Well everyone. The time is getting even closer now. It's at that time where I will be gone for a week.....I figured I would let all of you know in case I'm need (like I ever am lol), or for any other reason. And to babble about it, here's how I feel right now about this whole ordeal.....

I'm pretty pumped. Yes you know this because my status has said something like that for the past 3 weeks at least a few times within those weeks. I'm also a little nervous to be honest. It's my first time going there, and also my first time going to anything like this, and I don't know what to expect. I've heard it's pretty sweet and amazing, but I'm the type to get paranoid when it comes to something new sweatdrop . Also I've been, I wouldn't say struggling, but I would say dealing with a few things lately that make things a little harder on me. I really don't know how I break this news to my fellow "Brothers" (my friends whom I rooming with while there), and I'm not sure how they'll take it. Yes it's ongoing problems, but how do you tell someone that you haven't know for that long a couple of the darkest secrets and struggles of your life. It's not like it will directly affect them, but it is possible that they will notice something wrong and then I have to explain it. Either way they'll have to find out sooner or later. Now I'm just sounding like a giant depressing story (at least to me) so I'm going to end it with positiveness. I can't believe that I have this opportunity to go to something so great that I can't help but be excited and happy for (bi-polar much). I am just excited and my anxiety is getting to me I guess. So yeah....see ya in a week, and if you want you can comment on this, but I'm not expecting anything lol.