The leader thinks they're saying it "indirectly to my face" and that I'm always relying on others. It's not my fault that I have friends who care and WILL support me, rather than followers that worship because I have power far beyond them. That power, by the way, is all in the heads of the followers. O! Joyous me. I do believe I am sick and utterly discontent with the management these rude people decide to orchestrate. Time to abandon the management and worshippers once again, as this time, I bother not to make amends.