Omg! I don't know if I should be happy or sad...
I had the most amazing week and a half. ^^ I got to fall asleep on Ryan's shoooulder, and in his arms... And with my head on his lap... And... And... I had my first reeeal kiss. ^^ And many after that >>; And a few dates as well ^^; And... And... I ended up crying when he reminded me he had a day to leave.... D" And then I had to say good bye to him at the airport. DDDD" ~Sobs.~ I miss him and he should be online! Where is he?!