage and such ALSO spending SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much time with my one and only true love omfg knight aka Joey X3 i call him my ducky.... and we dont have a online relationship haha...we got a real one... smile ^_^ check me out on deviant art if you can my username on there is the same username i got here on gaia razz ....
About my wonderful bf
A long time ago i was sitting in the corner of the gym quiet because i was shy and being picked on.....He came up to me and asked whats wrong and we talked for a while....when i first looked at him my cheeks turned so red i had to hide my face.....for the whole year at school i had the massivest crush on him.......i felt so happy just to be near him...doodled his name in my notebook....even attempted to write him a letter asking him out...but it fell out of my bag and the teacher put it on the wall where EVERYONE can see it (thank god i didnt put my name on it xD) talking about love letters and stuff and i took it off the wall after class hella emberessed XD ..... but i couldnt find the right words to say....i was afraid of looseing him if i told him....so i kept him as a friend cus all that mattered to me was just being near him....years passed i dated off and on...with some idiotic jerks.some others where nice but it didnt work out or ended horribly :/..but there was thisd one jerk i was with that cheated on me ALOT....i felt like i couldnt be with anyone else...no one would care so i stayed :/....... i got into contact with joey agien.... we talked alot....i wanted to tell him.......but i still couldnt...i was relieved when he told me he still hasnt had a gf....and he liked this one girl but she turne dhim down cus shes a shallow witch -.- and im happy she did cus i wouldnt have him now x3..... a year went by and i was still with this guy because i cared for him and still felt like joey thought of me as a sister and such.......well this guy used me......he kept trying to sleep with my friend....telling her and everyone hes only with me because i got a nice body.........i didnt know this till after and he used me......... 3 days after he used me i caught him practicly flirting with another girl online in a game we played...... (she was makeing him grab her boobs and stuff like that and he was going along with it -.- not the first time he did stuff like that) i got sooo mad and flipped otu on him...he was about to leave me and i begged and begged for his forgiveness......he said he loved me hed stay...next day i used all my money to get reservations at a restraunt for us....to appologize..... i signed on the game and first thing i see is his username is (cheys love buddy) thats the name of the girl he was flirting with....with a note staying its over :/ it hurt...i was broke felt like no one would ever love me......i nearly broke down but my friends helped me a alot every day checking up on me makeing sure i ate and keeping me company (i love you my best friend amanda and cody and edwin u guys are amazeing friends smile )....i went insane.....id cry every day......then i started talkin to joey agien.....it put a smile on my face......for a week id wake up smileing laughing being greated by his texts of funny things.....i liked him so much...and i invited him to go to this festibal with me.....we talked for HOURS night before.....i said that im a handful and was putting myself down and he wouldnt be able to handle me and he said challange accsepted smile on the day we met up.....he asked me out...i was so shy i squeaked when he just touched my hand.....being close to him felt like i was complete agien...and the guy i was with....was a mistake....i was so hapy i finnaly had him ....and i still am.....also he was in his partying phase at the time and im not into that >.>.....b4 he asked me out...he gave it up smile he knows how i feel bout it...he doesnt drink...he hangs with his friends and best part is his friends r fine with his decision x3 he gave up so much for me and done everything so perfect smile then the day he first kissed me......it felt like my heart lept to my throught...it was everything i hoped for,.... dreamed......its the best thing thats ever happened to me.....hes seriously the best bf....hes given me veerything and anything....he makes me feel safe and picks me up when im down...i forever love him smile .....not only that he is extreamly romantic X3 i think the most romantic thing hes done for me is danced with me int he moonlight on the beach hehe.... hes so great to me and im so ever happy and i just love bragging about him smile like i say tho we are proof that love exsists....sometimes u gotta go through a huge pile of rubbish....to find that sparkling dimond smile ..... so never give up people.....love is real...weather you believe it or not ^_^
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