Somtimes I wish everyone would just leave me the hell alone.


I'm sorry I don't always have the strength to pretend that I'm happy
and I'm sorry I don't know why I feel the way I do.
I'm sorry I can't tell you what's wrong with me and I'm sorry I don't trust you even though you're close to me.
I'm sorry I take it out on you when all you try to do is love me

I hate you when you attack me for this
I wish you'd go away and leave me alone
I can't help hating you and pointing out that you piss me off
Why can't you just see in my eyes that I can't help myself being this way?

I wish I'd die and I wish you wouldn't miss me
I hope I fade away and you never think of me again
I wish you'd hate me as much as I hate you

Please, dear world, piss off.