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Posted: Wed Sep 21, 2011 6:35 pm
Alexina is me the name was stolen from me in gaia. sweatdrop
Plan to keep track of Lute's rp's here from aim. heart
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Posted: Wed Sep 21, 2011 6:59 pm
Blind Date:
[22:03] Kisa: Ichijou, or Ichi, was in a white button up with a black coat over. He had on black dress pants and his hair was combed back in a nice look and tied to hang down his back. His black and orange ear flicked as he watched the door and looked at the watch on his normal wrist. He had his automail arm in his lap hiding from the view of the others around him so they didn't stare at him. He wondered what this...girl was that he was supposed to meet here. Damn his mother. He just didn't like them couldn't she just accept that and let him be to date as he pleased, though he had been more known for his one nighters then for dating though.
[22:11] Alexina: Lute was nervous, why couldn’t Elisa just have let the guy down easy. Why did she have to send him instead? ‘You can be his date.’ The words echoed in his head as if she was mocking him. Yeah . . . who would want to date an abomination like him? His one wing along proved of how messed up he was. Sides it was going to be a guy right? Elisa’s parents were too set to put her with any girl. This poor guy was going to be embarrassed and heartbroken at someone as messed up as Lute coming in Elisa’s place. After all Elisa was beautiful, he knew he had to protect her off and on from the messes she got herself into. Sighing at the overbearing cologne he wore, she didn’t have to douse him in it . . . A nice tux, black, simple. Did her parents even know she still looked out for him like this? His long whitish silver hair was pulled back almost prince like. Elisa had used one of her fancy black ribbons to tie it back. Course he couldn’t help wonder if she was TRYING to make him look like a girl in away. This guy was going to kill him! He just knew it, and it truth he couldn’t blame the male if he did. Taken a deep breath he would enter the restaurant, and move to sit down across the guy. It had to be him after all . . . he was at the table. His glowing green eyes looked down and away slightly annoyed. After all he didn’t even want to see what look the male gave when he realized Elisa was his bait and Lute was his switch.
[22:20] Kisa: Ichi was growing bored. This chick wasn't going to want to stick around once she saw his arm. She would find some polite way to say she was leaving and had something else to do or suddenly get a call that said she needed to leave. He looked over the others in the place as waited and then looked up when someone sat in the chiar...someone very much not female. He raised a brow and looked over him. Decent. Attractive. Not perfect cause he had one wing. But that didn't bother Ichi. "Was i supposed to be expecting you? Do you have female parts down there that your so good at hiding?" he asked with a smirk. "I don't mind you seem much better company then a female but i think that my mother will be sad." he said as he looked over the male. He reached for his glass of water with his metal hand and took a drink from it as he waited for an answer. This might work out unless he was just here to tell Ichi that she wasn't coming and he was leaving. He almost hoped that the male stuck around.
[22:32] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help look up a bit flustered at his words. How rude, did he LOOK like he would have female parts? “Not unless someone removed my naturally ones without me knowing, and changed me, Of course I wouldn’t appreciate that at all if they did.” He said with a slight blush of embarrassment. The guy didn’t look too bad, but he did seem rough about the edges, was Elisa TRYING to get him killed. “If it’s a problem I can just go you know.” Lute glanced away annoyed, it was like he didn’t even notice the arm, then again one with one wing couldn’t judge after all. He gave a light sigh hearing about the disappointment from his mother and all. “It’s HER fault, if I must be honest. Elisa dislikes being set up on dates, so I think this was her way of getting back at her parents. She thinks I’m lonely, and she believes in love.” Lute would shrug some, he surely didn’t. “I don’t know why she thought replacing herself with someone like me would not be an insult though. If it’s too much trouble I can go.” At that his hand slowly reached to his chest, where something must have hung under his shirt, for he grasped it lightly as if it gave him at least a little strength.
[22:50] Kisa: Ichi smirked at the male. Quick witted this one. He smiled liking that in a male. He took another drink and nodded. "Well thats good. You came in her place? This date is really looking up now." he said with a smile as he watched him. One wing. That made him better then normal. He settled his own scarred wings against his back and smiled. "Don't belive in love? and here i thought i was alone. I only love family cause their always there for me even if my mother tries ta make me date women." he said. He had a smooth almost cajin accent to his voice. He looked at him and smiled. "You can stick around if you want. My mother is paying for this date of hers so lets rack up a bill if you want to stick about. Want a drink or something?" he asked as he looked at him, pondering what he was reaching at under his shirt. He waved down a waiter and asked for menu's.
[23:00] Alexina: Lute glanced up actually surprised when the male said the date was looking up. His eyes looking around as if expecting to be prank suddenly. He glanced up at his thorny halo then look over the guy closely for once, perhaps trying to figure out the male’s status. “Always there . . .” There was a slightly warped smirk at that as he just shook his head. “What about your father then? Or is it only the females that seem to have a heart to take in strays.” Ouch . . . course he meant to be more insulting to him than the one he was here to entertain. There was something about this guy though, the blunt honesty was nice. He wouldn’t be here just to mock Lute would he? When he spoke of racking up the bill Lute actually laughed some. “I was going to pay for my side to get back at Elisa, but if that’s what you prefer.” At that he would order a nice bottle of wine, he had taste, odd for a brute, like he knew what higher class was in some way. “Either way, we could split or not. I’m Lute Senshi Adonis . . . never polite to go without knowing each other’s names after all.”
[23:14] Kisa: Ichi watched him and snorted as he shook his head. "not much about my father. He wasn't around much in my life. Mother and my brother were....accepting of me after my...accident." he said rolling his sore shoulder. It always kinda hurt. "My sister is a little crazy, takes after my father...our father. Mom was the nicer of the family and she couldn't even accept i like guys." he said as he sighed and ignored that the comment could have come off rude towards either of them. He looked at the male and nodded. "I'd like to keep it on my mothers bill. It might make her think the date went well. And its not horrid cause your not a chick so thats good but we'll see what happens hum?" he liked the choice of wine that the male ordered and looked at him as he introduced himself. "I'm Ichijou, or Ichi. Ichi Gravois." he said with a smile as he sipped the wine when it got there.
[23:22] Alexina: Lute glanced up towards the arm for once, a slight smirk crossing his face. “I didn’t even notice.” He knew how hard it was to be different. His green eyes glowed more though as he was deep in thought. “Did HE do that to you?” It was probably semi obvious that the boy had no luck at all with his own father. It was when he commenting about liking guys that Lute’s eyes would widen in surprise and he would glance away once more. Perhaps a bit confused, the new knowledge, made him feel a bit uncomfortable for some reason. “You have to believe in love some to have a preference.” What an odd concept, someone who didn’t believe in love but preferred a sex. He couldn’t help laugh some at the boy’s revenge . . . feeling a slight bit jealous. He still had his mother, a family . . . something Lute only semi knew through his adopted sister and faded memories. “Well. I’m not sure what you mean by where it goes, but I am very grateful you don’t seem to judge me.” It was odd, with this one, it was like he didn’t even notice how different Lute looked with his brute ways.
[23:35] Kisa: Ichi rolled his arm again and shook his head. "No. I was kidnapped when i was younger. And strangly the only good thing my father ever did for me was find me and save me. though not before i had my arm painfully removed from my body, while i was awake. I was about...6 or 7. I cant remember." he said as he took another drink. He looked over the male and shrugged. "I can be turned on with out loving someone. And i have never looked at a woman and felt aroused." he said as he shook his white tipped bangs out of his face. "Ive always thought about men. Never felt a need to be with a woman." he said as he sighed softly and looked atLute. "Judge you? Cause you have one wing? I have one arm it owuld be wrong of me to judge you cause of how you look if you didn't even notice mine." he said with a grin as he looked at the male and took another drink of wine.
[23:41] Alexina: Lute of course sipped at his wine, almost as if it was a dinner party of sorts. It was meant to be enjoyed after all not get drunk off of. The man’s story was interesting, why would someone do such a thing to one so young. “Must be nice to be loved.” Lute smirked, he wasn’t trying to mock, but there was a big difference. Of course when the man mentioned his one wing Lute glanced up quite surprised and actually blushed some. Shaken his head slowly to answer why. “Because I look like I neither belong to heaven nor hell. A true outsider of sorts.” Ichi’s word on arousal made Lute shutter some though, perhaps with the slight link to his own father. “So then, it’s all for fun. Your own enjoyment and play, I suppose that’s good for some. As long as they don’t start to believe they can just own the others due to such playfulness.”
[23:47] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he swished the wine about in his glass. "It comes and goes. I like that i have someone there, mom is great. But i hate it sometimes cause i just want to crawl away and not bother anymore." he said as he looked at him and raised a brow. "Don't belong to either? And why would you want to be tied to one over the other? enjoy your life between the two of them. Your just perfect how you are." he said as he smirked at him and shrugged. "Enjoyment hardly. I just need to do something to forget the pain i live with. Thought that sex would be a less horrid addiction then pain meds or drinking." he said as he looked at the male and smiled.
[23:57] Alexina: “Elisa is the closes I have to understanding that feeling of being bothered.” Lute said silently, probably ordering some food and waiting a bit before going on. “I don’t even know how her parents taken to her looking after me some. She’s a sweet girl, but she can’t seem to mind her own business at times.” He would look up given a slight shrug and a semi smile. “I guess I got you beat there, I can always get rid of her for good if I wanted . . . never be bugged again.” He paused looking down at the table once more grabbing at the item under his shirt. “I don’t even know why she bothers, probably just to make herself feel better about helping others.” Bitter negative thing wasn’t he? When the boy spoke of the sides though, called him perfect . . . Lute felt like he been hit with a sickness of sorts. He felt suddenly dizzy and very very hot as his skin turned a nice shade of red throughout his body. Had he drank too much without realizing it? His hand slowly lifted to his head as he tried to pull himself together. No one had ever put that being how he was, was a good thing in such an honest forward manner before. It was a blessing the boy would go on about his enjoyments and games, it seemed to cool Lute off some. Poor Lute had reached for his water taken some of it instead of the wine before it. Twirling the wine some in his glass and sniffing it wondering if something was placed within it. “The pain makes me . . . safe.” Lute said softly glancing up to the boy once more. “Besides, one could argue, meds or drinking just might protect others more, even if it does hurt you more.”
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Posted: Wed Sep 21, 2011 9:54 pm
Blind Date:
[00:17] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and raised a brow. "Take care of her? How so? And why would you want to take care of one of the ones who accepts you? I might want to be alone but i like knowing someone out there will accept me when i want them to." he said as he sipped the wine again. "Did i say somethign wrong? Is being part of neither hell nor heaven not a perfect mix? Being able to be good and bad depending on your mood?" he asked with a smile as he looked at the male. He didn't think about the fact that maybe his words had made the male feel weird, just thought that he had said the male should be happy to be in the middle. Looking at him he raised a brow. "Pain make you safe? how so? Pain makes me mad and want to kill things sometimes." he said as he looked arounf after their food got there. He took a bite and looked at him. "None of the ones ive been with ever got attached. And were lookng for something not perminant just like i was."
[00:29] Alexina: “Break ties.” Lute answered softly glancing down a bit ashamed. “Perhaps, but it’s not always best for them to accept you.” He shrugged shaken his head not sure if he wished to explain it or if he even could. “I suppose it’s just hard for me to feel that someone would want to accept me, with nothing in return for doing so, without a purpose or something they can get from it.” Lute actually managed a slight laugh at that. “I suppose she gets me as a substitute at times, I think it was your lost though, she really is a nice girl.” He paused blushing some looking down to start to cut his food as if to try to hide it. “I would have approved of you for her. If you behaved and didn’t plan to use her.” What was he saying? Did he really not mind this guy at all? The comment about being between heaven and hell just managed to make the blush deepen some. Poor Lute could feel his thoughts slowly failing him as it did. “I . . . must have never heard that before.” Of course he never heard it before, who in their right mind would think he was perfect after all, he was nothing more than a mistake. “Simple.” Lute managed to say softly after awhile once more glad the subject changed. “It keeps you on guard.” His eyes lifted to Ichi very seriously. “Keeps you from being used, or using others. But if it’s a fair trade, I suppose it’s alright. I just have known things like that to go quite wrong fast . . . I will never be anyone’s mistress.” Did he mean to say mistress? Did he even know the real difference? In its own way it was kind of cute for him to be innocent in that way.
[00:42] Kisa: Ichi watched him. He wasn't sure why he was so innocent but he liked that this male, who probably had had a hard life and had grown up looking scary like a demon from both worlds wouldn't want to live life how he wanted to. He smiled at him andd nodded. "Im sure it would be interesting. And if i liked women i might have used her and then angered you would i not? You seem much more interesting then a woman any ways." he ate a bit and thought about what the male said. "Mmm never heard it. Well i think your simmilar to me. I wouldn't think i would fit in heaven or hell. I'd fall perfectly in the middle just like you would i not?" he asked with a smile as he watched him. "I think it makes you ebtter then anyone from either of them." he said with a grin. "As for the rest would you really think someone would make you their mistress? I think it would be more fun to watch you make someone your mistress." He said with a smile as he finished his wine and took to drinking some water.
[00:52] Alexina: Lute’s eyes flared with the glow as he spoke of using Elisa, a warning look crossed his face, and the man probably looked deadly for the first time they met. “Yes, I would suggest not trying to use her in anyway. After all, she is under my protection.” This man would probably die for any of the few friends he had, there was no love for the girl, not in more than that of a sister, the only family he had in away. It seemed at least that spark of anger had brought Lute out of his twitting shyness. “In me? Is it the oddity?” He paused only to laugh as Ichi spoke of being in the middle as well. “Perhaps but in a much different way. You’re normal.” There was a kindness in his eyes at those words. “You easily belong with everyone else around you.” He shook his head. “Brutes . . . can be the most beautiful, or farthest from . . . due to their differences, and some . . . some don’t even belong to either.” He raised an eyebrow some perhaps trying to tease the man for poking so much fun at him. “Perhaps we can show each other our scars sometime. Compare and what not war stories.” When he spoke of mistress and Lute making others his, the boy’s eyes would widen almost out of fear then anger. “Never . . .” He said coldness to his voice. This man, and his slight charm had people chasing after him and he never even noticed, never once did he think of taken one as a lover either. “I will never treat someone as horrid as that.” A misunderstanding? Perhaps this boy only knew what he personally learned of mistresses.
[02:40] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and smiled. "Like i said i don't like girls. So theres no danger in me doing anything with her." he said as he leaned his elbo on the arm of the chair and watched him, head in his hand. "Though i like your loyalty to her. It should show you lean more to one side then the other." He said trying to make him feel better. Looking over him he smiled at the wat he seemed to get angry and then snapped his opinion of his race at him. "I don't see anything wrong with you, no matter what kind of anything you are. Say what you like but i see nothing wrong with you." he said as he smiled. "And i'd like to compair scars. I have several of them from this," he said rolling his shoulder. "They had 'IDed' me with a tag in my ear that i ripped out. Its the only other mark visible right now with my clothes on." he said with a smile. "Taking a mistress or being someones master wouldn't be horrid if they wanted you to. Or you wanted them. being with someone you care about is fine if they are happy and enjoying it. Even if its for a night. Lots of people care and enjoy it for a night and experiencing a new master or mistress. But you could find a constant one if you let someone close. Some people are just looking for the Master that clicks with them that they want to live with always."
[03:01] Alexina: Lute gave him an honest serious look. “You don’t have to like someone to use them.” It was that simple, perhaps a warning in case Ichi didn’t know better yet. Watching him curious as his movements changed, this man seemed, interesting in his own way. The talk of Lute’s loyalty got the man to blush once more and quickly look away. “She’s the one of the few who accepts me for who I am, if I wasn’t loyal . . . then how much more low would I be?” He blinked confused when the man spoke of leaning more one side then the other, a quite questioning look crossing his face. “What do you mean?” Lute would glance towards the man’s ear when he spoke of scars only to move a hand once more to the item under his shirt. “Maybe yours are worse, mine I suppose one could consider mostly mental.” A weak smile, as if he was proud enough to at least admit that. Lute’s eyes widen when the conversation went back to mistress’ and masters. Before narrowing coldly once more and he would shake his head one more repeating the word. “Never.” He glanced the boy dead in the eyes if he could as if trying to make himself clear. “I will never, and never accept such a thing. No one should be a master over another . . . no one should have rights over their lives like that, I don’t care who or how powerful they are.” He would move to actually drink quite a bit of his wine at that as if trying to wash out a bitter taste. “It’s all fun and games after all till someone disapproves.”
[03:24] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and chuckled softly. "I promise i mean no harm or danger towards her. and i most certanly don't plan to use her for anything other then maybe to say hi should you want to keep seeing me after this day. Even if just as friends." He said as he took a drink of water. He smiled and pushed his hair back. "I mean that with one so loyal and willing to help others wouldn't that make you closer to heaven then hell?" he asked with a smile as he watched the other male happily. He flicked his injurted ear and shrugged. "I have my share of mental ones. It took three days to get my arm off. When they stopped i was put in a dark room in pain by my self. You think of alot of...not nice things in that time." he said as he glanced around and then looked at him. "I would say were even really. We both have our own amount of pain and scars to live with." he said as he looked over the male at how he got upset over the mastrer/mistress thing. "Ok i understand. Take it as you may but things don't always have to be mean or bad or hard or painful with them. Masters can be caring and thoughtful." he said as he thought about it. "What do you want out of this if you don't want this ot be a date." he said with a smile.
[03:33] Alexina: Lute glanced up to him when he spoke of meeting Elisa only to give a small cute smile. “You may like that, you may regret it, she can be a handful at times. She’s just trying to help in the end though I’m sure.” It was when he was spoke of being closer to heaven then hell that Lute gave the man a shrug. “I thought I was perfect being more in the middle.” A slight smirk on his face, was he teasing the man back now? Trying to see where he really stood? Hesitating Lute would stand slowly moving to the other man’s side. Gentle he would reach down to touch the ear that was hurt. “It doesn’t look too bad, gives you more a sense of strength.” He dropped his hand when Ichi spoke of what he went through a daze look on his face slightly. “I used to have two wings.” Lute shrugged, he knew it wasn’t a big deal. “I would give up the other one as well . . . if it meant saving her.” He would slowly move back to his seat taken it again. Lute gave a gentle sigh as Ichi continued on with his words. “He was, he loved her dearly, he just didn’t like the mistake he made with her.” His eyes calmly glanced up to try to catch Ichi, not given out two much information but this was Lute. “That’s what love is . . . something that can be so easily destroyed when one thing goes wrong.” He paused glancing away when he was asked what he wanted out of the meeting. “I don’t know, I expected you to be much crueler, never thought I would sit in for Elisa in one of her many blind dates.”
[04:04] Kisa: He smiled at him as he shrugged. "Things could be worse. A handful is better then evil i guess." he said with a smile as he said with a smile as he looked over the male while he walked closer. He sat still as he touched his ear, no one had really wanted to touch his ear or his scars. Even the males he had slept with didn't really want to touch his metal arm and found it too cold when he would touch them with it. He glanced at him and smiled a little. "I think that you couldnt look better if you tried. Losing the other would just be sad. One makes you unique and dashing." he said with a smile. He watched him sit back down and smiled. "I like unique and dashing." he said with a grin as he smiled over him. "Well you should enjoy your self even if you don't want to love or believe in it." he said with a smile as he grinned. "Should we be friends then? Or do you want to go on a few more dates to see if this is more then friends?" he asked not minding to be forward.
[04:11] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help feel confused and flattered at the man’s kind words. Did he really find him attractive? “Unique and dashing, yet useless being just one.” Lute was the honest sort but for some reason he couldn’t help but smile around the man. “I have often wondered what it was like to fly.” A small shrug his smile fading some when love was spoke of. “it’s not that I don’t want to believe in it . . . it’s more . . . I saw someone die due to it.” His voice dropped gently as if speaking of something that will haunt him forever. “I can never have too many friends I suppose, if they’re true.” He said looking away shyly a bit. “As for date, you don’t have to be so polite, we both know I’m not your style, I don’t think I could give you the night you go after with those you date.”
[04:18] Kisa: Ichi finished off his water and smiled a little. "Flying is over rated. I cant do it that well or that far with the holes and tares in my wings." he said extending one with a smile. "I could take you flying if you wanted to. I wont be able to go far but you would be up there if you wanted to." he said as he looked over the male. His smile was quite beautiful but he wouldn't press it. "Saw someone die cause of love? Well sounds like a story. Maybe you could write stories if oyu wanted to." he smiled glad he wanted to be friends. He smiled a little as he said that he wasn't his type. "I don't need to have sex with everyone i date. I knew i wouldn't get you in the sac any time soon if ever. But i cant say i don't want to date you a bit if you let me. I can be well behaved if you let me around enough." he said with a smile.
[04:30] Alexina: Lute glanced to Ichi quite surprised when he spoke of flying being over rated. “Don’t take for granted things, you never know how you will feel once they’re gone. “ He gave such a sweet smile when Ichi offered to take him on a flight, it meant so much to him but he couldn’t possibly take up the offer. There was no way he wanted to be a burden to this nice man. “I won’t trouble you, just enjoy a flight for me off and on.” He gave a little shrug actually spreading his black wing some, perhaps showing off actually proud slightly of it for once. When he asked about the story Lute’s smile faded all too fast and he would just nod. “Something I rather not talk about in public though, it’s perhaps one of the few stories I have.” He shrugged finishing his meal. “I guess it’s my story in that fashion. I don’t think I would want it out there in a book though, it would be reliving it more than I already do.” Lute gave a slight blush when Ichi actually said the word sex rubbing the back of his head feeling quite foolish. “Well yes that, I haven’t even experienced a kiss pass the cheek before.” Lute glanced to the man seriously, before looking away once more perhaps too shy to keep the gaze. “I don’t even know what dating really is about. I figured today I would just sit in for Elisa . . .” He paused looking down some. “Didn’t think anyone would even think of me as someone date worthy.”
[04:41] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and purred a little. "I say it only cause i rather enjoy the work out of running. Its how i normally get around unless im going far. And it wouldn't be a burden at all for me to take you on a little flight. But if we stick together a while, eveen if just as friends mind you, i would happily fly you when ever you would like me to." he said as he waved down a waiter for a desert menu. "Want something for desert or would you like another drink?" he asked with a smile. He listened and nodded. "Well not make your story into a story. But maybe make other stories. just write you know?" he said with a smile. He looked over the male as he said he hadn't had a real kiss before. He smile and nodded. "Well theres always more to learn. I could show you what dating is all about. Its been along time since i really dated someone but its actually quite fun. and i can tell my mother and she'll leave me alone i don't have to tell her its a man im dating. If you like. I can be very fun when i relax."
[04:52] Alexina: Lute glanced up a bit surprised when he spoke of flying him still only to smile brightly, he couldn’t help it. “Maybe, a hot air balloon, or something of the sort, I refuse to put much strain on you, after all your wing is hurt as well.” He of course would politely shaken his head when it came to desert or another drink. “Anymore and I might look my sense more than I already have.” He said softly, already feeling light headed and that dizzy feeling again. It was like just being around this man gave him these weird sensations. “New stories . . .” Lute thought about it before glancing to Ichi. “We could do that.” He liked that idea, something they could do together perhaps. “That is, if you’re willing to help. I think it would be nice . . . to maybe write things as they should or should have been, not so much as how they are.” That thought alone tickled Lute’s fancy, just imagining making something so beautiful out of their pain in away. When he spoke of dating Lute couldn’t help blush again give a cute shrug. “If that’s what you want.” He gave a weak nod. “I mean . . . it doesn’t hurt to try right?” God what was he getting himself into? What if this guy realized how embarrassing it was to be seen with Lute? At least here at the restaurant they could pass each other off as being friends, or hell Lute as his servant. Lute of course paused when Ichi mentioned his mother, glancing away slightly. “I refuse to wear a dress for Elisa, I don’t plan to pretend to be a girl for you either.” Poor Lute probably got poked into playing dress up a few times, he wasn’t about to admit that he had wore quite a few dresses when she won. Maybe with Ichi he could keep his foot down and not give in, like he did for most those he loved.
[05:06] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "Its not the same. Trust me. I'll take you on one sometime. Don't worry i'll be fine, besides it would give me a chance to hold you close against me with out worrying about you getting upset." he said with a grin. He ordered a small sunday, he loved icecream. He smiledd as he shook his head. "Lose your sense? Mmm well how could you lose your sense?" he asked as he smiled and listened to him ask about helping him with the stories. He nodded at him and smiled. "I'd love to help, and id love an excuse to spend time with you." he said happily. He coudl flirt and be good by not touching the shyer male. "I'll happily show you some things about dating. It will be fun and you'll like it, i wont dissapoint and i'll behave." he said with a smile. He looked over him and couldn't help the laugh that escaped him as he watched him get upset over wearing adress. "Oh i wouldn't make you wear a dress, as sexy as they would look on you. And why would you think that i would want you in a dress. I would let my mother keep thinking iw as dating a woman, but i wont make you look like one. Like i said you are perfect how you are, even if a dress would make you sexier."
[05:17] Alexina: Lute actually looked up right away when Ichi spoke of holding him close. As if that was an odd thought in itself. He thought back to those who had embraced him before. His sister, would pounce him from time to time. A few friends perhaps . . . and his mom used too. “Why would such a guiester(sp? Jester pronounced) make me upset?” This date thing was already getting to be a little confusing for the poor lad. “You know, if you lose your sense you don’t think straight? Can’t always make wise choices, and sometimes forget the night you may have had? I have seen it happen to others.” Lute gave a weak laugh feeling a little foolish as he explained. “I already have had a few signs of it around you, light headness, dizzy spells. I hope I’m not coming down with anything.” When he agreed to the book Lute just smiled before standing to hold out his hand for the other. “Then it’s a deal, I’ll tell you about me, you share about you when you’re ready, and we can make it at least sound brighter and different when we write about what it should have been.” Sure the book might not sell but to Lute it was something much more, a sharing of sorts. Lute’s smile faded some of course when Ichi spoke of his mother, knowing he wouldn’t get her approval wasn’t always a good thing. After all . . . being like he was as is would probably have her deny him, let alone the fact that he wasn’t a female. In the end, did this mean all of this dating and such would just be for fun?
[05:40] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "I would think it would upset you cause you arnt used to having someone close to you, and i wasn't sure if you would be off put by having me so close to you." He said with a smile as he looked over him. "Mmm well you could just enjoy losing your sense when someone attractive is flirting with you." he said with a smile. He liked that he was making the male lightheaded, he seemed to like him even if he did't know what was going on with himself. He liked knowing that the male was flustered around him. He stood and took the males hand, with his metal one, but instead of shaking it he leaned in and kissed the top of his hand softly and smiled. "Deal. We'll start when ever you want to." he said as he grinned at him and smiled as he let go and sat back down. "We'll make it perfect and wonderful. How it should have been yes." he said with a smile. He watched his smile fade and frowned himself. "Are you ok? Are you worried abotu my mom? She'll get over it when she finds out. She just wants me happy and she thinks a family will do that. Shes had her own lesbian experiences so she cant say she doesn't lean towards the same side."
[05:56] Alexina: Lute blinked before laughing some and shrugging. “I guess . . . I’m used to a few people hanging on me. I don’t really know how to respond to it though . . . so I usually just let them.” When the man explained that the losing his sense could be that he was attractive to Ichi Lute gave such a bright blush only to look away at once. “I don’t think that would be wise.” He was trying to protect himself, not be foolish . . . after all his father loved his mom and looked where that got them. It was at the kiss though Lute was as bright as a lobster, not even seeming to notice that the metal hand was used. He really probably saw it as just being apart of Ichi. It flustered the boy so much he almost fell even, quickly taken a seat to catch himself. Pausing as he tried to clear his head, not wanting to react wrongly. It was a deal right? Was he meant to return the kiss? That’s how most deals worked, a signature from both in some way. The thought alone made Lute feel like he might fall out of his chair right there. It took a short while, and for him to grasp the thing under his shirt once more before he could make such a bold move in return. He would stand finally looking determined before stiffly walking over to Ichi’s side. Still seeming quite nervous he would lean over, and try to give the man a peck on the cheek as if that was to seal the deal. “Then the book is a promise we can’t break now for sure, if it’s signed with such significance.” With that he would find the nearest seat to sit in not sure his legs would hold him for much longer. When Ichi seemed to catch on about the mother part Lute couldn’t help look unsure. “It’s not only my . . . sex you would have to worry about though.”
[06:06] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "Well then i'll enjoy holding you to show you what its like to fly. We'll see how you really start to feel about me as we go along with this dating thing humm?" he said with a smile as he looked over the male. He purred as he watched how flustered he got over the kiss...but wasn't expecting him to move back over and kiss hhis face. He smiled at him and laughed softly. "You didn't need to but thank you for that wonderful gift none the less. and i wouldn't ever dream of breaking a deal with you." he said with a smile as he leaned on the table gently while his ice cream came and he took a bite. "Your really interesting. And cute when your flustered." he said with a smile. "Not your sec i have to worry about? And how so? Cause i thought we wernt going to have sex any time soon and that i would be lucky if that happened at all." he said with a smile.
[06:11] Alexina: “I’m . . . I’m not flustered.” Lute tried to protest, he was probably a horrible liar, after all Ichi probably had some idea Elisa managed to get those dresses on him after awhile. He was feeling suddenly very hot though and the room like it was wasn’t good. “Perhaps I should go in case I am coming down with something; I would hate to make you sick.” He said calmly wondering if he even had enough strength to stand. When Ichi mentioned sex Lute looked at him so surprised. “Sex, as in Gender.” He couldn’t help give a slight blush trying to not face the man who was sitting with him. “I mean . . . my appearance in general, my demon meets angel concept.” He gave a weak smile, he was honestly worried about her disapproval . . . how odd, what Ichi’s loved ones thought even mattered to Lute.
[06:18] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "Nope your not coming down with anything. Your enjoying yout self and like me." he said with a smile as he scooped up a spoon of ice cream and offered it to him. "Have a bite and feel better humm." he said with a smile as he leaned closer. "Its not bad. We'll go slow since your flustered about it. And its adorable." he said with a smile as he looked over him and nodded. "Ohh i see i see. We'll then i think it wouldn't be a problem. My mother was with my father and well he was...well insane. She sleeps about with most anything so she will have to get used to me dating a brute no matter what you look like. If your ok with me saying were dating. Cause i'd love to say we were dating." he said with a smile as he scooted the last bit and smiled before kissing him softly on the lips just to show Lute that he really ment that he would like to date him.
[06:25] Alexina: Lute glanced to Ichi his eyes semi sparking for once more than glowing. The man kept pushing that it was him enjoying their time. If that was true wouldn’t Elisa make him feel like this as well? When he was offered ice cream Lute merely shook his head, his hands finding their way into his lap, as he looked almost like a shy girl even. He was at a total lost on what to do and say, and his mind, kept given him silly little thoughts. “I suppose, we could call it dating, although I don’t think anyone would believe me . . .” That’s when the kiss hit, a soft rush of emotions as his cheeks and whole body tingled. He could feel for once all his worries, his dread wash away . . . course poor thing didn’t know what to do or what even hit him. Next thing Ichi would know, Lute would have fell on the floor out cold. Did the guy actually faint???
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 10:51 pm
New Beginning:
[01:40] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him as he listened and finished his icecream. He found it wonderful that he was so cute and flustered about this, innocent and pretty adorable about this new thing, dating and all. He smiled as he pushed the bowl away and smiled as he commentedon them dating, he liked that. He was glad that the male was ok with wanting to date. He was going to say something when the male passed out cause of the kiss. He smiled and asked for the check and said that he would take care of his poor shy date. He moved the male up into his arms and carried him to his car. He set him in the car and smiled as he got in his own seat and smiled. "Well your such a cute thing. Even more so when your asleep." he said as he caleld his mother and told her that his date had gone wonderful and he was going to be home in an hour or so. He said bye and sat there waiting for his new...boyfriend to wake up.
[01:51] Alexina: Dreams to some are freeing, an escape, to Lute though they were something that kept him haunted. Never allowing him to move back that dreadful day . . . When he woke Lute would sit up some in surprise, maybe even panting a little. His eyes widen as he was confused at his surroundings. It was always distorting for him when he was wakening from something that seemed so real. Slowly his eyes adjusted and he would glance to Ichi feeling quite foolish. “What . . . What’s going on?” Reality was still hazing into that of his dream, and he couldn’t help wondering what parts of the night so far was even true. After all last thing he knew he was inside sitting, not in a car. A slight wince and he would rub his head some. Poor guy must have hit it when he fell . . . “What happened?”
[02:02] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him as he came around and he shook his head. "Your much too cute. as for what happened i kissed you and you passed out." he said with a smile as he laughed softly. "You hadn't been kissed properly before and i couldn't resist giving you a proper one. I didn't think you would pass out though,. But honestly i enjoyed watching you sleep there." he said with a smile. "This is my car if you haven't noticed. I wasn't sure where yours was or what it is to take you there. Do you want me to drive you home or will you be ok to drive?" he asked as he pulled the tie out of his hair and started to run his fingers through his long hair.
[02:07] Alexina: Lute let out a sigh hearing what happened and banged his head lightly back against the seat. “I must have made such a fool out of myself.” This guy had to be really nice to put up with him, as for all Lute saw was how much a burden he must have been. “I am a wanderer.” He said calmly ready to get out of the car not wanting to get into Ichi’s way anymore. He didn’t want to just say he was basically homeless, sides it wasn’t quite the same thing in Lute’s eyes. He lived and survived on his own since his . . . past. A few tried to take him in as he was growing up, but he never let them burden themselves with him too long. In fact that was how he met Elisa . . . only one who managed to keep track of him.
[02:21] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "Wanderer? You don't have a car or a home then? Why cant you live with Elisa if your so close? Come stay with me if you want. My apartment is very large and you wont be a burden, do not think your so horrible. I would be in my own room and you would be in your own room. It wouldn't be a burden and it would be easier to go on a date with you when i know where you are and how to reach you." he said gently taking Lutes arm and keeping him in the car. "It really isn't a problem." he said with a smile.
[02:25] Alexina: Lute frowned slightly when he was asked why he couldn’t stay with Elisa. “I could.” He said calmly glancing back to the man quite surprised when he grabbed his arm. “I just . . . never felt comfortable enough to stay in one place.” He gave a smile shaken his head some. “I couldn’t do that to you. Sides . . . If I wanted a place I probably could get a job and keep one.” He glanced out the window away from Ichi a bit. “It just always feels like it’s because they feel bad for me, or they don’t think I can manage on my own. It’s like I’m some good deed for them to do.”
[02:48] Kisa: Ichi smiled and shook his head. "Friends do these kind of things for other friends all the time. Its not out of pitty or feeling bad. Its caring about you, and in their own friend kind of way its loving you. I want to cause of selfish reasons. To keep you close to me so i can know more about you, and date you when ever i want to." he said as he reached out and touched Lutes hair. "you shouldn't worry about the people who are friends with you think. We wouldn't be friends if we couldn't accept you the way you are." he said with a smile.
[02:57] Alexina: Lute seemed to huff a bit at Ichi’s word, as if fighting a battle of sort on his own. He stayed very silent, an actually glare on his face as he glared at himself in the side mirror. After awhile he would place a hand on his head as if in defeat. “On one condition, I pay rent, and whatever other cost seem fair . . . therefore I wouldn’t be just living off of you.” Sure he might have to pick a few pockets until he found a nice job, but it was better than letting this kind stranger just take him in. “I would not belong to you then, and I can still keep my freedom in away.” He sighed moving his hand to yank Elisa’s ribbon from his hair. He hated his hair up, it made his eyes so much easier to see, and he felt he could be read so much easier as well with it up. It of course was Elisa’s idea to put it up for the date. “I can’t promise you that Elisa will stay out of your hair though, in fact she is holding some of my things currently.”
[03:05] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and purred pleased that he had gotten what he wanted. "Wonderful. If you don't havew anything keeping you here then lets go home. As for rent im ok with that. Though you'll be giving it to my mother cause she pays for my place, i work for her more often then not when im not taking classes. If you want a job i can talk to my mother if you want to work at her place. ITs a Casino if that helps. If you like numbers or making drinks or something." he said with a smile as he put his seatblet on and looked at him. "Buckle up i don't drive till everyone is stapped in." he said with a smile as he waite.d when the male was strapped in he drove out of the lot. "Do we need to go to Elisa's to get yout things then?" he asked happily. He looked at Lute and smiled. "I like your hair loose too. I hardly keep mine up unless i need to be working on something. It gets stuck in my arm." hes aid with a smile.
[03:15] Alexina: Lute blinked when Ichi went on about his place and who paid for it and such. He of course followed his instructions to buckle up, course it didn’t matter either way to Lute if he lived to see tomorrow or not. “You think you’re mom would be okay with all of this.” He gave Ichi such a look, like the man might be foolish without thinking it through, just suddenly jumping to things in the moment. He ran a hand gently through his long hair. “I’ll do whatever is needed to be done.” He said calmly, very reserved in his own way. “And if I don’t know how, I’m a fast learner.” He paused to glance at the man’s arm when he spoke of his hair getting stuck, as if trying to ponder away to fix that for him. “If you don’t mind, Elisa . . . has my book.” He gave a little shrug. “My clothes as well.” A slightly embarrassed look, the outfit he had on now was nice, and he guess technique his as well since Elisa bought it for him for the date. “Unless you’re afraid to meet who your real date was suppose to be.” He glanced to Ichi a small smirk on his face. “I could always claim you demanded to see her.”
[03:28] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "Mother wint mind. I'll tell her that your just a friend of mine till i can get her to understand im not straight and that im dating you. it wont be a problem." he looked at the male and smiled. "Does that mean you want to work at the Casino? I could call her tomorrow to tell her that. It will make her even more ok with you staying at my place." He said with a smile as he looked at him and smiled. "Books and clothes are important. Tell me which way." he said happily. He stopped at a light and took his jacket off and tossed it in the back. "I don't mind meeting her. I'm not scared of most anything. But if you want to claim i demanded it you can."
[03:35] Alexina: Lute was confused by Ichi, but what was new. “So I’m you’re dirty little secret.” He couldn’t help laugh at that, although it did bring up some past worries. It was almost like he was falling into his own mother’s role. Not that he disliked her, it just didn’t end to well for her at all. “Yeah, having a stranger stay at your place . . . I’m sure any parent will be happy with that.” He gave Ichi a look as if trying to convince the boy to at least think logically. “I fear if she did the math, she probably could figure it out if you approach her too soon.” When Ichi asked for the way to Elisa’s house Lute couldn’t help but look surprised. He didn’t know where his blind date lived. Of course he would give off directions shaken his head at Ichi’s words. “I wasn’t sure if you were one who would have fun with something like that or not. I’m almost worried about how she will act over all.” He couldn’t help feel like Elisa planned this somehow. “You were expecting her for sure right? She didn’t pay you to . . . take me in did she?”
[03:48] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "No you are not my dirty little secret. I would say that im not keeping you a secret, just that she wont know im dating you with the entent of maybe one day sleeping with you. If you ever want me to of course." he said with a smile as he watched him. "Mother will deal with it as long as im happy." he said as he followed directions. "Have fun with what?" he asked with a grin as he smiled at him and grinned. "I was expecting a woman. I was very surprised when you walked to my table. I thought my mother had accepted it and had told me a woman when really a man was coming. I got paid by no one." he said with a grin.
[03:53] Alexina: Lute would keep his eyes on Ichi, studying him very carefully when he spoke as if making sure no lies slipped by. After semi convincing himself he would just nod pointing to a decent size well gated house. “So it was all Elisa’s doing. I figured as much.” He looked to Ichi. “Don’t let her sweet innocent ways fool you, she’s wise deep down.” He would wait for Ichi to pull over actually sitting in the car still as if unsure how to approach. For all he cared she could keep his stuff, all except for the book. Then again Elisa probably knew that when she insisted carrying around a book on a date wasn’t very polite. “So you really know nothing about her? Just that she was someone you were set up with?” He couldn’t help feel bad for them both then. “How troublesome.” [04:05] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he pulled over and grinned at him. "I'm sure she is. And if she thought she was giving my mother what she wanted she might have gotten someting from my mother. Though im sure that my mother made her think that she gave her what ever it was not that she was talked into giving it. If she got any thing out of it." he said not knowing ig Elisa would want something. "I really know nothing about her other then my mother said i was to meet a very attreactive woman for dinner. Though instead i met a very attractive male and im not sad it was you."he said as he leaned over and kissed Lute again. "Come on you lets get in side then and get your stuff so i can show you where your staying." he said with a smile as he got out, not bothering with his jacket.
[04:12] Alexina: Lute wasn’t so sure about introducing Ichi to Elisa now . . . but the kiss seemed to have melted any logic Lute currently had going for him. With a blush and a slight shuffle of his feet he would merely mutter ‘okay’. Before heading to the house, just about to knock . . . Of course before Lute’s hand even touched the door it was open and the poor guy was suddenly on the ground with Elisa on top. “So, how did it go? You took longer than I expected, that’s a good sign right right?” She was so excited that Lute had came back that night she didn’t even notice Ichi until Lute made a slight motion towards the man. Glance towards the direction of Lute’s pointing finger Elisa’s eyes slowly trailed up the man than back down to Lute. Pausing a moment she would get off the poor guy and brush herself off. “Could do a lot worse I suppose, never know with a blind date after all.” She gave Ichi a charming smile before holding out her hand. “I hope my brother’s morbid sense of thought wasn’t too much for you. Of course you brought him home . . . which is a good sign.”
[04:25] Kisa: Ichi folloed him to the door and was looking about when the male went to knock and it opened and a woman with butterfly wings attacked him. He had almost went to save him but soon saw that it was the girl they were here to see. He grinned. She was decent, he could see how his mother might have been swayed by her, he knew his mother had a fondness for women even if she was iffy about wanting him to be with men. He waved with a smile as he hooked his metal hand on the pocket of his pants. He smiled as he watched them. "I do consider my self pretty attractive. I'm glad you agree. Though i think hes much more attractive then you but i'm biased. But the date was a sucess as far as im conserned. We are dating now as it was." he said with a smile. "Morbidness never really came up. I rather enjoyed getting to know him and find that we have alot in common." he said with a smile. "May we come in?" he asked with a smile.
[04:32] Alexina: Poor Lute had just managed to pull himself up when Elisa had grabbed his arm as if in claiming. Her eyes studied Ichi as if unsure before laughing. “So my research was right.” She laughed a bit proud of herself only to grin acting shy semi hiding behind Lute. “Lute, you should have just told me you were gay long ago.” Lute merely gave a sigh of defeat his long hair covering his face mostly. “I don’t know that I am Elisa, nor ever thought of it before.” He gave Ichi a slight smile though when he though Elisa wasn’t looking. “I came to get my stuff, then I’ll be out of your way.” Elisa of course seemed confused at Lute’s last comment. “Oh . . . “ She glanced to Ichi then back to Lute again as if carefully studying the two. “Yes, if you can come in without an invite.” She gave such a cute playful smile at that. She was wise though in that way, if vampires or demons of sorts were weird they could never get in through trickery it seemed. Pushing Lute on ahead, knowing he knew his way she waited behind to see if Ichi would enter. “Lute’s much cuter than you.” She said with a smirk once Lute was out of hearing range. “Probably smarter and kinder too . . . think you’re worthy of him?” Course the girl had no clue how much leeway Ichi had made thus far. She was in her own way testing the man out, her eyes flickering to his arm. “Please tell me you didn’t get that by doing something stupid. Lute better keep all the limbs he still has.”
[04:40] Kisa: Ichi smiled at Lute, he liked that he had gotten a small private smile that was just for him. He was so very glad that he had gotten further then anyone else with the male. He looked at the woman as she clung to his arm...why did that make him jealous? He didn't like seeing her on him...but he wouldn't make him scared of him by getting protective. He could hold back. "I can enter anything i want but i prefur to have an invite and know im welcome where ever my boyfriend is going." he said to help state that he had a better 'claim' on lute then the woman did. He walked up to her and reaised a brow as he looked over her from behind his glasses. "That might be but im cuter then you are to him. Smarter or kinder we'll see. Im rather kind my self though i have a mean streak, though we all do." he looked at his hand and lifted it. "Nope nothing stupid. Had it removed against my will. No pain killers. And i'll do everything i possibly can to keep all Lutes limbs attached. I happen to think hes perfect just how he is so i wont worry about that if i was you." he said with a smile as he walked into the house following Lutes smell.
[04:52] Alexina: Lute of course had stopped in one of the small guest rooms. Clenching a book close to his chest as he made sure no harm had come to it. He then picked up a small bag of clothes. It really did seem that the man didn’t need much in the world. Must have been an odd surprise seeing how refine he was, and that his actions and mannerisms almost placed him in higher standings like Elisa was in away. Elisa’s eyes twinkled a bit at Ichi’s warm blooded nature. “Ah yes, but blood is thicker than some boyfriend that can be on again off again. Family is forever after all if you like it or not.” She would follow closely behind Ichi, her hands swinging behind her back all cutely. “Sides I don’t think anyone could replace me when it comes to Lute.” She fluttered her eyes all innocent like before pushing past Ichi to cling to Lute once more this time a hug from behind. “Where are you going?” She asked the boy in such a pout. “You never stay long enough, don’t be foolish, the stars can’t be THAT fun to sleep under.” It seemed that if any of Ichi’s words were a warning to her they didn’t affect her at all. The girl had some guts that much was for sure. Lute just stood there as she clinged, as if he was used to it. Even dragged her along when he walked towards the door. “I found a place to stay.” He said calmly, “I’ll be paying my own rent, finally settling to one spot like you’ve been bugging me too.” He wasn’t about to tell her it was with Ichi it seemed, then again with how she was at that moment could anyone blame him? It was like she was attached to him or something. “Then I can come with you!” Pushy little girl wasn’t she, it probably was no surprise Lute hadn’t settled anywhere else yet. If she managed to talk him into moving in with her he would have little freedom in his own way. “Sides, we both know you make stupid choices at times. You have a hard time trusting others, I could look after you.” She was treating Ichi like he wasn’t even there, and it wouldn’t even be till she gave Ichi a sly look, that the man might catch on she was doing it on purpose. Like she almost knew it would make Lute more determined.
[05:03] Kisa: Ichi looked at her and grinned. "think what you want but i have him in ways that you wont ever have. Hes special to me in different ways then he is to you. and he needs me as much as i need him." He said as he leaned in the door way and looked at the two of them. He did n't like it at all that she hung all over him like that. He didnt like that she treated him like he was such a child. "You know you should let him live his life and stop treating him like hes 5. The boy knows what he wants and he is more then capable of doing as he pleases with out some female hanging all over him." he said as he gently took Lutes arm and pulled him close. "You can come over if you like but i'll be there too. Hes living with me." Ichi said with a smile. He saw the look in her eye that said she was doiing this on purpose, he didn't like it much at all. He looked at Lute and smiled. "He trusts me. Other wise i don't think he would have agreed to us dating, or to the kisses, and he took the second one alot better then the first. He didn't pass out that time atleast." he said gently pulling Lute against his body and away from Elisa. "So say your good nights and we'll be on our way. Its a bit of a drive from here to my place." he said with a smile as he kissed the side of Lutes face again with his own sly look at Elisa. He wasn't going to let her take him from him. Ichi hadn't...felt something like this towards any of the guys before now. He hadn't wanted to keep someone safe before and close. Wasn't used to the feeling that he got when the male smiled, and smiled just for him. It was growing on him and he didn't like seeing this girl use him like he was some giant toy for her to play with.
[05:11] Alexina: “You’ve only known him for one night.” Elisa would smile all cutely like she knew so much. Of course if she wanted to plant seeds of doubts she probably could. In truth she liked what she saw in Ichi so far, he was strong, brave . . . Lute could be at times, but Lute could easily be foolish as well. She gave a cute pout when Ichi got onto her and leaned her head against Lute’s back acting like she might cry. “I set you up with a mean one.” With that Lute merely took a deep breath. He looked after Elisa, she had done so much for him, and he couldn’t help feel like he owed her so much. What was it he could say in this situation thought? “I think he’s only trying to do what’s best Elisa, like you do for me.” He would gently pull her off him given her a soft gentle reassuring smile. “I’ll be fine, when have I ever not been able to get myself out of the trouble I put myself in.” His voice was gentle, loving even and he would step back some before glancing to Ichi. “Sides, he’s my new roommate, so if you want to see me more you . . . well I guess you might want to make friends with him.” Of course when Ichi pulled him close poor Lute seemed confused on what to do. The male’s words were confusing, was he trying to protect Lute in his own way . . . what was going on between the two? Elisa of course listened closely before breaking out in laughter suddenly. “About damn time.” She glanced to Lute then to Ichi once more knowing better than to even try to pull them apart. “Lute I got you a cell phone, you better not get rid of it. If you’re staying in one place away from me the least you can do is give me an easier way to contact you besides hunting you down.” She looked to Ichi almost firmly before motioning her head back towards the room. “WE need to talk first before you take him though. You’re obviously not the brightest bulb on the tree, but you have balls when you need them I guess.” She placed her hands on her hips, it was obvious she wasn’t going to take no for an answer, sides who knew what that house held that could keep them there. “Lute, you can go wait in the car, it won’t be long. You better call me daily as well.”
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 5:43 pm
New Beginning:
[18:54] Kisa: Ichi looked at her as she spoke and gently kept his arm around Lute as the male came to his side. He was glad the male wasn't pulling away from him. "It might only be one night but i can not let him sleep under the stars and in risk of someone that could hurt him. Hes too sweet for that and he deserves to sleep under a roof. And he agreed to come stay with me." he said as he looked at Lute and smiled. "I do want whats best for him, and i wont let anything hurt him." he said as he looked at Elisa and smiled. "I don't mind being friends if you stop trying to steal him from me. I will not tell you not to come see him. Feel free to when ever you have time." He said as he smiled at her and raised a brow. "Talk? Ofcourse." he said as he kissed the top of Lutes head and then followed her to the room she was headed towards. He tossed his keys to Lute and smiled. "Warm it up if oyu like. I'll be back in a few im sure." he sid with a smile as he walked after Elisa
[19:19] Alexina: Poor Lute looked confused at the conversation between the two. Stealing him? How could anyone steal him, he didn’t really belong to anyone right? Course he couldn’t help but blush some as Ichi seemed to cling to him. He stayed silent the whole time barely catching the keys perhaps not expecting to be given them. Sighing he merely shook his head before running a hand through his long hair . . . how troublesome this will be . . . he knew he would have to apologize to Ichi for Elisa by the end of it all. Elisa of course waited for Ichi to enter the room, peaked out to wave Lute off before shutting the door. “One, if anyone is stealing him from anyone it’s you taken him from me.” She smiled though not holding any grudge due to the fact. “Two . . . I know your record, Lute isn’t all the push over he seems, but if you play him I’ll hire a hit man to kill you painfully. Three . . . I love Lute like a brother and probably the only family he allows himself, so tuff if you don’t like how I treat him you will have to live with it. You know how family gets.” She was really putting down the law it seemed, her eyes glancing to the door as if worried for Lute. “Do you even know how gross you two seem, you clinging over him all lovey dovey, Lute won’t know the difference between that and the real stuff at times. He . . . he’s a hard one to crack. He’s kind, and you never really know where he stands. That doesn’t mean you can push it too far. . . I don’t care how head over heels you seem to be now you only knew him for a few hours at most. And probably were drinking . . .” She sighed before moving to shuffle around in a drawl nearby and toss Ichi some funds. “This should cover him for a month or so.” She knew Lute would refuse to take it from her, of course this was why she was doing it behind his back.
[19:59] Kisa: Ichi looked at her as he walked into the room and listened to her. she was right, she knew he was. But he wanted Lute alot, he wanted to keep him close and he didn't know why. He crossed his arms and nodded. "I see your point, and i understand. I'll never keep him from you but i cant help my protectiveness. I care for him and we connect on so many levels. I don't plan to play him. I enjoy his company and i think were good for eachother." he said as he looked over her and then looked at the money she was offering. "Im able to move slowly. I'm able to wait till hes comfortable and cracks on his own. Don't worry i wont break him. And if i do break him i think i would deserve to have you send someone to kill me." he said as he shook his head. "Hes going to be working for my mother, you know the wonderful lady that you set this date up with. She pays for the apartment and she will take the money for his half out of his paychecks. I cant take your money any more then he would. Not unless you were paying me fore something else. I'm pretty handy with a garden." he said with a smile.
[20:05] Alexina: Elisa gave Ichi a look when he didn’t take the money glancing down at herself. “I’m pretty sure your are but some garden’s need extra special care, something you couldn’t pull off.” It was a bad evil joke for sure as she sighed and put the money away. “Your mother likes me, I can pretend to date you if you need it.” There was a sly smirk at that. “Sides would keep me off of blind dates perhaps. Parents don’t get that you will find someone on your own sooner or later.” She motioned to the door as if dismissing the man, only to pause when she went to open the door for him sighing. “Your mom’s a good woman, I can only imagine you follow her footsteps in some way . . . don’t make me regret sending him in my place.” She would feel SO bad if something bad happened to Lute because of her. Of course Lute was slightly leaning against the car waiting, he didn’t even unlock it, perhaps slightly unsure if things had changed or not.
[20:14] Kisa: Ichi looked at her and raised a brow. "If you want to. If you want to tell her that the guy living with me is your brother. cause he needs friends with how shy he is. So you can swing it off like were dating so she lays off me and like wise your parents lay off you. I will not say no to that as long as you don't make me kiss you around her. I draw lines there." he said as he looked down at her and smirked softly. "I'm very nice. You can think what you like about me but im not that bad. I used to sleep around to feel better and to not feel pain. But i wont do that to Lute. Hes too...innocent for me to want to hurt him. I want to know him. I promise i mean him nothing but good intentions." he said as he smield. "Besides isn't it some kind of pass i test not taking your money?" he asked with a smile. He walked out and headed towards the car and smiled. "You could have gotten in. Thats why i gave you the keys." he said with a smile hugging Lute but refraining from kissing him just to see the reaction.
[20:19] Alexina: “Lute would still let you sleep around.” Elisa shrugged some glancing away. “He’s odd like that, now I won’t put up with it personally.” She smiled and laughed some when he spoke of kissing her. “You just WISH you had a chance like that. No one kisses me without me wanting, not even Lute gets that joy.” She smirked watching him go shaken her head about the money. It wasn’t a test, she was really just trying to take care of her brother. Lute glanced up a surprised when Ichi gave him a hug, gently handing over the keys. “I wasn’t sure if it was still alright or not.” He gave a slight wave towards the house probably just in case Elisa was still watching. “I’m sorry . . . about her . . . she tends to push her way, but she’s very sweet.” He laughed some at the thought. “And if you think she’s bad now you should have seen her when we first met.”
[20:30] Kisa: He smiled at him and shook his head. "I like her. Shes fiesty. So don't worry about saying sorry. we understand eachother. Its fine. You shouldn't have to worry about me. I like that you have someone who cares about you. Now lets go show you your new living area." he said as he unlocked his car and smiled. When they were in and buckled into the car he smiled as he drove towards home. "I said you could start it so you wouldn't have gotten in toruble for getting in and starting it.' he said with as he drove towards their home.
[20:37] Alexina: Lute of course had manners; he probably wouldn’t have started it either way. He did get in the car and buckle up staying silent for the most part perhaps unsure what to talk about now. He felt . . . uncomfortable, of course who could blame him after that show Elisa put on. “I suppose I should ask if you have ground rules. Home by, no loud music . . . that sort of thing. Don’t disturb you if . . .”
[20:40] Kisa: Ichi smiled a little. "I'm not going to come down hard on you about anything. I do want you to sleep int he room your getting there but you don't have to be home by a certin time. You can play your music how ever you want, though i prefer not to hear a bunch of country music. I like something to dance to or rock music but i wont say no. If oyu need anything then you can ask. Im not going to be too busy with anything for oyu to come talk to me. I do work on my homework for collage alot but i'll be able to work while you talk to me. Though just so you know i tend to walk around with no shirt most of the time. I don't like it against my arm." he said as he rolled his shoulder. "Do you have anything i should know about?"
[20:55] Alexina: Lute listened probably not even seeing how most the things affected him. He couldn’t help but smile at some of what was said though. The boy was pretty laid back. “Maybe you can teach me to relax more.” He said softly finding some of what the boy said to be interesting. “What are you learning?” Maybe he could help, if not who knows maybe he could learn some things as well. He would slowly glance to Ichi’s arm as he rolled his shoulder once more. “Have you thought . . . maybe of looking over it? Maybe there is away to make it more comfortable?” He said softly not wanting to impose anymore than he already had. Of course he understand Ichi’s feel of shirts. He had the same issue with his missing wing, he just rather live with the discomfort than show others his flaws even more. When he was asked if there was anything Lute glanced out the window. “I just request you don’t touch my book or necklace.” He said softly before shrugging some and sighing. “And you never know, I might just vanish one day.” He had a habit of doing that to everyone he knew, just disappearing and going on his own way. Elisa of course was one of the few who managed to hunt him down after doing so.
[21:10] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and smiled. "I'm learning music and herbology. i'm learning things to calm my self and to challeng my arm to see how much control i get on my arm and fingers." he said wiggling his metal fingers happily. "Looking over it? Friends of mine made it and attached it for me. Shes looking into making a furry cover for it to blend it in better but we haven't found a fabric that lasts through more then a month of wear and tare and washing." he said as he looked at the male and smiled. "Besides i do like walkking around with out a shirt on more often then not." he said with a smile. "Got it. No book and no necklace." he glanced at the male and folded his ears back. "Don't go...please...If you vanish i will look for you. I enjoy having you around it wouldn't be the same if you left..." he said softly as his hand tightened on the wheel gently and he frowned wondering why he was sad at the idea of Lute leaving.
[21:18] Alexina: Lute listened closely to the man, finding it wonderful how he liked to challenge himself. When Ichi spoke of his friend though he couldn’t help worried a bit. “Do you want it different?” It was a simple question, Lute wondered what Ichi would prefer over all when it came to things like that. Slowly he reached up to grab at the item once more that was under his shirt. He could feel the sudden tension in the male’s pleading words. Hesitating Lute would turn to look at Ichi with those glowing green eyes full of confusion. “I won’t be a bother when I leave, I won’t leave anything a mess, or left undone.” At least he didn’t think he would. Course Lute didn’t understand what Ichi meant about it not being the same without him, they had just met that night after all and he was not used too someone getting so close. When Lute noticed the grip tighten on the wheel he would gently reach over to place a hand on Ichi’s shoulder. “Are you okay?”
[21:26] Kisa: Ichi glanced at him and sighed softly. "Yeah i want it different. Just for when im out. Just so that children don't get scared of me. And i want to...teach. I don't need students taking my class just to stair at my arm and or ask me questions about it. It hasn't worked so far so i just keep learning and trying not to worry about it." he said as he looked at him and frowned. "I don't care if you leave a mess. But how can we work on our story if you just poof." he said as his excuse. He looked at Lutes hand on his shoulder and nuzzled the hand. "Just...sad at the idea of loseing someone so simmilar to my self. I...i want you to be a friend i keep around all the time." he said softly as he glanced at him.
[21:37] Alexina: Lute got a slight confused look, his eyes roaming to Ichi’s arm. “I don’t see why it should matter.” He said softly tempted to touch the arm himself. “I think if you want to teach, teaching them that arm or no arm, who you are matters . . . would probably be the greatest lesion you could give.” He slowly removed his hand glancing out the window. “I guess it’s hard for others to accept if you can’t accept yourself.” He knew this from personal experiences though . . . Lute was far from accepting of himself. When Ichi spoke of the book Lute glanced up a bit surprised as if being reminded of it. “I guess . . . I’ll just have to come back from time to time.” He said running a hand lightly through his own hair. He was confused at the male’s words, he was wanted around? “Why?”
[22:04] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and then looked at his hand. His shirt was long sleeved so it still covered most of it, and it covered most important the scarier part of where it connected to his flesh. He looked at him and shrugged. "I guess. But i'll see about it. I still have some stuff to do before i can teach." he said softly as he looked at him. "Its always been hard for others to accept me." he said softly. He was sure thats why he cared about this male so much...he just liked having someone who could understand his pain and feelings about this...about being different and judged by those that would just...just not understand. But Lute did...And that made Ichi feel so accepted that he just...didn't want him to poof on him. "I...guess if you have to then...i wont stop you but i would...like it if you stuck about." he said softly. He looked at the male and smiled a little. "I like you Lute. Im dating you now and im going to call you my boyfriend and i would love nothing more then to date you and make this a real relationship to the extent that you will tolerate." he said softly.
[22:15] Alexina: Lute raised an eyebrow at the man’s words before laughing. “What is there to accept?” He said softly before heisting to reach of the hand. He slowly moved it to his lips to kiss, allowing a blush to cover his whole body once more hoping he wasn’t being so forward. “You didn’t deserve this, you didn’t want it, it isn’t your choice . . . but it does make you part of who you are does it not?” He had a slight twinkle in his eyes a bit before shaken his head. “I don’t see how any part of it can be scary though, it just means you’re a strong person . . . the world needs more strong people at times.” HE would actually hold Ichi’s hand if the boy didn’t mind if only to prove the point of there was nothing to fear from it. Lute of course moved his free hand to his chest once more when Ichi called him his boyfriend, as if deep in thoughts suddenly again. “You may have to teach me what is required of boyfriends and those you date.” He really was innocent when it came to that stuff, and far be it from him to mess it up if he could help it. How would Lute even know what he could tolerate when he never had a real relationship before anyways? Closes he had was Elisa and the friends he made off and on . . . Ichi could probably ask almost anything of this boy and easily get it if worded right. [22:41] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and watched him take his hand. He smiled at him and felt all shaky and...high. Fluffy and amazing when the male kissed it. He didn't know what to think about this but he was glad that the male was comfortable being this forward. He smiled at him and reached out to stroke his thumb over the males cheek. "Thanks. I'll think about it. I might just get something to cover the top of it then. Thats the naster part and its what tends to get most attention. I'll show you when we get home." He said liking the sound of we. He smiled at him and nodded. "I'll teach you. I'll spoil you though cause thats what i want to do. I want to show you how nice i can be and how sweet i am. I'll tell you and show you as much as your comfortable with." he pulled up into a drive and turned the car off. "I'll make you a Key tomorrow and then the next day i'll take you to my mother to see her and set you up with a job. We'll let you get adjusted to the house before you go to work ok?" he said. Walking into the apartment he took the elevator up to the top floor of three third floor building and smiled. "this whole floor is mine. I have the other room for when one of my siblings needed a place to stay." he said unlocking the door and letting him into the house. the living room was large and the kitchen was as well. There was an island in the kitchen and the two bedrooms were decent size with walk in closets. There was only one bathroom but the tub was large enough for two and had a standing shower big enough for four people in it. Ichi smiled as he set his coat to hand in the closet and smiled at Lute. "Yours is the first door on the left in the hall there." he said with a smile. "I'm across the hall." he said happily. "Feel free to explore." he said as he moved to his room to change into something comfy.
[22:54] Alexina: Lute wasn’t sure why the other touched his cheek so gently, but he wasn’t about to complain. The other male’s words were so confusing though, he wanted to spoil Lute. It caused a sadness to fill the boy, he didn’t know how to spoil, or to return such if he did receive it, even how to act. Lute held his stuff closely as he followed the man, staying silent the whole time. When he spoke of siblings staying off and on Lute gave a worried look. “I can sleep on the sofa, if needed.” The last thing he wanted was to take a room from someone else. He paused blown away at the size though, how could he even think he could come close. “Or even a closet, they seem plenty big enough.” What an odd lad Lute must seem to be, his items probably wouldn’t even fill a desk drawer by themselves.
[23:09] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and purred happily as he walked ot the door of his room in pajama shorts and no shirt. He crossed his arms over his toned chest and looked at him. "They don't stop by often anymore. They have...mates of their own so they don't need a place to stay. Your fine here all alone in the room." He said with a smile as he watched the males reaction to the top of his fake arm. It was scarred from their failed attempts at where to cut and the cuts that htey tried and he moved for while he screamed. He looked at Lute and smiled. "I can take you shopping for more things. If you want diffeent blankets we'll get you some. Ok?" he asked. "Do you want to relax alone or would you like to sit with me and watch a movie while i work on some stuff?" he asked as he looked over the male. "Your free to shower or take a bath as well if you want to." he said walking towards the living room, more scars visible over his back.
[23:27] Alexina: Lute glanced at the man none of the scars seeming to affect him though. It was as if they were tattoos or something Ichi may have been born with. After all Lute had a few odd signs he was born with, black crescent moon on his forehead being one. He would shake his head at once when Ichi offered him more stuff. “I’m fine . . .” of course having less to carry was always a good thing in his eyes. He would neatly put away most his things. Changing into his normal pants and a tank top . . . it seemed he slept in his clothes from time to time, the suit nicely hung in the closet in perfect order. His book hidden away somewhere within the room probably, and his ruby necklace easy to see outside of the shirt, obviously what he grabbed at from time to time. It had a beautiful luster to it, and from the size alone was probably worth lots if it was real ruby. The integrated design in the gold around it was obviously hand crafted and craved with much care. Whoever had this necklace made this necklace put their heart into it, and must have deeply loved whoever they made it for. How did someone like Lute manage such a thing was probably a mystery. Poor Lute would just stand there at his bedroom door obviously unsure on what to do. If he had scars they were lighter, the years of age healing most over time. “What would be preferred of me?” So . . . easy was this one.
[23:38] Kisa: Ichi had waited in the living room with a soft movie on the TV. He was working on some of his homework at the couch. It was on a small desk that fit in his lap. He looked up and adjusted his glasses and smiled. "You can come sit with me. This can be the snuggling part of dating if you will. You come sit here next to me and we'll watch a movie while i finish some of my work." he said patting the seat next to him. He was sexier like that with out those fussy clothes on. "You look good in that." he said with a smile. "Are you familiar with any movies?"
[23:54] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help feel a warm feeling when the man seemed to look him over. He hesitated before heading over only to pause actually behind Ichi. “Well . . . do you want some tea or something first?” There was that slight elegance. “That is if you have tea, I could fix some.” Was he actually semi trying to look after Ichi? Lute’s eyes roamed slowly to the boy’s back and the hurt wing perhaps feeling bad for the boy worse there than anywhere. He was shy, not sure what snuggling and all included. “I don’t know many movies, outside of what I watch with Elisa off and on.” He said softly subconsciously adjusting his tank top. The only sign of the missing wing would be a long deep scar down Lute’s back if it was even seen through the shirt. Without thinking Lute would actually lean over Ichi’s shoulder to get a closer look at the book the other was reading more interested in that than the movie. “What are you learning?” He said as he probably didn’t even notice how his hair waterfalled over them both in ways, or that he was close enough for the other to slightly feel his breath as he spoke.
[00:12] Kisa: Ichi looked up at him as he came closer. "You can make tea if you want to. Its in the cabnet closest to the fridge." he said with a smile before the male came down and looked at the book. Ichi froze, smelling him...feeling his hair over his explosed shoulder. It sent odd almost painful tingles over his metal arm at the scarred flesh tingled with excitedness. He looked over at the male who was so close to him now that he could lean in and kiss him with out danger reaching. "I'll find something good to put on." he said as he leaned in and nuzzled the male out of habbit. "This is my herbology book. I'm studying how to get rid of pests right now with out useing poisons." he said as his hand came up to touch his hair softly. He looked over the male and smiled as he kissed his face softly. "Milk and honey in the fridge. Sugar is next to the tea. Don't have lemons though." he said as he stroked Lutes face softly with his hand and smiled. He had to remember his meditation, he had to remember to go slow with this one and that he wasn't going to be sleeping with him tonight.
[00:23] Alexina: “What type?” It seemed Lute didn’t even have a clue how he might have been effecting the other male. He was just being his friendly self. The sudden nuzzle got Lute to pull away slightly probably out of habit and surprise not expecting it looking at Ichi with those green eyes of his. “Sounds like something useful to know.” Lute answered with a gentle smile allowing the male to play with his hair given no protest once Lute realized Ichi movements weren’t there to hurt. Then gentle kiss and the information on where to find what was needed had Lute pull away to go fix the tea though. While making it he would call over getting from Ichi how he preferred in of course. Bringing over a glass for each of them after cleaning up any mess he may have made in the process. He would hand Ichi his drink before sitting down careful not to spill his own. His held no sugar or milk or anything extra, just natural how tea was meant to be in his eyes.
[00:36] Kisa: Ichi watched him and smiled. Simply adorable. He stroked his face one cmore and nodded. "Its useful. I plan on starting a little garden on my balcony." he said as he watched the male walk away. Damn his butt was cute. He told him how he liked his tea, with a smoon of milk, a spoon of honey and sugar. He smiled at him as he came back and took the tea carefully. "Thank you hun." he said softly as he looked over him and put on the movie 'planet of the apes.' "This is a ncie movie." he said softly as he gently scooted Lute close till he was snuggled against his side but still able to drink his tea and Ichi could drink his and still read. His hair was loose as he looked at his book and sipped his tea, his tail flipping softly into Lutes lap happily.
[00:41] Alexina: Lute of course watched the movie some, although his eyes trailed a lot more to Ichi’s book it seemed. Perhaps Lute in his own way was a book worm. He would sip his tea only to put it down when he was finished. A little uncomfortable with the snuggles, never having been used to them before. Well sides Elisa clinging, this felt a little different though. When the tail landed in his lap poor Lute felt fully lost on what to do. “There was a book about this wasn’t there?” He probably read it . . . Hand slowly going to gently pet and remove Ichi’s tail, perhaps due to another odd effect he was having on poor Lute below. The boy shifting uncomfortable, hoping he wasn’t getting in the way of Ichi’s studies.
[00:58] Kisa: Ichi saw him watching the book and looking interested in it. He smiled at him and looked over the male. "Do you want to read it with me?" he asked as he moved and opend his arms and gently pulled Lute into his arms and held him in his lap so that they both could read. "If you want to learn with me you can read all of my books. Nothing is off limits here except the safe in my room which you cant get into." he said as he wrapped one arm around Lute and rested his chin on the males shoulder so he could keep reading. "Tell me when your done with the pages and i'll turn." he said with a smile. "Are you ok? You seem kind of shifty." he said trying not to notice how nice the male smelled. He nuzzled him while reading and purring softly.
[01:24] Alexina: Lute’s eyes would widen as he was pulled into the other’s lap. Now THIS was something totally new to him, the poor boy stiffened a bit not sure what to do. It was almost as if Elisa was clinging to him but more so. He figured he should just try to calm and stay put, taken a deep breath he merely shook his head. “I may just read it later.” His voice was softer than usual, and his skin was turning a lovely shade of pink. It probably was a deep surprise the boy didn’t faint right there. He wasn’t sure how to react, but the soft touch and purring seemed nice, did the other even realize he was doing so, pushing up against him so with nuzzles? When he was asked if he was okay Lute turned even brighter still. “Just a bit dizzy again, and . . .” he didn’t know how to explain it, shoot it was too embarrassing to even try to explain. Instead he would shake his head probably slightly pelting Ichi with his hair not meaning too.
[01:32] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and smiled as he snuggled him more. "Are you sure? If your not going to read with me then i still want to hold you. I like this its...very comfy." He said as he snuggled into the males neck and kissed his neck softly. "Dizzy again hum? Am i flustering you again? I'm sorry your just too..." he nuzzled the males hair and ran his hand through it softly. "Your too cute and you smell great." he said with a smile as he looked over him. "Even cuter when you blush." he said with a smile. "If you want me to stop say so and i wont hold you anymore. If ever you arnt ok just tell me and i'll back off." he said resting his head on the males shoulder again and purring.
[01:42] Alexina: Lute didn’t want to upset the male, he didn’t dislike the touch after all. It just gave him tingles all through his body. His head felt like he couldn’t get a decent thought through it. Then the kiss on the neck, his hair felt like it was standing on end everywhere all the sudden. “Fluster, um . . . yes . . . I suppose you could say that.” He answered a bit of pitch in his soft voice. How and what was this guy doing to him? Instead it was Lute that ended up leaning a head against Ichi’s chest, perhaps figuring it was the safest approach, after all it would help him hide in away and his neck wouldn’t be too expose. Then again poor Lute didn’t expect to enjoy the feel of the man’s soft body up against his face. All he could do is close his eyes as he tried not to lose himself in it all.
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 11:05 pm
New Beginning:
[01:53] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he put the book aside and smiled as he held the male close and ran the fingers of his metal hand slowly up and down Lutes arm as he closed his eyes and purred. He just enjoyed holding him. Keeping him close. Smelling him. Listening to his heart beat. Feeling the nervousness there inside his new boyfriends body as he wasn't sure about what was going on. It wasn't a surprise to him at all really and while he nuzzled the males hair and held him close he breathed gently and counted to ten slowly forward and back to calm himself over what he was going through so he wouldn't try to move faster then the male in his arms was ready for. He purred as he just cuddled him close against his chest and kept his fingers moving over the males soft arm.
[02:03] Alexina: Poor Lute felt like his heart might just leave his chest right then and there. He wasn’t sure at all what to do, just staying there. After awhile though he had to pull away, he couldn’t just stay there forever what would Ichi think? Hell what was Lute thinking? He had no clue what was going on anyways. Sad part was pulling away and getting his body to move right didn’t always work. And poor Lute probably ended up falling onto the floor looking like a fool. Luckily his hair was long enough to cover any expression on his face, it draped everywhere so nicely after all.
[02:08] Kisa: Lute was being way too cute right now. Ichi smiled and closed his eyes as he purred before he felt the male move away. He opened his eyes and watched him fall off the couch and gasped softly as he moved to help him up. "Oh little one are you ok?" he asked. He knew he wasn't little or anything but he cared about him and he helped him stand. "You should be careful i don't need you breaking on your first night here." he said with a smile as he helped him stand. He pushed his hair back and smiled as he pet his face. "You should go rest if your this worked up ok hun?" he said with a smile as he looked over him and pulled his own long hair over a shoulder. "Do you need anything before bed?" he asked with a smile.
[02:14] Alexina: Little one? Was he really acting that foolish, so much to be treated like a child. Lute just shook his head some as Iche talked. What got into him? What hold did this guy have on him somehow? “I . . . I don’t break that easy.” Lute protested, almost wondering if he should leave right there while he had a bit of control. “I’m . . . I’m fine.” Lute said as he slowly pulled away from Ichi touching his head only to place his own hand to his forehead. “Maybe the wine was just stronger than I realize.” A horrible excuse and Lute knew it, sure he didn’t take his drinks well, but he had never been this bad before, never been like this even when he was drunk.
[02:25] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and pet his face softly and pulled his hair back gently. "Don't worry then. If i upset you im sorry. You should lay down if you want to get some space. And you can call me if you need anything." he said softly as he smiled at him. He felt bad and he pushed his glasses up and stepped away from him for a moment. "I'll give you a bit of space hun. Don't worry." he said as he kissed the top of Lutes head and smiled. "If you want to shower or bathe to relax then your free to. I'll be here a while longer should you need me." he said as he smiled feeling nervous that he had pushed the male too far. He sat down and looked at the male while he took his book into his hands but waited for the male to say he needed something or was upset with Ichi.
[02:35] Alexina: Lute was at a loss for words, either way it seemed like he was going to his room. Given up he would start to head there only to pause . . . if that man made him feel this way . . . could he have the same effect? Turning around he would cross his arm looking Ichi over. “Well . . . it’s not fair I realized, you so openly show me your wounds, although I have yet to show you mine.” That’s it maybe he could scare the guy to back off some by showing him the mistake he truly was. Carefully he would remove his tank top tossing it back into his room probably on his bed. There Lute was, just in his pants, that ruby necklace, and his shimmering hair. He was being bold, brave, and almost challenging as if trying to claim his spot back, to prove he wasn’t a wimp. His hand moving to take his hair and pull it all to one side, the side that still had it’s wing and over his shoulder. His body showed small signs of abuse, probably things that happened when he was a child, and lots of burnt marks. Whoever did it made sure to do it in places that could be hidden, probably on purpose? Who knew how long Lute had lived taken god knows what from that person. Lifting his head proudly, almost arrogantly he would turn to show the worse scar of all. His back where the wing was missing had a scar that went all down it, and vanished into the pants. His wing wasn’t just removed, it was literally ripped off, and god knows how Lute survived it.
[03:12] Kisa: Ichi looked up and watched him and raised a brow. He was confused about what was going on here. Cause he didn't know what had caused him to go about doing this. He looked over him as he took his shirt off. He liked what he saw. He stood up and looked over the marks and the scar over his back. He walked closer to him and ran a hand over his back. "Perfect." he said softly as he looked at him. "You accepted me. Were you trying to scare me with your scar? I don't scare easy and its not going to make me hate you or fear you. It makes me want to kill your father for doing this to you. I don't like knowing that you were in pain. I know...i know your not breakable. But its in my nature to protect those i care about. I don't like...seeing something upsetting you. I asked...you to go to bed so that i don't do something to upset you. I want you Lute. And i'll wait till you want that back. I know your strong. I see it in you and i see how you are. I just don't want you to leave me when ijust found someone who i connect with. I don't want you to hate me. And im scared that by you staying here with me i'll...force you into something that you don't want now." he said with a small frown. "Seeing you hurt would make me upset. Knowing i was the one to hurt you would break me just a little i think. I wouldn't ever want to be the reason your sad. I might have just met you today but already i know that even if we were just friends i would protect you with everything i had." he said as he pushed Lutes hair from his face a little and sighed. "Do you understand that a little? That im scared you will hate me?" he asked softly looking at Lute with a small frown scared he had already upset him.
[03:27] Alexina: Poor Lute had just lost it seemed. He had did it to try to bring some power back to himself only for Ichi to be soft and caring. No Lute didn’t understand. How could Ichi still call him perfect despite this? He was so flawed his own father ripped out his wing. The touch to Lute’s scar caused him to shutter, it seemed he was sensitive there to touch more than other places. Lute seemed to sigh moving his hair so that it fell back along his back. “It wasn’t his fault I was a mistake.” He said softly, was he actually defending his father some, did he really take all the blame for what happened? Lute clenched his fist some at his side not sure what to say when it came to Ichi. “I don’t like feeling like I lose control around you.” He finally admitted glancing away to ashamed to look the boy in the eyes or face. “Just being near you though, I do foolish things, I can’t think, I stumble and worse.” He sighed running a hand through his hair, he wasn’t blaming Ichi, he was just being honest for once. Lute was afraid, he never felt like this before, and if it lead the same way it lead for his mother. Closing his eyes, he moved into his room to sit down, folding his shirt up nicely. He was neat to say the least. “He never hurt her before . . . not before that night . . . she was his everything . . . “ He clung to the necklace suddenly as if it was his last life line. “If it wasn’t for me they would have been fine, she would still be alive.”
[03:41] Kisa: Ichi looked at him as he spoke. He figured that Lute was just not sure what to do with the feelings he was developing for him. He knew the male hadn't ever had feeling for someone before and didn't know what to think of it all. He liked that he had shivered when he ran a hand over the scar but he walked to the door when he went into his room. "You lose control cause you like me back and don't know how to think about it. Cause you haven't had someone accept you yet. I accept you just like you accept me. I wouldn't hurt you. Ive never hurt anyone except my brother when i had a fight with him once." He looked over the male on the bed and smiled a little. He didn't move closer or say anything. He looked over the male and smiled. "Im sure your mother was beautiful. To have a son as pretty as you she had to be. And if i could kill your father i would but i don't want to scare you. I want to have you as part of my life till you grow tired of me." he said as he pushe dhis glasses up. "Nothing is your fault. Your mother loved you for as long as she had you im sure. And she probably loved your father and thought he would take it well. But that didn't happen. And i would assume she probably still loved him even after what he did to you and her. Do you think i would hurt you Lute?" he asked softly looking at him a little worried.
[03:49] Alexina: Poor Lute was feeling slightly expose, he probably didn’t even tell Elisa about his mother. The necklace he clenched so hard at that moment it actually started to cut into his hand some causing blood to trickle through his fingers. Lute couldn’t be broken, he already was . . . he did his best to hold together what bits of his mind he had left. “The only love I ever saw close up was theirs.” He said a bit of bitterness in his voice. “His blood runs through my veins, I am the taint he cause to the angel, clear as day, the shame to his royal blood.” No wonder looks didn’t bug Lute so much, his scars ran much much deeper than that. “What if I’m not afraid of you hurting me so much, as me hurting you?” He glanced up for once those green eyes glowing brightly. Sighing he closed his eyes allowing them to dim again shaken his head. “No . . . she loved me . . she was the only one who I thought ever could . . . and I got her killed.” [04:02] Kisa: Ichi smelled the blood and turned and grabbed a little kit for injuries and went to the bed. Taking Lutes hand gently from the necklace with out touching it he took the hand started to clean it and bandage it. "Lute you should try to look over your past a little. Nothing would make me happier then to see you happy. And thinking about so much of your past is upsetting you. Dont worry about him, hes not here and i wont let him hurt you again. I want to keep you safe." he finished with the others hand and reached up and pet his face. "Happy and here. Wonderful and safe. I wnat nothing more then to make you smile. So far im already addicted to them." he said as he sat on his knees and wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him close to nuzzle Lutes chest. "Others still love you. Elisa loves you." he wasn't sure what his feelings were, if he liked Lute enough to love him but he wasn't sure what to say to him about it. And didn't want to scare him. He wanted to know him and protect him. And he wondered if he needed to give Lute some space before he would accept him. but being close to him made Ichi weak. Made him care. Made him want. He looked up at Lute and kissed his lips softly. "I care enough to not want to see you hurt. I will not care if oyu hurt me either." he kissed him again. "Do you fear me?" he asked softly. "Or do you just fear what i do to you?" he asked softly as he played with some of Lutes pretty hair.
[04:13] Alexina: Lute jumped a bit when Ichi took his hand, winching some. Probably noticing or the first time the damage he had done to himself. Poor Ichi didn’t have a chance to take care of it though, Lute would have reached for his shirt and start to clean the necklace the best he could almost in a panic. Before settling and letting Ichi have his hand back. That necklace, Lute would easily kill or die for it, it seemed. He seemed to daze though, listening to Ichi’s words, a sadden look crossing his face with them. Forget the past? What was he without it? At least the past told him what he was if it was bad or not. Lute easily moved within Ichi’s embrace actually clinging back for the first time eyes closing. Something even Elisa probably never experienced from him. There was almost a need for the Ichi in the way Lute clung to him. A kiss, he managed to get another kiss from the one he could call his boyfriend? He didn’t care if Lute hurt him? How wrong was that? Another kiss . . . and Lute listened to the question. “I know I have nothing to fear from you.” He said softly, honestly almost like a lost child. The answer was obvious, there was a pause and a look of fear and being broken on Lute’s face. He pulled away only slightly from Ichi. His hands trembling as he removed his necklace to slowly place around Ichi’s neck. Leaning forward to kiss the necklace softly where it hung. “Watch it for me.” He said softly, it was obviously painful for Lute to be parted with his most prize treasure. But he was going to try to do what Ichi’s asked, to let go of the past. He just couldn’t get rid of it, he could loan it out though.
[04:31] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and purred when he felt the hug returned to him happily. He loved that Lute was growing to accept his hugs and snuggles. He looked at him and smiled. "I'm glad you don't fear me. I do not wish to ever make you scared of me." he looked up at the male and smiled at him before freezing when the male put the necklace on him...was...was this his way of fully accepting that he was his boyfriend. He smiled and looked up at him. "I'll guard it with my life." he said as he got up and sat on the bed and kissed him, a little longer then before. Petting his face he smiled as he rested his forhead against the males. "You wont have to worry about it. I'll guard it for you. Was it your mothers?" he asked with a smile as he pet his face softly with his metal fingers. "Do you really not mind my arm touching you?" he asked as he looked at his hand and moved the fingers while he looked at it. It still amazed him that he had metal fingers and he could move them.
[04:38] Alexina: “Why, is there really something I should fear about you?” Lute had saw nothing scary in the way the boy looked or act. After all both Lute’s parents were probably good looking, and his father had NOTHING wrong with him and he was the one who hurt Lute. Lute glanced to the necklace slightly, nodding at the question. “Yes, it was her most beloved gift from him.” He said softly, if his father really was a royal the necklace probably was worth a fortune. When the boy asked about the touch of his arm Lute couldn’t help but laugh. “It’s a part of you isn’t it?” he would glance up to look the boy in the eyes. “It’s a part of who you are, if you like it or not. Of course it doesn’t bug me.” It was as simple as that. To Lute, Ichi could have been born with the arm for all he cared. There the boy went gently touching him again though, his face, Lute never understood why he would do such a thing. There was one thing Lute liked a lot though, one thing that both scared and excited him. That left him confused what to do in return. A small blush would past his face as he leaned closer to ask Ichi in a cute shy whisper. “May I kiss you?” All those kisses Ichi had given the boy, and Lute just accepted, and here he was asking permission . . .
[05:00] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and couldn't help enjoying the look that Lute gave him. He enjoyed nothing more then to see him happy like this. He didn't know why...didn't know why his smile made him float out of his body. He looked over the male as he laughed and told him about the way he felt about his arm. "Really? You don't care about it?" he said. He felt light headed himself. He hadn't really had anyone accept his arm but Yami and Deu who made it for him. He knew his brother and sister and mother tolerated it but they still staired at it. He couldn't do anything but enjoy that his new boyfriend, his new roommate, his most beautiful everything. He smiled and had to hold back tears at really having someone accepting him. He had nothing to say to it as he felt his heart...his heart doing something weird. He took a breath to relax and smiled at him happily. Oh he was adorable. He smiled and nodded. "I said nothing in the apartment was off limits. If you want to kiss me i wont stop you." he said as his metal hand reached up and brushed along his face and rested behind his head and smiled. He hadn't ever thought that someone would ask him permission to kiss him.
[05:11] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help give Ichi a questioning look when the boy kept asking about his arm. What was the big deal about it? It would be like if ppl made a pick deal about Lute’s spiked halo, or one wing. The arm seemed to function perfectly fine, the boy seemed to be fine with it. He would pause at that pulling back slightly to glance at the arm. “Do you not like it though?” That would make sense . . . if Ichi didn’t accept it. “I don’t understand why you keep asking me, it’s like any other limb you have, I don’t dislike it if that’s what you mean. In fact, it gives you a strength, let’s people know how strong you can be at times. Like your ear.” When Ichi explained that everything including himself was free game in the apartment Lute turned almost as red as a lobster, he wasn’t quite sure if he was ready for that persay. But it would look foolish for him to ask for permission, and not give a kiss. Biting his lower lip softly Lute slowly leaned forward. It was obvious to see how nervous the boy was. Inches from Ichi’s face Lute even paused for a few deep breaths, he felt like he could hardly breath, like his heart was going to explode it was pounding so much. A gentle press against Ichi’s lip, softly tasting them, before kissing slightly deeper only for a moment before falling backwards. Poor guy probably thought he might faint again right then and there.
[05:24] Kisa: Ichi looked at him when he asked about his arm. "no one else accepts it. no one else wants it to touch them. None of the guys i was with before ever wanted to hold that hand. Or for that hand to touch them. Afraid it would hurt them or just afraid of how it looked or felt. It...made me second guess if i should have gotten it or not. But you...you accept it. something that gave me so much freedome. And you don't even stare at it." he smiled and almost felt the tears break free but he kept them back still. Then he was kissing him. He melted for a moment enjoying that someone else wanted to kiss him. He opened his eyes when the other pulled away and held back a laugh as he sat forward and over Lute a little to make sure he hadn't passed out. He grinned at him when he was still awake and Ichi smiled as he leaned over on his hands looking down at him. "So i take it you like my kisses then? Im glad you don't pass out anymore. It would suck if you did every time we kissed." he said with a smile as he pet his face gently. "Do you want me to leave you alone now or do you enjoy my company?"
[05:33] Alexina: Lute listened about the arm only to find it silly how people treated it. He would move to take it in his hand, willing to hold it some. “I may stare.” He smirked perhaps trying to tease Ichi some. “But just because someone stares at something, doesn’t mean they don’t like it, sometimes it’s the opposite. How do you know that some of the past people you were with weren’t just deeply intrigued with it?” Lute obviously didn’t get it or couldn’t believe Ichi had so much trouble with such a simple thing. Course after the kiss he was laying still, a blush deeping on his face when Ichi stared down at him. “I . . . I suppose you could say I like them.” Lute muttered, Ichi’s kisses were the first thing that ever made Lute actually feel free in away. Like it was worth something, not some taint to the world. He couldn’t help wonder if this was how his father use to make his mother feel. “Well it’s hard to keep a concentration and not panic, when it’s the first time something like that happens.” Lute protested about Ichi teasing him. The first kiss must have really blown him away. When Ichi asked him about the company Lute’s eyes fell more to the necklace around the boy’s neck. It was something that kept him strong at times. “Are you really going to make me answer that?” He would ask in a soft whisper.
[05:40] Kisa: Ichi had smiled surprised at the male holding his hand but he was more interested in being over him the way he was. He wasn't over him, just leaning his chest over him to look at him. He smiled at him and was glad that he enjoyed that he could melt the other so easily. "Your adorable you know that. I like your kisses as well. their very sweet." he said with a smile as he leaned in and kissed his neck softly. "And yes i'd like you to answer it. Would you like me to stick around longer, when im not 100% sure i can make my self stop touching," He kissed the males chest that still wasn't clad in a shirt. "or kissing you. Or would you like me to leave you be so you can go to bed or watch tv?" he asked. there was a TV in the corner on the wall for him should he want to watch something in bed.
[05:47] Alexina: Lute’s blinked at being called adorable, only to shake his head at Ichi liking his kisses. Then the trail of kisses started, and Lute could feel his whole body shutter, and stir as it was. How could he answer such a question? This was all too new to him, and in truth, the way the male close to him alone made him feel . . . There was a hesitation and Lute would gently pull Ichi’s head to his chest where his heart was beating wildly. “That’s part of what you do to me.” He spoke softly, not sure if it was a good or bad thing. He just knew no one had ever made him feel like this before. Taken a deep breath he hesitated before trying to lift up Ichi’s face and pull him into a soft gentle kiss. Allowing himself for once to just lose himself in the feel of it, continuing them, if Ichi allowed, pulling him closer without thinking. In truth, if they just shared that for the rest of the night Lute probably could have died happily.
[06:00] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and smiled as he looked at him and then he was against the males chest. He snuggled him and closed his eyes purring to enjoy the sound of his heart beating. The wildness to it made him made him smile and feel special knowing that he did that to him, that he caused the male to go crazy and nervous. He looked at him and then the other was kissing him, gently but deep. Holding him close and being brave about this. he wrapped his arms gently around the male and pulled him close, deepening the kiss carefully as he enjoyed this. This new moment with his boyfriend. This new wonderful expirence with the male who had changed his life. He pulled back a little and looked at him running his hand through the males hair. "I'll stay here then." he said snuggling him close and kissing him softly again. "You taste so sweet." he said as he lifted his chin closer and kissed him again holding him gently but passionatly against his chest.
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2011 10:23 pm
First Steps:[01:11] Kisa: Ichi had grown to love haing the male in his home. He was glad that the male was happy here, he had set him up with a job at his mothers. Ichi did his work and when Lute would go to work he would go with him. He didn't like that he wouldnt know what was happening to the male if he wasn't there. He never stuck close and over protective but he would watch over the male from the corner where his uncle John would be watching as the bouncer, and co-owner with his mother. Ichi had been working on a song though. When Lute was sleeping or when he was on the phone with Elisa or showering he would sit at his keybord and work on a song that he had had stuck in his head. The lyrics came to him one night and he woke up, next to Lute who was snuggled against his side, clinging to his mothers necklace. He smiled as he gently pulled Lutes fingers off the necklace. He hadn't gotten around to actually having sex with Lute yet, he was still letting him get used to dating, cuddling and kisses. He had gotten around to doing some fooling about with the male that wasn't full sex but was more then kisses. Smiling he walked to the keybord in his sleeping shorts and turned the sound down and started on the song, adding in the words that came to him. It was a song that Lute had inspired in him. He purred as he sang softly to the music he had made for this song. Just the way you are.[01:39] Alexina: Lute oddly enough was enjoying his new life. It was just weird at times, he felt like he had no time alone. Like Ichi, had been stalking him from time to time, not that he minded it. He just . . . felt like he wasn’t trusted at times. After many teases from Elisa about being a stripper or pole dancer Lute had settled for a bartender. He of course took a few days to memories the books, but he learned fast and was better than most that actually had classes even. He had yet to really get a chance to meet Ichi’s mom or family, partly his own fault. Lute had semi been avoiding them probably due to fearing how they may not accept him. Despite his skills he did have one major issue. He could be sweet and kind, even well loved by both sexes due to his sweet nature. The fact they could pick and he wouldn’t get mad easy, even took jokes very well. When it came to royals though, he had darkness about him, almost demonic hate. He wouldn’t even let them get a foot in to try to talk to him. He was cold as ice, did his job, and left them the hell alone. It was luckily for them though most royals blended in with normal nocts so Lute didn’t know the difference to treat them different.
The house was nice, and Lute had a habit of doing tea time, and out of his blood probably other elegant royal like traits. He kept things clean, even tended after Ichi off and on, willing to do more of a butler act at times; perhaps figuring his pay from work would never be enough for his share of the apartment. The fact Ichi seemed to not mind joining him in his room when they slept made Lute quite happy. The boy had a way of making him feel special, wanted even. Like for the first time in his life, there was a reason to be. They probably managed to get him a few more clothes after his first paycheck or what not. It was a good sign, a sign he might be settling, but it was a sign that slightly scared Lute as well. It was one of those nights that Lute usually pulled Ichi closer due to some of his haunting dreams. That night the male wasn’t there, and the man found himself shaken awake almost in fear. Feeling around the bed, wondering if he did anything wrong. A light sound made the boy’s ears twitch some, and he would silently towards it. Leaning in the doorway confused on why the other couldn’t sleep. “Troubled mind?” [02:02] Kisa: Ichi hadn't known that...he could feel this way after Eros. He didn't know that he could have feelings like this and this song and the lyrics to it were wonderful and he didn't know how he could play this song for Lute or tell him how he felt. He was scared, more scared then ever. The pain of Eros had taken a very long time to heal and fill the void of the lost male that he thought he had loved. He didn't know what he would do if he really lost Lute. Something had just clicked with this male and he hadn't ever thought that he would find someone who fit in his arms so well, who snuggled into his side so perfect, who filled his dark empty heart with warmth and...and did he want to say love? He waasn't sure but he knew he cared so much. He paused and looked over his shoulder at the hall where Lute was. He smiled as he felt a blush over his face. "Oh...im sorry. Did i wake you?" he asked as he turned on the bench to his keybord and rubbed his neck softly. had Lute heard the song? "Are you ok hun?" he asked as he pat the side of the bench where there was room for the other to come sit. "You can join me and i'll play oyu a little something if you want." he said softly. He planned on playing some nice classical but if the male asked about the song he might...play it...if he didn't feel scared to. [02:11] Alexina: Lute gave a weak laugh when Ichi asked if he woke him. “No, I sort of woke myself, I do that at times.” The boy had been known to sit straight up from past pain or nightmares reliving themselves. Lute rubbed the back of his own neck, slightly embarrassed that he was so weak still in those ways. “I only heard a little, is it one of your homework projects?” He would slowly walk over to join the male glancing over the keyboard. Lute was a genius in his own right, in the manner of he could probably teach himself anything if he wanted to learn. Instead he just stayed silent and in the shadow unless it was needed of him. Gently he would press a random key, allowing the sound to echo through his mind perhaps hoping to release some of the tension. “What’s wrong?” He knew something was up, he felt it, else the other male would be able to sleep fine wouldn’t he? “Was it something I did? Say?” [02:28] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he came over and sat next to him. "Well im glad i didn't wake you...id feel bad if i woke you." he smiled a little as he looked at the male and shook his head. "Not school related...i wrote it." he said with another blush. He didn't know what the male would think about what he had heard and how he felt about it. He watched him poke the key and smiled as he hit a few more playing a little part of a classical song he liked. "You did nothing hun. I just had the lyrics to my song come to me...while i was sleeping and i wanted to hear it all together." he said softly as he glanced at him. "You would never do anything to upset me." he said softly as he leaned in and kissed the males lips softly. "Do you want me to play a little something for you?" he asked softly. [02:36] Alexina: Lute laughed some when Ichi spoke of feeling bad if he woke him. “I don’t think I would mind if you did. Now if it’s Elisa, and with an annoying ring in the early morning . . .” He gave the male a gentle smile and slightly teasing look, Lute liked to sleep in, stay up late, and pretty much avoid everyone except outside of work. During work the poor guy probably got touched more than animals at a petting zoo with the people who flirted and he didn’t even take notice of the advancements. Lute’s hands felt to his side when Ichi started to play, and he would lean over slightly to rest his head on the male’s shoulder. “You might want to write them down then before you forget.” He said softly nodding some when he said Lute wouldn’t upset him. “I try not too. . .” He said before gently returning the kiss. “It’s hard at times though, I don’t think I’m a violent man, but . . . sometimes I want to just slug some of those royals that come in.” Racest? Then again Lute probably had just reason to be. “If you want . . . As long as it was inspiration that kept you awake, and not nightmares.” He smirked before shaken his head. [02:55] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and purred as he nuzzled him. "I don't want to wake you unless i need to though. I like watching you sleep your very cute." he said as he stroked his hair and face and smiled. "You knowi hate letting those males flirt with you in the casino right?" he asked softly as he kissed him once more softly. He smiled and nodded as he reached out and ran his fingertips softly over the keys. "I don't blame you. I think you would just rather not risk one of them finding out who you are and hurting you. but i wont let anyone do that." he looked at him and smiled a little. "I haven't had any nightmares since i started sharing a bed with you." he said as he started playing his song that he had written for Lute. He hummed the lyrics to it as he played and turned on the rest of the music to go with the piano. He closed his eyes and played and thought about Lute and how much it ment that Lute was the muse for his new song. Music Only[03:12] Alexina: Lute gave him an odd look at the whole cute when your sleep comment. “You have to stop doing that.” He spoke softly. “I can handle myself . . .” He sighed some when Ichi spoke of the males only to shrug. “I’m used to it.” He glanced to the male before standing some. “Let me fix us some tea or something. Maybe . . . I can try mixing a few new drinks? I got some ideas of my own after reading through a few more books, maybe create some new ones.” The touches, he was just an object to most, something not worth respect, a tool, a tainted soul. When Ichi started to play and hum Lute paused some, it had a slight classical meets modern feel to it. The beat was slow yet uplifting. He moved slowly to hug the boy from behind as if saying he was proud of him, kissing the back of his head. “Seems you found another path you can go down.” Ichi had a lot of interest, Lute . . . just did what he had to do, it was odd to be around him at times. In away though, Ichi gave Lute a chance to start dreaming on his own off and on, not to just be a clog in the machine. [03:27] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "i know...i..." he looked at him. "I don't want you to see someone you want more then me...does that seem wrong?" he asked. He hadn't been with someone like this since Eros and that...had ended bad. And he hadn't been monogamus since then. He didnt know what to think about these feelings. He played softly still and looked at him and nodded. "Tea is welcome. And mother would love new drinks. She likes to try them all and would like something she hasn't had before." he said as he played and then enjoyed Lute on his back. He smiled and hummed softly. "Another path? how so?" He looked at the male and smiled at him. "Do you want to read the lyrics? I'll write themn down for you." he said softly. He felt he might be able to let the other understand better the song if they were written rather then sung but he...wanted the other to know that the song was for Lute. [03:36] Alexina: Lute’s cheeks would turn bright red at Ichi’s words, and he silently shook his head. “No, it doesn’t.” He said softly thinking it over, perhaps trying to remember people at work and all. “I haven’t felt out of control with anyone else, have you notice any signs that I might want someone?” He couldn’t help smirk some, not trying to make Ichi paranoid but more trying to sooth it. “I don’t even notice or remember half who approach me . . . its how I survive. I don’t like the looks most give me.” “I mean, you’re skilled.” Lute said softly trying to find away to word better what he meant. “It’s as if most avenues are opened to you, whatever you want to be.” He gave Ichi a smile at that kissing the man’s cheek before pulling away. “But it’s not only that, you just seem to enjoy everything you do . . . it makes the world seem more possible at times.” He nodded before pausing at the door as if confused. “Um . . . which would you prefer now? Tea or the other?” Once more Ichi had kept him for his stable train of thought. [03:44] Kisa: He smiled at him and liked his answer. He was glad he didn't think about others or notice them. "You notice me?" he asked softly as he pulled the male close and turned so he pulled the male into his lap. "Do you notice the looks i give you?" he asked softly nuzzlign the males neck softly as he held him close and kissed over him. He thought about what the male said about his ability and skill to play. He raised a brow and nodded. "I enjoy alot of things. And i try to make sure i am good at it even with my arm. It makes it hard sometimes and i had to work really hard to play how i do. I had to learn guitar left handed so i could feel the cords." he said softly against his boyfriends neck as he kissed him once more. He let him go knowing he was distracting the male and smiled. "Tea please. I love how you make the tea." he said softly as he turned back to the keys and started playing some complicated classical piano. [03:52] Alexina: Lute gave Ichi a look at his question before laughing some. “How you stalk me, yes, I noticed.” He allowed the other to pull him close actually leaning into him. “Some of the looks are disturbing.” Lute answered honestly, but it was probably his innocence kicking in. “I can’t read your mind, so I don’t always know if they’re good or bad. I catch you glaring at times, but from the earlier question, that may have been meant towards the others.” He of course would have kept an eye on Ichi back, given up his necklace almost was like making the male his new lifeline. He would gently kiss Ichi’s lips before kissing his forehead. Standing when he was let go to make tea. “If it helps, I can’t tell the difference.” Lute gave a weak smile shaken his head. “Might be a bad thing, maybe it’s just something I’m not skilled in. But you do just as well as everyone else in your many feats, if not better.” [03:57] Kisa: Ichi smiled a little as he played with his eyes closed. "I don't mean to stalk you. I just have nothing else to do. and i'd rather keep an eye on you, especially with how many Royals come to my moms place." he said with a smile as he peeked an eye at him. "They are ment for the others. I only think good things when i look at you." he said as he fought off the arousal he felt at how innocent the other was. He would need to fix that soon just to get the anticipation of it all off his mind. "I'm glad. I worked hard to be good at it. mother liked listening to me when i was first starting. I don't get to play for anyone often, till now." he said as he closed his one eye and played happily. "I like knowing im better then most who have two real hands." he said softly before going quiet as he played. [04:07] Alexina: Lute of course would be gone for a few coming back with fresh warm tea just the way he liked it. Pulling close a small table to set it on by Ichi not wanting to ruin the beautiful piano by mistake, standing behind him sipping his own. “So you need more hobbies?” Lute questioned confused, nothing better to do didn’t sound like a good thing to him. “Only one Royal knew of me.” Lute said softly unconcerned or fearful of royals. “I just have harsh judgments in their area . . .” He would continue to sip his drink. “Most I don’t probably notice, but the few who parade it around like a peacock, like they’re the only bright light in this dim world. . .” Lute had to pause his hand had started to shake out of a slight rage and he had almost spilt his tea. “That place means a lot to you and your family though, so I do my best not to cause any more problems than I already do. I’m sorry if how I am makes you have to watch me.” He of course listened carefully to Ichi before glancing to the window a slight idea coming to mind. “Why don’t you play for your mom’s casino once in awhile then? If you’re there anyways? It would grant you pay, and I’m sure . . . you could catch a few fans perhaps. If not it would keep you from getting bored just sitting around because of me.” [04:21] Kisa: Ichi loved smelling the tea as Lute made it. He loved the smell of tea and he loved the smell of Lute. It was a lot of win there. He looked over him as he came over with the drink and smiled as he finished out his song. Stopping he looked at him and took the tea and smiled. "I could use more hobbys but i could just get to know you more and get to know your body more if you want to know mine more. That would be a fun hobby." he said with a smile as he sipped the tea, just how he liked it. He looked at Lute and smiled. "You don't cause any trouble to me or my family buisness. It is quite the opposite i haven't been in that place as often as i am now. Its nice but it also reminds me why i don't like going there." seeing his mother drinking and cheating her way at tables, even if it was her own casino and it didn't matter to her if she cheated, but seeing her flirt and drink and go off to smoke and do a few...other drugs wasn't something he liked. She was a wild creature and she didn't have very many limits. After Madness had broken her heart Ichi had been her life line for a long time, but he could only do so much and his mother wasn't one to ever go to bed alone. So once she was done useing her son to help her sleep, not in s exual way mind you, only in a 'i need something i love yo cuddle with' way. He hadn't been neeeded and she had looked for any one and everyone it seemed to fill her void of loss over her love and over everything. He looked at Lute when he suggested playing at the casino. "No. Mother owuld just make a fit over getting my name out and getting others to think highly of me. She wishes she was a Royal you know? She wishes for nothing more then to be worth something and to be good at something. But she is. Best card counter and black jack cheat there ever was. I'm almost as good as her but i don't enjoy it the same." he said as he finished the tea and set his and Lutes empty glasses aside and lifted Lute into his arms and held him close. "That song i was playing is for you..."he said softly as he smiled at him. "I...just wanted you to know..." he said blushing again. [04:35] Alexina: Lute gave Ichi such a confused look when he spoke of learning Lute’s body more. Of course the boy didn’t understand. “You mean your markings?” Lute said leaning against him when the male pulled to hold him once more. His hand tracing about Ichi’s back, probably already knowing some of those by heart. “I don’t see where knowledge like that will advance you, unless you’re hoping to become a doctor or artist. If so Elisa would be more help than me . . . she’s studying to be a nurse.” Hearing about Ichi not liking to go to the casino made Lute frown though and a bit annoyed. “Then don’t go.” To Lute it was that simple, he didn’t want Ichi anywhere the boy didn’t want to be. Of course Lute had no clue what reason the boy had for not going. He notice Ichi’s mom and how she was, but he could only imagine his mother might have been the same before she was claimed. Hearing about his mom wanting to be royal though just made Lute growl a little, he couldn’t help it, his arms wrapping around Ichi tightly a bit. “No . . . I didn’t know. She should earn what she wants on her own either way though.” Poor Lute was just given more and more reason to avoid Ichi’s mom, to the point of maybe even quitting and finding a new job elsewhere. When Ichi spoke of the song he wrote being for Lute though the anger seemed to fade into surprise and shock. “It’s way too beautiful for me.” He said softly, leaning his head against Ichi some. “It’s uplifting, almost magical in a sense.” [04:42] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. Innocent to the core. He loved that about him...there he went again with that feeling! He pushed it aside for the moment. He kissed him softly. "You know how i've been...doing more then kiss you the last few days? Thats how i want to know you. Show you more things we can do together when were alone. Things to make us feel good." he said softly as he smiled and lifted Lute up to hold him in his arms as he walked to his bedroom and snuggled Lute into the bed. "I could. But i really do want to go to watch you. And see you working. It gives me motivation to think and i get to see my uncle." he said with a smile as he nuzzled the male. "Mom used to live with a Royal. As....well kind of an adopted daughter for him. She watched him get killed and im sure he was the only person she ever ever loved. More then me or my siblings. She wants to be a Royal like he was for reals but i think shes secretly scared of it too." he said softly. "Don't take it personal she had good selfish reasons for it." he said softly. "Its not too beautiful for you. Its just right. Its about how i like you just the way you are." he said softly. "Do you want to hear the words?" he asked pulling Lute to his chest and stroking the males back softly, making sure to get over the scar there knowing it was sensitive. [04:53] Alexina: Lute turned bright red when Ichi mentioned more than kissing. How could he forget? Of course Lute sighed as Ichi started to carry him, after all Lute was starting to develop issues of having to remind Ichi he was still male after all. Of course he couldn’t help but smile when they reached the bed draping his arms around Ichi some. “Nothing off limits . . . you said that.” He shrugged not having a clue what he was getting into. The mood of course shifted with talk of royal’s and Ichi’s mom, Lute always tensed easily about that stuff, and he would just cling to Ichi some unsure of everything. If she made royal, would that make him a royal in his own way? If she was adopted royal . . . his minds thoughts were roaming not all to good places, he even missed what Ichi was saying to him he was so deep in thought. It was the stroke to his back that seemed to snap him out of it. Lute jerking slightly out of surprise of the sudden good feeling, looking quite shocked and embarrassed. “I’m . . . I’m sorry?” [04:57] Kisa: Ichi pushed aside talk of his mother and smiled as he kissed him and rolled to his back pulling Lute into his right side and still running his fingers softly over his back and his scar. "Nothing is off limits. I care for you and i want to show you that. I just don't want to push you too far." he said as he smiled and kissed the top of his head. "Don't be sorry. Its fine." he said. He wasn't sure he could have sang the song to Lute right now any ways. He would get too shy about opening up so much at once. He purred as he closed his eyes softly and played with Lutes necklace around his neck. "Do you like when i teach you new things?" he asked softly. "By that i mean in the bedroom? When i do more then kiss you, do you like that?" [05:03] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help but shutter from pleasure at Ichi’s touch to his scar. He was listening once more at least, given the boy a gentle smile, although at a lost once more to do. All poor Lute could do was learn by example. The question had Lute’s hear quicken and he couldn’t help feeling light headed again. “I’m not a fan of having to answer questions like that.” He gave a weak smile, he liked it, but he disliked the lack of control he had at times. He could easily lose himself in Ichi’s kisses alone and he worried that it wasn’t fair to Ichi. Slowly Lute allowed his hand to shift through Ichi’s hair some. “What do you mean by push me too far? If you mean further than anyone else has ever even tried, you had surpassed that the very first night with your kiss alone.” [05:09] Kisa: Ichi smiled and felt the others heart quicken against his chest and smiled. just knowing he was doing that to him was making Ichi want the other but he couldn't get over his own past about that. He looked at him and smiled. "The loss of control is how you know your enjoying it. It shows that you want me as much as i want you." he said as he closed his eyes and purred at the hand in his hair. He kept moving his hand over the males scar and smiled. "Oh no i mean push you too far as in...into actually having sex with you. I don't want to hurt or scare you and that can be scary for one as innocent as you." he said softly. Eros had been as innocent as Lute when Ichi had taken him. But Ichi had thought it was all a dream and he had been so confused when he woke to find it wasn't and be broken when Eros ran from him. "I wont let my self hurt you so im scared to get carried away and push you to leave me. It...hurts me to think of it." [05:15] Alexina: Lute’s blushed darkened more if it was possible and his eyes took on that shimmer. “But, if I have no control, how can I know for sure I’m doing it right?” He said softly moving to kiss, then actually nibble some on Ichi’s ear, the one in which he removed the tag. “That’s just a risk you will have to take when you’re ready then.” He whispered softly afterwards before kissing it once more. “I can’t promise either way how it will go, I just know, you’re the only one who has ever made me feel like this before.” [05:21] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and purred happily when the male nibbled on his ear. "Right now its me showing you how it all works. You dont need to have alot of control, just enough not to pass out on me ok? When you are comfortable you can try what you learned on me but i wont make you." he said with a smile as he held back a groan. He looked at him and bit his lip softly. "What if im scared of it though? What...What will i do if i never see you again cause of it..." he said softly as he curled Lute into his chest and held him close. He cared too much. "I know you cant promise anything. And i know eventually i'll get to the point where i want you more then im scared and i'll show you what it can really be like between us and i'll just hope you don't leave me...I might break inside." he said. He imagined himself hurting him and Lute leaving and Ichi becoming an apartment version of the Phantom of the opera. [05:28] Alexina: Lute actually purred back at the groan only to be held close suddenly. He would drape his arms tightly around Ichi just holding him there for support. “And I have a fear of never leaving at times.” Lute managed a small smirk finding it ironic really. “I told you how I was the first night, before I even saw your apartment.” He said softly, he wasn’t about to lead on the boy with false hopes. “I don’t want you to break, I don’t want you doing things you don’t like because of me. I don’t even want you at the casino anymore unless you want too.” He sighed pulling away some finally. “In fact, tonight alone has got me thinking of quitting. I’m sure I can find a job elsewhere if need be.” He looked Ichi in the eyes, a bit of sadness in his own. That was one thing about Lute, he tended to be honest with those who were close to him. Customers ever at time, he was polite, he just wouldn’t answer questions that well . . . were best unanswered. “Only thing that slightly scares me is your closeness to royals . . .” He sighed softly knowing he probably shouldn’t have said that. [05:36] Kisa: Ichi frowned and knew he shouldn't have talked so much about hismother. He pet the males face as he looked at him and smiled softly. "Lute i go cause i want to watch you and it makes me happy. Nothing else in that place matters to me." he said softly as he sighed softly and looked at him. "Please don't...pay attention to my mother. Shes great she really is. She just...shes always been kind of hig mateninance." he said softly as he looked at him. "I...wont stop you if you really want to leave but she hasn't really bothered you and the other royals do more then her." he said as he looked away and then frowne dand looked back at him. "I'm not close to any of them. They all know what happened to me, cause of how close they are to mother. I wont have anything to do with them cause they are the worse about my arm. I fit in better with the outcasts like my father and they know that. I'm not accepted by them anymore then their own trash is. Dont be scared of me please..." he said as he slowly flipped Lute and nuzzled him as he kissed over his neck and chest gently as he just took in his smell to calm himself. "I'm sorry i scared you about my mother..." [05:48] Alexina: Lute actually would pull away more listening to Ichi’s word, moving to sit on the edge of the bed, allowing his head to rest in his hands some while he thought, back to Ichi. Of course the other male went on with his please which didn’t help much. It was hard to think and listen at times. “Stop coming.” He said softly with a slight strict voice after awhile. “If it’s just to watch me, stop coming.” He couldn’t help frown some, was it he really needed to be watched THAT much. Was he really that dangerous? “If that’s an issue I’ll find a new job.” Lute just shook head head and closed his eyes when Ichi went on about royals, how they treated him and such. He didn’t understand Lute’s fear, it was more being trapped like his mother was, foolishly. She loved his father, they were happy . . . he had ruined that all . . . if this was the same thing . . . he didn’t want it. “Please stop.” Lute would say softly after awhile, he didn’t want Ichi to keep on, he didn’t like how it flickered his own paranoia. [06:00] Kisa: Ichi watched him and frowned seeing how upset he had gotten and then his ears went back in sadness at the way that Lute snapped at him in his own way. He would do what it took to keep his Lute happy. "I...I wont come anymore..." he sais softly. He sounded a little broken as he looked away and made sure he was scooted over enough to give the male his space. He didn't want him feeling crowded. He glanced at him and knew he should have stopped talking about his mother. "I'm sorry..." he said as he held back the tears as he tried to think of anything but how he had upset his Lute. He didn't know he wasn't allowed to watch his boyfriend....or go with him. He just...just loved being around him and he was ever protective of everyone he cared for in his life. He looked at him wished he understood how to make Lute more comfortable with it or how to change his own self to not keep ******** up his relationships. He licked his lips which were suddenly dry and looked at Lute. "If your...mad with me you don't have to sleep here tonight..." he said as he held back tears at feeling like such a fool for upsetting the male. [06:08] Alexina: Lute was upset but it wasn’t all at Ichi, he sighed as the boy stuttered about not coming. “I’m not going to hurt anyone.” He said trying to calm his anger a bit. “I’m not going to attack some royal even if they may deserve it. I don’t plan to do security, or do anything past what the job is. I won’t poison anyone, and I’ll do it to the best of my ability.” Now Lute was feeling a bit hurt, why did Ichi have to watch him, why couldn’t he just trust him. “I may look dark . . . but by now you should know better.” With that Lute actually stood, the comment about not having to stay there pushing him more away. “Nice to know I have permission to leave.” Uncalled for, a bit bitter, but those words cut Lute deeper than Ichi would probably even realize. It was a struggle within himself, one that he was starting to lose. Maybe a night under the stars would be best . . . [06:16] Kisa: Ichi shook his head seeing that Lute wasn't understanding him at all and hurried to stand and rush to his boyfriend. "No! Lute now please i did't mean that! I don't watch you to watch you for that. None of that. I enjoy watching you. I love it. I don't like being away from you. I could care less if you were going on a bloody rampage or sitting there petting cats or making drinks. I watch to make sure no one else tried to hurt you or give you greif..."He felt the tears coming as he carefully blocked the male. "Please believe me i would never think you would do something like any of that. and i would sooner kill them my self then let you do that. Lute i just want to be with you...Your all i have right now...." he said as he looked at him. "I don't even have someone like Elisa to talk to. If you wernt here i would only talk to my teachers." he said. His mother called once a week maybe but he didn't hardly talk to her much even though he cared for his mother. "I...I ment if you don't want to stay in my bed with me you have yours." he was honestly scared Lute wouldnt come back tomorrow, though he was sure he would cause he hadn't asked for the necklace back. He looked at him as a tear fell and he held his ears down sadly. "Please don't go. I didn't mean it like permission...you always have that. I would never make you stay if you want to leave..." he said as he felt panic rising in him at being alone after he had come to depend on the male to be there when he came home from school, when he got out of the shower. Holding him when he had been playing earlier had made him so happy... how had he ruined the night to get it to here now..."I don't want you to leave...please..." he said softly. [06:31] Alexina: Lute actually jumped back some when Ichi blocked his way. The boy’s words confused him, they made no sense. Why would just watching him be something one enjoyed? “I don’t need protection, I’m NOT fragile, I know how to fight and survive.” He said, but he couldn’t help soften when he saw the tears, lowering his head in shame allowing his hair to cover his face. “You don’t get it.” He said softly. The boy claimed no power, said he would never force but he never really had to. He naturally had that power. Sighing Lute would lean forward to kiss Ichi’s tears softly. “Please don’t cry . . . it hurts when you cry . . .” What was Lute to do, seeing Ichi like this alone lost any power he had to fight. “I suppose it’s too late anyways.” Lute’s words were soft almost like a mere echo as he moved to brush some of Ichi’s hair out of his face. “You already have me trapped in a way. It would be foolish of me to try to fight it too much.” [06:37] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and shook his head. "I know you can...I dont dooubt you. That scar shows you stronger then i am in ways. You got it much younger then me...I know you are i just...if you got really hurt and i wasn't there to atleast help i would feel bad...horrid." he said as he felt the other kiss his tears away. It only caused more as he pulled Lute into his arms and held him close as more tears fell and he nuzzled te males neck. "I'm sorry..." was all he could think to say. He knew if the other cried he would feel the same. Lost about what to do with the other but make him better and stop crying. He nuzzled hte hand that pushed his hair back and smiled softly as he brushed the rest of his tears away. "If thats how you view it then its a trapped that you are willing to accept and you like as much as i do. Not me forcing you here to keep me happy. Please im so sorry i came off so wrong...Do you forgive me? I will still not come but to drop you off and make sure that everything looks fine and i'll leave...you can call me and i'll come get you even. I don't mind..." he said softly. [06:45] Alexina: Poor Lute felt a headache coming on. He adored the male greatly but he wasn’t used to someone this interested in him ever. “I refuse to have you look after me.” He said calmly shaken his head. “If I get hurt I get hurt, I’ll survive, and the same can be said for you.” He sighed moving to actually gently kiss Ichi’s lip. “I don’t know about you, but I have a reason to survive now at least.” Lute would gentle stroke Ichi’s hair holding him tightly. “I just, don’t like feeling so weak, it’s bad enough I lose control around you off and on.” He said softly. “I’ll find my way to and from work on my own. You can visit off and on, but don’t come all the time, and not just for me.” He held Ichi close, feeling so bad for making him cry . . . he never wanted that. “Staying to make you happy is part of the trap at times.” He sighed not sure how to explain. “I’m afraid of us being like my parents.” He said softly after awhile. “They . . . they loved each other greatly . . . and . . . well you know how that ended.” Lute was at least trying to confess, explain where his real fears were. But how was it possible for Lute to understand differences?
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 10:30 pm
Confusion:
[00:51] Kisa: Ichi sat at his keybord playing something to distract himself from Lute being at work and him not being there...not keeping an eye on those perverts who might try to pick up his lute...who were touching him. He was texting his uncle John asking how it was going but John was an a** and hated phones so he would jsut send back 'hes fine ******** off.' every so often when Ichi kept bugging him. He couldn't take it any more and went to shower to think about anything else but that Lute better come home soon or Ichi might have a heart attack from worry. He had felt so bad after the misunderstanding they had had the other night that he had made sure to try to give Lute some space and let him know that he knew he was strong and that he was capable of protecting himself, but that didn't mean Ichi wasn't worrying and waiting for his Lute to come home to him. He missed him so much...
[01:26] Alexina: Lute did his job like normal, no new glitches, his eyes would roam to Ichi’s old spot often. And he might seem quite annoyed, more at himself than anyone. Why was he worried about the boy? He had nothing to do? Needed a hobby? Course it didn’t help that Lute always left that cell phone Elisa got him at home either. Poor Lute had thoughts to settle, so after work he wouldn’t just go home. In fact he would go for a long walk, exploring or just letting his mind drift. It was nice to be outside again, almost freeing in away. It had a calm sense to it, he needed nature perhaps . . . and was getting cabin fever otherwise. He would roam for awhile sighing at the few couples he saw. He didn’t know how to act, what to do.
Finally he would find himself picking up a dozen roses, and some chocolates. The poor fool blushing the whole way home feeling like an idiot. Ichi was male . . . not female . . . but even he had no clue what to get him. It was passing by a store that got Lute to pause. Buying one more item he spent a good hour or so outside with it. He had bought music paper, since Ichi was so brilliant with it, and had sat outside crafting all sorts of shapes and roses, and cranes and whatever else he could manage into a new sort of bouquet, wrapping the extra paper around it so Ichi had some to use if he wanted any. Glancing to the roses then the papers he sighed feeling like an idiot. Standing he would finally make his way home, only to pause outside of the door fiddling with the stuff. What was he thinking? The only knock Ichi would get was Lute’s head on the door as he banged it lightly once on it out of frustration and embarrassment.
[01:42] Kisa: Ichi had just gotten out of the shower and was drying off and cleaning all the water out of his arm. It was all water proof and it was fine but he didn't like water stuck in the parts orr anything and he wanted to think of something else other then the fact that he was worried about everything. He finished and brushed out his wet hir and braided it as he perked his ears up hearing a noise. A thunk...on the door? He frowned and pulled on a pair of pants and walked over to the front door and opened it. Lute was there with...things. "Lute? Is everything ok?" he asked a little worried that someone had given the male his roses. "Who gave you those?" he asked feeling a little sad about it. He looked over them and saw the music papers. He raised a brow...why did he have music papers...and...chocolates? He looked upset and worried about something too. "You seem bothered by something...did something happen?" he asked stroking Lutes face softly and gently leading him into the house and to the couch. "Was work ok?" he asked with a smile trying not to let it show that he was so worried or that he was so happy that Lute was back, though he was worried as to who had given him all these things.
[01:58] Alexina: Lute of course almost fell forward when the door was suddenly opened. His eyes widen and he would glance to the things he had, not even given a chance to really answer much. Something seemed wrong with Ichi . . . did he not like the items? “I just had a long walk is all.” Lute said softly confused by all the sudden questions, nodding, work was work. Lute sat down, only to lift the items towards Ichi. “I knew I was being foolish.” He said softly, the male seemed not to like the items at all. “I got them from the shops who sold them.” He refused to glance Ichi in the eyes now. Ichi was his lifeline in away or at least held the one thing he used to take strength from. It was like going out without a security blanket at times. Lute kept telling himself that he needed to get stronger though; he needed to prove his strength more so there weren’t any questions about it.
[02:10] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and smiled a little. He was glad to see that work had been work. He looked at the male when he offered him the things. He looked over the male and opened his mouth to say something and then closed it. He felt tears in his eyes and he took the flowers. "For...me...?" he asked softly as he felt more tears. No one had gotten him presents before. He found that Lutes necklace was more of a line to keep him and Lute together not a present. But...this...He set it aside and pulled Lute into his arms and held him close. He felt all the worry leaving him as he held the male inhis arms. "Oh Lute..." he said softly as he nuzzled hte male and couldn't help feeling the tears break free. Lute had felt bad for the other night and had gotten Ichi something to make up for it. He nuzzled the male and pulled him close into his lap and just held him while he tried to get the tears to stop so he didnt upset Lute.
[02:15] Alexina: Lute was pulled about before he could even get his thoughts straight again. Only managing a nod when Ichi asked if the gifts were for him, and before he knew it he was in Ichi’s lap once more. About to protest some, he noticed Ichi’s tears and felt a great dread feel him. Raise a hand to gently wipe them away, he hadn’t meant to hurt the male again. “I’m sorry, I . . . I won’t do it again.” The poor guy felt it might have been the gifts that caused the tears in a bad way. “Was it because I ruined some paper you could have used? I can unfold it all . . . I’ll even try to iron it out if you wish. I got extra as well just in case.” Lute really didn’t have a clue about relationships; he was just trying his best. “Are they wrong? Is there something different you’re suppose to get males instead?”
[02:27] Kisa: Ichi shook his head and smiled at him and he pet Lutes hair. "Lute i have never gotten a present like this before. Things from mom on my birthday but never... never a real gift for no reason like this." he said as he smiled and kissed the male softly. "Your too perfect." he said softly as he nuzzled him. "you did wonderful. Ive never had someone do this for me hun." he said with a smile as he kissed him softly. "Don't unfold them their beautiful. I'll save them and put them on a shelf. their beautiful." he said as he stood and took the flowers to the kitchen and put them in a vace with water. "I'll put them in my room. Thank you." he said as he moved back to Lute and hugged him. "Thank you so much." he said with a smile.
[02:32] Alexina: Lute was at a lost a bit confused. The male was always one who was flighty, and in truth Lute couldn’t help but smile back some seeing how happy he was. Ever kiss he returned only to feel bad when Ichi spoke of gifts for no reason. “But I do have a reason.” He said softly turning to watch Ichi run around with everything. “I . . . it’s . . .” how was he to explain the reason. “It’s what people dating do?” What a crappy way to put it. He stood only to be hugged again by Ichi and manage a small laugh. “I’ll go get the tea ready, I’m sorry I didn’t think to bring home anything to eat.” The poor guy was probably working his mind silly on trying to find something good as a couple gift but not stupid, or wrong, or overdone.
[02:44] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and sat back down pulling Lute into his lap. "Yes dating people do get eachother gifts. But none of my others ever got me any. So this is the most wonderful surprise gift. It made me feel so much better." he said softly as he purred and nuzzled the males neck. He couldn't help how happy he was with the way that Lute was warming up to this relationship. He smiled at him and let him go so he could make the tea. "thank you. I hope your not sad cause i didn't get you something too. I'll get you something too. I'll surprise you ok hun?" he asked with a smile as he turned on a soft movie. "Are you hungry?" he asked with a smile. "I can order something."
[03:01] Alexina: Lute felt so confused, why had such a simple thing made Ichi so happy. He just gave a gntle smile and move to gently kiss Ichi’s lip when he stood. “No.” His voice was calm as he went to fix the tea. “I don’t want you to get me something.” He said slightly confused, was that what relationship gifts were about? Did he have to keep trading off presents now? He didn’t want that. Running a hand through his hair Lute couldn’t help wonder how he made things into an even bigger mess. He just . . . wanted to do something nice for Ichi is all. Bringing over the tea he would stand being Ichi sipping his and thinking. Could he afford a decent dinner for them? He didn’t want to make Ichi feel like he had to pay.
[03:10] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "I'll get you something i promise. I cant not get you something now. It would be rude of me. You don't want me to be rude do you?" he asked softly. "I'll surprise you with it so you don't know when its coming. I promise you'll like it." he said with a smile as he watched the male. Talking his tea he smiled at him as he seemed to be thinking while he sipped his tea. "I'm buying diner. don't give me that look. I love buying dinner for those i date and i would rather get you dinner then make either of us cook." he said with a smile. "What are you in the mood for?" he asked happily. He knew the male was growing confused over all this but Ichi was just one of those that liked to be sweet on his partners. He also thought about going all the way with Lute tonight but he would see how he felt closer to bed time.
[03:16] Alexina: Lute paused hearing Ichi’s question about being rude, a cute smirk crossed his lips as he sipped the tea once more before answering. “Yes.” He didn’t mine Ichi being rude, at the moment he was more worried about this being a gift war of sorts, he didn’t want a gift war . . . was that why the others never got Ichi anything? It was a battle no one could win. Lute of course gave Ichi a serious look as he felt the others could read his thoughts at times. “I suppose I’ll need to learn how to cook. It wouldn’t be an issue if I learnt . . .” Poor Lute only knew how to cook over a fire and grills though and usually fish or what not he caught himself. It actually made Lute smile a bit, was cooking something he could do that would help Ichi out a lot? Could he manage to do it, keep cleaning up and the job?
[03:30] Kisa: Ichi stood and moved to him and wrapped his arms around him. "Mmmm but i don't want to be rude. And its not how i was raised. I'll get you one thing and i promise you don't have to get me anything else. Not unless you end up wanting to again later." he said with a smile as he sighed happily. "Your too cute. If you want to learn how to cook then you can by all means. I have cook books over there" He said pointing to them. "But it never works out for me. The one thing that i cant do well." he said with a smile as he kissed him. "But im ordering food tonight. So go look at the menus in the kitchen and tell me what you would like most." he said leading the male to the kitchen and showing him where the menus were. "If you want to take cooking classes i can help you with that too." he said happily as he hopped up onto the counter.
[03:34] Alexina: Lute glanced to the menu’s then over to the cooking books. “No classes, classes means being around others.” He was a loner in his own way. He would shrug at the menu’s pushing them towards Ichi. “You decide.” He said softly before turning to go look for the books, running his fingers along them lightly. This was something he could do for Ichi, but was cooking really that hard? If Ichi couldn’t do it . . . “What do you usually like to eat? You like sweets, I can tell by how you take your tea . . .”
[03:37] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him as he looked through the menus. "Mmm well i love pasta. And i love meat." he said with a teasing smile as he snapped his jaws together and grinned. "I like some spice to my food. I enjoy salads and yes sweets. I'll be having those chocolates for desert." he said happily as his little bob tail swished behind him. "Mmm i love shrimp, but picky with my fish, not a salmon fan." he said as he looked and picked up one of the menus. "Tacos ok with you?" he asked with a smile. "They have good white fish tacos." he said happily.
[03:46] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help being slightly amused; they seemed so different in minor ways. Then again Lute kept to more of the simple natural stuff usually. Moving a few book near the sofa so he could read while Ichi watched a movie or did his homework, or whatever the other felt like Lute would finally come back to the boy’s side. “They sound interesting, I’m not sure I would want fish with mine though.” He gave a weak smile, he lived mostly off fish and rabbits and what not when he lived outside after all. He would lean over peaking at the menu while Ichi held it, pointing to one or two items he thought sounded interesting. “So I take it, cooking will be a solo expedition for me?” He laughed not minding at all . . . more worried about it being difficult. He wanted to do it for Ichi after all, and failing wouldn’t end well.
[03:51] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "No fish in yours it is then. I like their steak here so its ok." he said as he called and ordered what Lute wanted as well as some things he wanted. He smiled as he was done with the phone and looked at Lute. "Oh no i'll help a little. It might work better with you doing it. Maybe your the missing piece that was the reason i couldn't cook well." he said with a smile. "I was ok with some of the sweets. Cookies and frosting im good with." he said happily. He got off the counter and walked to the couch, leading Lute with him as he sat and pulled the male down with him gently. "Do you know it ment alot for you to come home with presents for me?" he asked softly playing gently with Lutes hair.
[03:59] Alexina: Lute of course followed, probably making sure he wasn’t getting in Ichi’s way of the work he needed to do. It was nice to be of his feet though; the long day was stressful as it was without the minor pain. Laughing some at Ichi’s words he would shake his head, “I highly doubt that. I’m sure . . . it’s just something very hard to do. Not like putting something on a stick over a fire somewhere.” Sighing at Ichi’s last question Lute just shook his head, why did he always ask odd things like that? “I just . . . I had a lot to think about so I went for a walk. I never been in a relationship before, and off and on I would spot a happy couple . . .” He sighed, he had made Ichi cry, more than once now . . . they were far from those that he saw around. “Some of them got, well surprises, and seemed to like them . . .” There wasn’t even another way to put it, he just wanted to do a good job at his first relationship. [04:06] Kisa: Ichi smiled. "Theres a fine touch to it. And theres alot to paying attentuon how flavors work together with what your working on. And i kept getting my stuff wrong and it all tasted bad." he said with a smile. He watched the male and smiled glad to see him making an effort in this. He pulled him close and wrapped his arms around Lutes middle. "You i think are the best present really. Do you really not want me to get you something back? I Really don't mind. But im also happy just holding you close and enjoying you in my arms. I could give you a back rub as a present if you don't want anything? Or i can play that song for you that i wrote." he said wanting to do something. "You have changed a lot of my life and i don't want to do something to upset you again."
[04:11] Alexina: Lute would lean over reaching or one of the many books, probably thinking deserts would be best to learn first. He couldn’t go wrong there right? Luckily with missing drinks Lute probably could take up cooking easier, after all mixing drinks could be a lot harder and Lute learned that fast. “There isn’t anything I want.” Lute said honestly flipping through the book some. The boy never did ask for much, never kept much, and most things would just be in the way at times. He lowered the book some when Ichi spoke of playing that lovely song again. Nodding slightly “I think I’ll like that.” The boy of course still had no clue it had words of course. Ichi’s talk about how Lute changed his life and a worried look would pass his face. After all, if Lute was the taint he was always told he was . . . would this just end up being horrible for Ichi in the end. Slowly Lute would just lean his head against the boy’s chest. “Don’t say that, only you can change your life.”
[04:20] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and held him close. "Your so cute." he said even though he planned to get Lute something, just cause he wouldn't let him know there was something he wanted. He had an idea for the male. He looked over the other and nodded. "After we eat i'll play the song in full for you ok." he said softly. Frowning when the other said what he did about chanigng his own life he smiled. "Lute you changed mine by giving me something to look forward to in my day. To waking up and wanting to be doing something. I haven't longed to hold something like i long to hold you. You brought joy to my boring life. Thats how you changed it. Only in good ways." he said running his hand over Lutes face softly and smiled. "My life has more meaning to it now and it makes me happy to have you in it."
[04:29] Alexina: Lute blinked some at Ichi’s words, and he couldn’t help smile and blush at how sweet they are. “I’m still considering my job.” He said softly, honestly to Ichi. “I don’t want to be in a place you don’t care for. I can work most places if I tried, and have even been given quite a few numbers.” Poor guy probably didn’t realize half or more of those numbers weren’t for jobs like he thought. He sighed resting his head against the males before kissing his nose. “You’re busy as it is, and I don’t want to slow you down, especially if you’re worried about me.”
[04:33] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and shook his head. "Those arnt the kind of numbers you think they are. Those are others who are trying to get you to either sleep with them or date you like i am. And i don't share those i care about like this." he said with a smile kissing him. There was a knock on the door and he got up and signed for the foor and came in to sit next to the male at the couch with the food. "And im not too busy to see you a few times when you want me around at your work with you. I'll just ignor mother or i can sit in the car out front and wait. Then i'll still work on my homework and it wont be a problem but i'll be there if you want to see me on your break and to take you there and home and if something upsets you." he said as he smiled and took out one of his tacos after giving Lute his foot and taking a bite.
[04:39] Alexina: Lute’s lips softly returned the kiss so easily as of lately. No hesitating or fear as much as when they started. “Wait . . . what?” What Ichi had said before it sunk in and Lute’s face turned white as a ghost. “So, Elisa teasing about me being paid more as a . . . “ The poor guy was a little speechless, after all who knows what his mother was before his father claimed her. He of course would glance over the food when he got it studying it at first taken only small bites. “Do I have to share?” The question was late surely, bt it probably roamed around his mind for awhile . . . his mom had to share even if she was his father’s favorite. The discussing he was about to lead to suggestion was lost in that question alone. [04:42] Kisa: Ichi almost coughed on his food as he laughed. "As a what? A stripper? Mom would love that but most of hers are females for all the male clients. and i would...like it if you didn't do that. I want you all to my self. And that should answer your share comment. I don't share you and i don't expect you to share me. I haven't thought about others or gone to bars or tried to find anyone since we started dating. I wont touch anyone else like i touch you. Your mine if you don't mind me saying so and i don't need anyone but you."
[04:47] Alexina: Lute gave Ichi a weak smile rubbing his back some as he coughed. “Yes, or a pole dancer.” It would have been hard on Lute to do anyways even if Ichi had wanted it. He usually wore shirts that hid his scars well after all. Even his one wing most took as a birth defect because he rarely talked about the other. “Try to find?” Lute glanced to Ichi only laughing a bit, it was amusing to him that people actually went out trying to fine such a thing and he stumbled upon in. “The world must be more of a depressing place than I thought, if one such as me can be so blessed, while those more deserving still must look and try.”
[04:52] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and finished his food and kissed lutes face. "I wont let you be a pole dancer. If you want to learn to do it for me and only me thats up to you. I'll have a pole put in your room even. And i wont tell Elisa." he said with a laugh. "And yes others try to find those that they care for or even love but most of them arnt lucky. It took me a long time to find you didn't it? And we both went through alot to ger here." he said as he stood and touched the necklace around his neck that was Lutes. "Blessed i agree. But you are just as deserving of my effections as i am of yours. our wonderful. My perfect Lute." he said stroking Lutes ear and moving to his keybord. "Well i did promise to play for you."
[04:56] Alexina: Lute laughed some when he spoke of pole dancing only for him, shaken his head many times over. “Have you seen . . . well of course you have . . . I don’t think I would want to do such a thing unless I had no other choice.” He had seen the stripers, the dancers at times when he served drinks. Hell a few may have even tried to drag HIM into a backroom when he was on break. He would turn to keep his eyes on Ichi but not moving from his spot. “I actually . . . had a slight compromise.” He said softly smiling before nodding to the boy. “but maybe we can talk more after you play.”
[04:59] Kisa: Ichi smiled and nodded. He didn't mind. If lute wanted to dance for him or not it was ok with him. As long as he wasn't dancing for anyone else either. He smiled as he raised a brow at the other. Compromise? He would ask after the song. "Ok...but...remember i wrote this song cause of you." he said softly as he blushed. It was his own way of opening himself and how he could think to express how he flet towards the male. He closed his eyes and started playing his song for Lute. He blushed as he played along and hoped that it didn't upset Lute.
[05:05] Alexina: Poor Lute sunk down in the sofa if Ichi sung as well. His whole body turning red, what else was the boy to do? He was embarrassed, lost, maybe even confused. Ichi really couldn’t have wrote this for him. His ears even tingled, and he would end of feeling horrible, how was he supposed to act to such a thing? The music alone was insane, now with the words. Poor Lute wasn’t sure if he could come out of his hiding spot on the sofa anytime soon. Not with how everything was tingling.
[05:13] Kisa: Ichi smiled a little as he finished the song and turned to ask Lute what he thought and saw that the male was red as a tomato and curled up in the couch hiding. "Oh did you hate it? Oh Lute im sorry..." he said as he moved over to the male and sat infront of him not touching him yet. "Are you mad at me? Did i upset you too much with my song? I didn't mean to..." he said softly as he frowned and hoped the male was like this cause he liked it not cause it had bothered his boyfriend. He bit his lip a little and worried Lute felt too weird about the song.
[05:18] Alexina: Lute of course was feeling quite dizzy at the moment, and the most he could do was try to shake his head and even that wasn’t going to work well. So instead he merely reached up to pull the boy close to him, nuzzling his face against Ichi’s chest to hide it. His beating heart up again . . . he thought he had gotten over these moments, knew Ichi and what to expect better by now. The man had managed to make him speechless though.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 2:10 am
[02:33] Kisa: It was a few days after Lute had brought him his presents and Ichi had picked up the gift for Lute. He loved it and hoped that Lute would want it really bad. Cause he thought it would make the male feel better. He smiled as he sat at home working on a new song. It wasn't anything special just some slow classical that was more of a self made challenge then anything. He was waiting for Lute to come home. He had set up a nice dinner that he had ordered though made sure to not make it too fancy so that lute wasnt put off by him having such a fancy dinner there for them. It was simple steak and potatoes with some veggies. He hoped that Lute wouldn't be too long coming home. He missed him and he was nervous about giving him his present. He looked out the windoe infront of his keybord and smiled as he looked up at the shelf next to the window and smiled seeing the little shapes made out of the music paper that Lute had done. IT was beautiful. the pages that wernt folded Ichi had written the song for lute on. He smiled glad that he had his Lute in his life. [02:48] Alexina: Lute of course did his job and did it well. After awhile he was starting to get used to seeing a few people, and shamefully learning a few of them by names even. In the end that didn’t matter though, he held no interest and bushed it off as being part of the job. Like most days after work Lute took a walk, it was relaxing, freeing . . . gave him that silent time he needed. He loved Ichi, but Lute had always been more solemn, it was hard to do that around his guy though. When he got to the house he would knock, he always knocked. It was as if out of politeness or not feeling like he belonged fully, or maybe just to let Ichi know he was home. [03:04] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he perked up at the knock. He was home! He smiled as he walked across the apartment and opened the door. He took Lute into his arms and held him and nuzzled him happily. "Welcome home." he said as he kissed him in welcome. "I have dinner on the table and i missed you." he said with a smile as he looked over the other and walked him inside. "How was work? Is it enjoyable or was it too busy or crazy?" He asked with a smile as he looked at the male and smiled. He was in a nice black dress shirt with some worn but nice jeans. He smiled as he looked over the male. He made him happy and Ichi knew he loved him but he wasn't sure how to exactly say that. He smiled though and waited to hear how Lutes day had been. [03:12] Alexina: Lute of course had embraced Ichi in return with a weak smile. He adored this male, but Lute wasn’t always a clinger, he wouldn’t protest though he never did. Ichi could do whatever he wanted and Lute would probably be happy and fine with it. Of course there were all the normal questions. Poor Lute always had a hard time with the ‘how was work one’ and felt bad. He had been working on given better answers slowly, more detail ones over time. If Ichi really wondered, it was the least he could do. “It was normal . . . I think the bar has picked up a few more regulars.” He would go on, probably sharing some of the stories he was told, honestly not interested in them himself, but remembering what he could in case Ichi was. He would naturally go to make them both some tea as he recounted. Glancing to dinner before given Ichi a smile shaken his head. “Did you make this?” Was the boy taken over what he was going to try to do for him? [03:15] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he nodded at him while he told him some of the stories about the bar. He walked intot he kitchen with hima nd looked at the food on the table. He laughed softly. "No. Silly i told you i cant cook. I went and got it and put it out just a bit ago. Its still warm. But...i wanted you to have a nice dinner...before i give you your present." he said with a smile as he gently pulled Lute over to the table and sat him in his chair. "I already made tea and yours is just how you like it. I have all my stuff over here to add to it how i like." he said with a smile as he sat down. the dinning table wasn't too big, Ichi had been the only one to sit here before so he hadn't needed a big one. So thay were practically seated next to each other. "Help your self." he said with a smile as he put some food on his plate. [03:38] Alexina: Lute blinked as Ichi stopped him from making the tea. That was . . . odd, it was out of sync of his normal routine. He of course sat smiling some, looking it over. “Maybe you just think you can’t.” He said before sighing and shakes his head when Ichi spoke of a present. Lute didn’t believe he deserved anything, he was lucky enough to be accepted so willingly by Ichi. To be allowed to stay with him in such a nice home, to be welcomed every time he got there. He would sit there waiting for Ichi to finish getting what he wanted before getting himself a small bit of everything to try. He didn’t want to take a piece the other had his eye on. “I don’t need anything from you.” He would sigh softly as he said after awhile. Lute was a silent one, and usually didn’t protest often, but the thought of a gift made him feel bad and guilty in away. He could never repay Ichi for everything as it was. [03:49] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he ate and then sipped his tea. He was happy with this. Lute looked happy even though he wasn't going to willingly accept the present that Ichi was going to give him one way or another. "Lute you will get it one way or another. I'm giving you a present. You gave me one and it ment more then you know to me. So i want to give you something as well." he said as he smiled. "But you get it after dinner." he said with a smile as he looked over the male as he ate some more happily. "I'm glad that you seem to like it alot. I thought you would." he said as he poured himself more tea and smiled as he watched Lute. He wanted to see how happy he would look when he got the present. He sure hoped that he would love it alot. He couldn't stop smiling with how excited he was over giving it to him. [04:00] Alexina: Lute of course ate mostly in silence; he didn’t want to let Ichi know that he started to keep an eye on his mom some. It would probably get them both in trouble. Lute . . . just wanted to step in more, perhaps look out for her more because of Ichi’s love for her. Or perhaps, it was because he loved his own mother so much . . . somehow that made Ichi’s mother special. Lute himself was trying to work up the nerve to talk to her more, maybe step in the way of some of the dangerous things she did. “How was your day?” He would ask softly after awhile. “Find any new hobbies?” He gave Ichi a soft look hoping the boy had settled a lot. He wanted him happy after all, Lute was just at a loss of what to do to make it so. [04:13] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he watched him some as he ate and watched the other eat quietly. He was glad he looked so happy. His uncle had told him that his mother was dealing with some rather horrible gamblers. She was playing them ay their own game and showing them how someone with years of experiance ripping off the biggest casinos in Vegas and Reno. Ichi finished his food and smiled as he sipped his tea slowly to see if the male was ready for his present. "My day was well. I have been working on a new challenging song for fun. And i wrote all the lyrics and music down for your song i wrote." he said with a smile as he sipped his tea and played with the small box in his pocket. He smiled a little and watched the other. "Would you like me to take up a hobby? I worked on school work most of the day." he said with a smile. [04:46] Alexina: Lute glanced to Ichi given him a soft smile and shrugging. “You just seem so wound up at times, like you have no way to release pent up energy.” He was glad that Ichi had no problems day wise and he would actually reach to hold Ichi’s hand while sipping his tea with the other. “What are you going to do when school is done?” [04:56] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and put his tea down with his free hand and slipped it into the pocket with the box. "I had a way to let out my pent up energy but ive been trying to be good with you." he said with a smile. He was sure that he wouldn't last much longer though and would be making Lute his fully soon. He smiled at him and thought about it as he pulled the box out of his pocket and slipped the box into Lutes hand. "I was thinking of maybe teaching some music classes to kids out of my place. Do you like kids?" he asked with a smile. Necklace[05:06] Alexina: Lute of course slowly lowered his own cup when he saw Ichi fiddling a bit. He couldn’t help smile when Ichi spoke of teaching children. “I don’t see how anyone couldn’t like them.” He said honestly, children were the most honest and at times accepting he had seen. Perhaps that’s why he liked Ichi in ways, the boy was a big child in certain aspects. When the box was in his hand Lute just looked down at it uncertain. Glancing up to Ichi as if making sure it was alright, he slowly open the lid to see a necklace just like the one reminder he had of his mother. This time though the stone was blue . . . all Lute could do, was cry. [05:13] Kisa: Ichi smiled and liked that Lute liked children. He wondered if he would want to stay with Ichi long enough to have their own but he wasn't sure he should ask till after they were having sex. He was about to say osmething and then saw the male crying and got down and looked up at Lute as he wrapped his arms around him in a hug. "Lute im sorry...do you not like it? I wanted to give you something to hold and comfort you while im nnot with you. I touch yours when im not near you to think about you...i thought you would want to do the same to...think about me." he said softly as he looked at the male, his love. He wanted to make sure he hadn't hurt his feelings or really up set him. "Do...you not like it?" He asked softly worried now. [05:21] Alexina: There was nothing Lute could say, it was both wonderful, and painful. Lute managed a shake of his head, he didn’t NOT like it . . . it was just a confusing gift for him. He knew Ichi was doing it to be sweet to try to prove how much he cared. Ichi didn’t know about the necklace though, how important the ruby one was. He would slide off his seat to actually cling to Ichi allowing the necklace to just drip to the floor. His arms holding onto his love like a lost child, his tears probably soaking through Ichi’s clothes. If Ichi allowed he would just stay there, crying away, for god knows how long. Did Ichi mean it in the same way his father did for his mother? Was Lute actually loved that much. After awhile he started to settle, and the first thing he could manage to say was. “I’m Sorry.” [05:26] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and frowned as he cried even harder and climbed into his lap. Holding him and rubbing his back softly he just held him and kissed his head as he held him close and let him cry. He said nothing and thought that the male was happy though he just didn't know what to tell Ichi about it. He looked down at him when he said sorry. "I love you." Was all he coudl think to say. He brushed the males tears from his face and kissed where they had been then kissed him softly. "I remember you saying it was your mothers right? I know it means alot. If you don't want to wear mine its ok hun." he said softly as he held Lute in his arms. [05:36] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help look up when Ichi actually said those words to him, he never thought anyone would. His glowing green eyes probably look like shimmering ponds with all the tears. He would lean in to gently kiss Ichi’s lip, deeply even although he still couldn’t get the tears to stop. Taken comfort in the other’s sweet soft taste. He would move to rest his head on Ichi’s shoulder feeling emotionally drained. “It was my mother’s favorite gift from father. It was the proof of his love for her, or she used to always say.” His voice was soft broken some. His hand moving to where the necklace usually rested about his neck, “All I have left of her.” No wonder it meant a lot to him, but was he explaining it well enough to Ichi? [05:42] Kisa: Ichi nodded and was watching the male as he cried into his shoulder and then kissed him back happily. He liked it. He smiled as he kissed him on the face and smiled at him. "Will this be your second favorite? I was sure it ment alot to you and i was shocked when you told me to guard it. I want you to have this one to think of me ok? I do love you and you mean so much to me now. I...wasn't sure if you wanted a ring or something....but i thought the necklace might help mean more to you." he said softly as he held him close. "You have all of me. Not just the necklace. You will always have me. I'll never leave you ok?" he said with a smile as he stroked his face and kissed him softly. [05:54] Alexina: “First.” Lute said softly, the ruby one was from his mom. But it would always be hers in his eyes. About them, and the happiness he ruined. It was also how much she loved him, for him to have ended up with it. The one that currently rested on the floor . . . it was more than that . . . it scared him sure, but it also comfort. Lute didn’t want to loosen his embrace though, not yet. After a short while he would go to try to find it, probably having a hard time being the mess he was. “Come to work with me off and on. Serve drinks . . .” [06:00] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and stroked his face. "Lute i will come sometimes if that what you want. I love that you want me to come sometimes now. I didn't mean to scare you or upset you at all." he reached for the necklace and held it up so Lute could look at it closer. "Do you want me to put it on you?" he asked as he smiled. He kissed Lute and nuzzled him. "I didn't scare you when i said i love you right?" he asked as he watched him. Beautiful. He could be crying and covered in tears and he was still beautiful. [06:09] Alexina: “If you have time.” Lute said softly nodding. He didn’t want the boy to just come and watch though; he wanted Ichi to join him in away. Serve drinks, learn, maybe even laugh and carry on. He knew that he had to keep their relationship on the down low due to Ichi’s mother, but it would be nice to sneak off with him on breaks. “Yes, please.” He would answer when Ichi asked if he should put it on. When Ichi asked if he scared the boy with those words Lute laughed some trying not to cry more. “No, far from it in fact.” He said softly moving to kiss Ichi once more on the lips. “Is this what love is? How you make me feel?” [06:16] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "Yes i will always make sure that the days i want to go spent with you at work i make sure i do all my work so i can have the time." he said as he took the necklace and put it on Lute. He ran a hand over the silver chain and smiled. "It looks pretty on you." he said running his hands over the males face and kissing him back. "I dunno do you feel all flustered and fluttery here in your heart? And all happy and like everything is just better now?" he asked with a smile as he nuzzled the male happily. [06:21] Alexina: Lute looked at him like he had lost his mind. “I suppose, since the first time you called me perfect even.” Lute couldn’t help but blush and look away at that confession. “I don’t like being touched a lot, and others . . . I just let do so to make them happy.” He slowly moved to look Ichi in the eyes. “I think you’re the first who I like the feel of at times.” He laughs shaken his head feeling quite foolish now. There was a reason he didn’t talk much, and to him it was about time he shut up. [06:29] Kisa: Ichi smiled and nodded. "Then yes. this is what love feels like. And i never thought i would find someone who made me feel this." he said holding him close. "You don't have to feel silly about how you feel. I'll never find it silly." he said as he kissed Lute with a strong passion. He hadnt cared for anything so much in his life. And he knew he would make Lute his for ever. He wouldn't let anything hurt his lute and he would always be there for him. Holding him in his arms against his chest as he kissed him he knew that Lute was ment for him.
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Posted: Thu Sep 29, 2011 1:59 am
[04:39] Kisa: Ichi yawned as he rolled over in the bed and pulled Lute close. It was almost 11 and he was rather pleased. He felt relaxed and calm. He opened his eyes and even though Lute was a little fuzzy with out his glasses on he was beautiful. He ran his fingers over the males face and smiled. He had been gentle with the male but he wondered if he would want to go to work or stay home. "Love we should probably go shower if you plan on going to work soon.
[04:45] Alexina: Poor Lute, had deeply enjoyed the night welcoming every new experience with Ichi. It all rushed his blood, and he had truly never experienced such things before. He was a little tired, probably not having the stamina built up for such a nice night. He barely woke to Ichi’s gentle touch, but gave a soft smile when he finally did. He didn’t want to go to work, he wanted to stay right here in bed with Ichi . . . but he knew how shameful that would sound if he said it. Instead he leaned in to kiss Ichi’s lips softly and moved to cuddle him more.
[04:55] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him happily as he cuddled into him more. "Is that a 'no i don't wanna go to work your too comfy' answer?" he asked with a smile as he held him close and pet his face. "Do you want to shower in a little bit or how about a bath?" he asked with a smile as he purred and pet Lutes head softly. He hadnt had such a wonderful night in...well he didn't know how long. He loved the male and he loved how wonderful the male had been with all the new experiences last night but he was sure that Lute had enjoyed it.
[04:58] Alexina: Lute blushed deeply as Ichi seemed to know what was on his mind. “Must I answer that?” he asked softly still just clinging to the male. “I’ll take one in a bit, but for now can’t we just lay here for a bit longer?” He felt sorry for missing work, but the touch of the male last night made Lute not want to leave his side just yet.
[05:03] Kisa: Ichi smiled and nodded. He reached for his glasses so he didn't get a headache and then for his cell phone and texted his mother telling her that Lute wasn't coming in today. "I know what you like. Didn't you notice that last night?" he asked with a smile as he nuzzled him. "We can stay here as long as you want to. Just tell me when you want to shower." he said running his fingers gently over the scar on Lutes back.
[05:10] Alexina: Lute’s face kept that bright red shade at Ichi’s words. “But won’t I get in trouble?” He watched the boy text his mother before given a light sigh, if the boy wanted to keep them a secret that wasn’t the way to go about it. “What about your school?” He asked softly although he moved his head to rest on Ichi’s shoulder shuttering some from pleasure as the boy touched his scar. He knew he should go try to make breakfast or something, maybe get some tea, but he was just so content right there.
[05:24] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and purred as he shook his head. "Your not going to be in trouble. Ok? Mom will find someone else to cover and its a wednesday and not near payday for anyone in the military so you will be fine, it would be slow today." he said with a smile as he snuggled him. "I have nothing but some papers that i need to turn in next week. So as long as i work on those a little tonight you have me as long as you want today." he said happily nuzzling him and keeping up with the gentle run of his fingers.
[05:29] Alexina: Lute smiled brightly at that, moving to pull and hold Ichi close. “You . . . you were . . . I don’t think I even have a proper word for what you were.” Another blush, the night, was so good it was undescribe. “Just tell me when you need your space.” He said softly before kissing the male once more. “I was thinking . . . maybe we could do a few things other couples do today?” Did he want a date?
[05:36] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and kissed his nose. "I'm glad you found it so. I'll only show you more as we go along. I didn't want to over load you last night and you don't have the stamina that i do yet." he said with a smile as he pet the scar softly. "A date? Mmm we have time for that as soon as we both shower. We can go to dinner again? Someplace not AS fancy as where we first met?" he asked with a smile.
[05:45] Alexina: Lute just clung to him before he mentioned once more showering. The boy must be trying to be nice, he probably wanted to get up. Lute moved to sit up on the bed letting the boy go, before nodding. Dinner sounded nice . . . but that wasn’t all couples did was it? “How about an activity as well?” he said softly, he saw so many happy people together when he went for walks at times, he would have loved something like that, something that didn’t feel so hidden away.
[05:54] Kisa: Ichi sat up and stretched his arm and winced. Laying down on it made the arm part that was real on it ache and twitch with a bit of pain. "And activity...Mmm we can go for a walk and then go to a movie after we eat? We'll walk to the dinner place and then i can fly you over to the movies?" he asid with a smile.
[05:57] Alexina: Lute’s eyes widen some when Ichi spoke of flight. He would glance back at the other both worried and a bit excited. He had wanted to know how it was to fly for some time now. “I don’t want to strain you.” He said softly although his eyes twinkled with a slight hope. He wasn’t big into movies, but if it was with Ichi he was sure he would enjoy it. “Do you want to take your shower first?”
[06:04] Kisa: Ichi smiled and shook his head. "It wont strain me at all. I'll be fine. I carried you in here from the living room last night." he said with a smile as he kissed him. "Come shower with me together and we'll be able to get going faster." he said with a smile while he hugged him. "You are a wonderful thing to keep around and i enjoy every moment with you so i'll love taking you in my arms and flying. Showing you the sky and how nice it is." he said with a smile.
[06:11] Alexina: Lute blinked blushing some when Ichi spoke of the shower . . . perhaps he could return some of the favors he learned from last night to the boy as a surprise. Of course his smile faded when Ichi called him a thing. “I’m not an object.” He spoke softly, not really protesting but more muttering to himself. He stood either way and headed to the bathroom, if Ichi came or not.
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 12:49 pm
Elisa has a boyfriend?!?!
[15:48] Alexina: Lute would look worried one morning. Stress being an understatement and he would actually call into work claiming family issues. There he was just pacing around the sofa probably when Ichi got up. Trying to figure what to do, what was best, and not panicking. The word from Elisa’s father wasn’t a pretty one, and Elisa hadn’t called him so it wasn’t looking good.
[15:57] Kisa: Ichi walked out of the bedroom in his boxers, confused why Lute wasn't in bed with him when he woke. He saw his love pacing around the couch and he hurried to him. "Hey Lute whats wrong? You look paniced. Did something happen love?" he asked as he guided Lute to the couch and went to make tea for them both.
[16:00] Alexina: Lute of course glanced up given Ichi a weak smile. Placing his head in his hands to hold when he sat, he wasn’t sure what to say. “Elisa’s father called.” He said softly, trying not to tremble. “She ran out last night, she has a broken arm somehow, met some guy . . . and ran out. She hasn’t been back since, and she didn’t even call me today. “ Elisa of course usually called Lute daily, so no wonder the poor guy was panicked. “What if that guy . . . her father doesn’t like him . . . what if he hurt her?”
[16:06] Kisa: Ichi listened and grew concerned as well. He knew what Elisa ment to his love. He knew she was his sister and closer then any blood sister could be. He knew that his Lute would worry till they found her. He walked over with the tea for them both and smiled. "Do you want us to go out and find her? I have some contacts and i can see what they know about anyone who looks like her aroundd the city. I can even have a friend track her phone to see if we can find her. That ok? We'll go out and drive around and look too."
[16:09] Alexina: Lute glanced to Ichi with a weak smile and shrugged. “I . . . I haven’t tried calling myself yet. I’m too afraid she won’t answer.” He said softly, looking down at the tea but not drinking any. “Her father had a fight . . . something about the guy being a half-breed. She might just be scared to come home, she’s not one to judge others . . . which could get her in danger . . . She . . . I hate to say it but she is fragile.”
[16:15] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and frowned. "Do you want me to try calling her on your phone? Or would you just like to go see her? I'll track the phone to where she is and we can drive there to go see her." He sais aa he drank his tea. "What would you like to do? If shes in danger then we shouldn't leave her there. And i know you wont be sure shes not till we talk to her and see her am i right?"
[16:17] Alexina: Lute glanced up to Ichi nodding some. He wanted to see her, make sure she was healthy and fine. “Yeah . . . we can track her down, I don’t mind.” He said softly. The poor guy probably was so worried he couldn’t even think straight.
[16:22] Kisa: Ichi nodded. "Drink your tea and i'll go get dressed and call my contact to have them trace her phone. Do you need to change or are you ok?" he asked softly as he finished his tea andd stood up to go dress.
[16:27] Alexina: Lute glanced down at the tea once more. Before sighing and setting it aside, he wasn’t in the mood for tea. “I’ll go get dressed now.” He said as he headed to the bedroom. He would come out with his phone nicely dressed in his jacket. He was silent, not saying a word, but then that was Lute for you normally.
[16:30] Kisa: Ichi dressed and called his contact. He talked to him and told him the number that was in Lutes phone for Elisa. After a few moments, enough time for Ichi to brush his long hair and tie it back he had an address. "Thanks i know about where that is. Text it to me so i have it in writing." he said as he walked over to Lute. "This is her address her phone is at right now." He said showing it to Lute once it was texted to him.
[16:48] Alexina: Lute of course looked at the address and nodded heading for the car. It must have been strange, the man usually asked for rides and such . . . poor bugger was worried to death. He would wait outside the car door fiddling with his necklace. “Why wouldn’t she call me?”
[17:36] Kisa: Ichi walked out to the car with him and unlocked it. "She might be scared or she might be haveing a good time and being too distracted to remember to call you. I'm not sure when we don't know under what situation shes with at this guys place. We'll get there fast and see whats up." he said getting in and starting the car when they both were buckled up and he drove off towards the address.
[17:39] Alexina: Lute nodded seeming unsure. He didn’t think before that maybe she just lost track of time, Elisa never forgot about him before. In a way that sadden him, maybe she was doing fine, and since he was settling didn’t feel like he needed her or vice versa. “I hope so, her father didn’t make it sound good though, made half-breeds sound down right dangerous.”
[17:48] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and took his hand as he drove. "We'll see when we get there. And you don't be afraid to yell at her about how worried you are. I would give her a piece of my mind about this if i was closer to her. But you let her know that she should have told you something so you wernt worrid." he said with a smile. He was getting closer to the address but it was an unfamiliar area to him.
[17:53] Alexina: Lute nodded, his eyes focus more outside the window though. It was a nice area at least, then again Lute was the quiet type, Elisa probably wouldn’t get any of his mind in the end. “As long as she’s fine and safe, it doesn’t matter.” He said softly after awhile. “She decided to make me her brother, it wasn’t really my choice.” He said softly after awhile. “If she doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore, that’s fine.”
[17:57] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and frowned. "I'll talk with her then. You don't need to worry about it. You need to be ok with being sad that she didn't talk to you. Come on i think thats the place right up there." He said pointing up the road. "I think she does want something to do shes just been busy. I don't think she would ever hurt you on purpose. She cared too much when she tried to scare the s**t out of me before. Doesn't work though ive been through scarier. "
[18:01] Alexina: Lute glanced up at the house smirking some at the size. “She always will be the princess type I guess.” He would slowly get up and stop at the door, unsure, scared. What if no one answered . . . what if her dead body was inside? He glanced to Ichi almost pleading for him to take the first steps. “Please.” Was all he managed to say as he went paled.
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Posted: Fri Oct 07, 2011 8:16 pm
[18:04] Kisa: Ichi walked to the door and took Lutes hand with his flesh one. "Its ok love." he said as he kissed the top of his head. He reached up with his metal one and gave a good hard knock, several time sending a loud banging through the door and probably through the house. He was going to be pissed if Elisa had just forgotten Lute and was letting him flip out all morning for no reason.
[18:16] silly: Jaren climbed off the bed a bit startled by the knock. "I ummmm." He peered at Elisa. Her hair was messed up a bit. "Stay here? I don't know who could be knocking on the door. Ummmm you might want to fix your hair. It's ummmmm sticking up." He rushed out of the room trying to smooth down his own hair. Why did something have to interupt. He came down the stairs then opened the door. He eyed the two standing there. "Excuse me. C...can I help you?" His hair was still messed up.
[18:21] Alexina: Elisa blushed deeply when he spoke of her hair, instead of fixing it she just took it down. It would take too much time to fix after all, one handed that was. She was curious though should would at least have came to the bedroom door trying to listen.
Lute glanced up at the half-breed, he had no wings or tail, just ears . . . he couldn’t help wonder how he won over Elisa when many others tried and failed. “Um . . . “ He sighed trying to push the male aside and just enter. He didn’t have to answer, his sister was missing after all.
[18:27] Kisa: Ichi looked over the male as he answered the door. "Yeah. You can help us. Were looking for Elisa. Is she here? I assume she is cause you smell like her." He said getting in the males face and sniffing him. they had upset his love and Ichi wasn't happy. Growling when he smelled her all over him he helped move him aside so Lute could go look for her. "Why do you smell like her? Whats going on here?" He asked making sure to keep the halfbreed here while Lute was looking.
[18:34] silly: Lute managed to knock Jaren away from the door. He was standing on a small rug that slipped along the hardwood floor. "Hey!" He exclaimed. "T.....This is my house. Y...You have no right to barge in!" He glared at Ichi. Course he was smaller then the full grown noct sniffing him. "D....do you mind!" His ears were pinned flat against his head. "E...Elisa is u....upstairs. S...She is here on her own f....free will." It was none of this b*****d's business what they were doing either. "A...And what goes o....on in m....my house is o....our business!"
[18:37] Alexina: Lute of course would ignore the two, his eyes glancing around, only to pause in awe almost when he saw Elisa. She NEVER had her hair down before around her, hell around anyone. She always kept it up in a childish fashion probably to keep guys away since they liked to crowd her. “Elisa?” He called up softly to her. “Are you alright.”
Elisa of course was aright sides the fact they were pushing around someone she cared about and ruined a good moment. She would grab for the nearest not valuable looking thing and throw it down aiming for Ichi. “You jerks! How dare you just come barging in?! I don’t do this to you guys! God knows how often I could have.”
[18:44] Kisa: Ichi growled at the male and shook his head. "We care which is why were here." he said as he caught the thing that Elisa threw at him and pushed it at the halfbreed. "Elisa Lute got a call from yout father and made it seem that you were in danger. Hes been worried all morning. If you had called or told him you were ok we wouldn't be here. you knew Lute was ok with me and not in danger. We had no idea where you were and it seems you are injured." he said looking at her arm. "Why does he smell like you? Are you sure hes not focing himself on you?" he asked eyeing the male none too kindly. "Calm Lute down and tell us why your father things your in danger and we'll leave."
[18:58] silly: Jaren stared up at Ichi who was towering over him. "I.....I.........care about her." It was lost in a soft whisper over the loud mouthed noct's yelling. He looked a bit startled as the vase was shoved at him. He felt the tears welling up in his eyes. Nobody ever gave him a chance they just assumed he was dangerous, but Elisa had seen past all of that. He couldn't take the accusings of him forcing himself onto her and got up and ran out of the room. The slamming of a door from the kitchen rang through the house. He ran towards the pond then sat down pulling his knees to his chest to softly cry.
[19:01] Alexina: Elisa growled at Ichi annoyed, before glancing to Lute hearing what was said. “I don’t ALWAYS have to call do I?” She sighed shaken her head. “Father doesn’t like that I’m hanging with a half-breed.” She blushed some flapping her wings to fly down to Jaren’s side. “As for my smell, well I had to stay somewhere.” That of course had Lute looking bit anger. “Nothing SERIOUS happened . . . well yet.” She smirked teasing before pouncing Lute in a hug then Ichi. “There now you have my smell too.” She joked. She gave Jaren a look that pleaded for his forgiveness. “This is Lute, my brother, and Ichi, his . . . boytoy.” She smirked teasing serves him right for barging in and all. “And father . . . well . . . father wants me with some royal or higher level Noct than I am . . . and I haven’t found interest in any of them yet. He refused to let me see Jaren . . . so . . . I sort have ran away. If I told Lute . . . well . . . maybe he would have dragged me back and I didn’t want to risk that . . . not yet.” She paused when Jaren ran away and felt heartbroken actually moving to try to slap Ichi. “Now look what you did! I thought you two were better than this!” Of course she would have taken off after Jaren.
Lute glanced to Elisa a bit hurt at her words. He would never do her father’s bidding like that. “Or . . . I might have helped.” He said softly sighing confused on what she meant by running away. What were they doing together? He glanced over Jaren carefully. “Sides . . . what makes you worthy enough of her?” Of course the male would have fled by then . . . and Lute wouldn’t seem happy at all. “He can’t even protect her!” He would protest to Ichi.
[19:42] Kisa: Ichi watched this all happen and frowned. "Did it really come off that i was put off by hiss breed? I could care less if he was an outcast or a brute." he looked at Elisa as she hugged him to get her smell on him. "Great now i smell like a girl..." he said as he brushed off his button up and looked at Lute as he spoke. He nodded. "Hes too soft. He needs to stand up for himself as well as her. I wasn't trying to be that mean was i? But now i'm going to be and he needs to suck it up to keep her safefrom her father." he folowed them and looked over the two of them. "I don't give a s**t what breed of antything you are. If you were a fish i would still be mad at this! My love has been worried and we didn't know what was going on. She has pushed many away from her and not shown interest so excuse me for assuming you were taking advantage of her but what else should i have thought if i don't know how...this..." he said gesturing to the two of them, "Happened. But you need to suck it up and stop crying! Stop acting like a child. She is a princess! And she needs a knight to protect her so suck it up! I wasn't even being mean. But i will be if you don't start acting like a man. If your kissing her and thinking about more then you need to act like one. Now i don't care how this happened but Lute needs to know his sister is ok and why she has a broken arm. And Yes Elisa he needs you to call every day. I think its one of the things that keeps him going." he said as he stroked Lutes face softly. "Talk." he said gently pulling Lute closer to the two so he could talk to them better and know what was going on.
[20:07] silly: Jaren blinked looking at Elisa as she joined him. "S...S...Sorry." He softly whispered. His ears pinned back when he heard the loud mouthed jerk come up. He got a strange look on his face then got up and slugged Ichi as hard as he could in the face. "D....D...Don't use s...such language in front of her!" Ohhh god he just punched a noct twice his size. He stood his ground glaring at Ichi. "Y...You speak without t....thinking. You b....barged into my house and had the nerve to call m...me dangerous!" He seemed to puff up a bit. "And you dare to suggest that I would force myself onto Elisa. I'm not like that. You didn't even get me a chance! You are all the same! Loud mouthed bullies always judging before knowing the facts. I hate people like you!" He could be rough if need be. Though he really prefered not to fight with others.
[20:14] Alexina: Elisa if she got the slap off would be shaken her hand, it stung a little. She really shouldn’t go around hitting others if it hurt her more. She was worried for Jaren and she couldn’t even get a word in Ichi had followed so quickly and started to bark. She had turned red, be it out of anger or blushing who knew. He did say a few sweet things after all. It was the punch that Jaren threw that shocked her, her eyes going to Jaren surprised before at once running to try to get between them, afraid Jaren might get hurt.
Lute shook his head at Ichi, “You were just being defensive, he shouldn’t have ran off so easily.” He frowned annoyed. “It’s like he’s used to fleeing when it gets rough." Following Ichi he would just stand there and listen. He of course would sigh when being pushed, there wasn’t more left to say . . . Ichi had said it all after all. Of course as soon as Lute saw Jaren aim a blow his green glowing eyes dimmed dangerously. He would be stepping in, and actually willing to toss Elisa in the pond if he had to just to get to the guy. In fact he would, with a splash, knowing she would be safe and out of the way there. “Now you asked for it, you obviously are the dangerous one if you’re going to attack when we are just talking.” He growled, he had yet to accuse anyone, and he wouldn’t allow Ichi to be even aimed for like that. Elisa was one thing, she couldn’t hurt him, this stranger was another.
[22:02] Kisa: Ichi had caught Ellisa's slap but he let the male punch him. He took it and let him talk and looked at Lute pulling him close so he didn't do anything. the hit hadn't hurt, he could feel in it that he didn't want to really hurt him. He looked ver the male and smiled. "I do not judge. It would be rude of me with my c ondition. I do not hate you or mean anything by it. Like i said i worry about the most important person to my Lute! Hes mine and his happiness means more to me then anything your feeling! You need to listen cause im not calling you dangerous. Her father made it seem like she was in danger. Don't put words in my mouth cause thats a game you will quickly lose. I'm smarter then i look and i just want my Lute happy! This whole day he hasn't been anything but worried! Stop studdering and suck it up. That hit was a one time thing cause we did barge in here and make a fuss. But you need to protect her and suck it up. Don't make me have to hurt you back." he said as he spit a little blood to the grass away from them. "Try it again and i'll hit you back my self. I know how to hit too and i would not like that." he said with a raaised brow. He liked this litlte fiestyness that he saw in lute about it and he smiled as he hugged him close to his side. It made him all tingly to know Lute loved him enough to stand up for him.
[22:12] silly: Jaren shook a bit knowing for sure both the males were going to come down on him. He gasped when Lute pushed Elisa into the pond. "Elisa!" He reached out grabbing at air. He cringed when she landed in the pond with a splash. "She..... shouldn't get her cast wet." He waded in listening to Ichi talking. "I only hit you because you cussed in front of Elisa." He gently picked her up out of the water and held her close. "You alright?" He softly whispered to her. "I'm a half breed." He spoke as he waded back to the side. "I'm no more dangerous then anybody else. Elisa fell out of a tree and broke her arm. I put her in a sling and tried to take her to the clinic. I was not the one who hurt her if that is what her father is saying. I stutter when I'm scared or nervous. I've been beaten up all my life by everyone for being what I am. I can defend myself and her if I have to."
[22:19] Alexina: Lute actually gave a cute gasp as Ichi held him, still growling some at the half-breed in front of him. This wasn’t over as far as he was concern . . . especially after Ichi spit up blood. If it was anyone else holding him back he would have fought free. “You’re lucky this time.” He would growl his anger fully clear to see.
Elisa only knew she was in front of Jaren one moment and soak and wet the next. It was COLD to boot and she shivered, only to have Jaren pick her up. Her hair sticking to her dainty form, and her clothes close to see through now she would just cling to Jaren for warmth. “Lute you jerk!” She barked through chattering teeth. “What are you trying to do get me sick as well!”
[22:37] Kisa: Ichi kissed the top of Lutes head knowing he was riled up. "You will be ok love." he said with a smile as he looked at the others. "Have i made you think iw ant to hurt you? Have i acted like i was going to? You have nothign to fear from me if shes happy and Lute is happy with this. They need to talk. Lute needs his sister and hes been worried. like i said this was all to make him happy and you have made it into what it shouldn't have been. Hes not happy now. And i'm sure Elisa is far from happy. I'm sorry to have ruined this but we needed to know what was up. Were not going to sick her dad on you both. We don't care what you are or what you do. If shes safe and Lute is happy thats what matters." he said as he looked at Lute. "Doi you want to go or do you want to talk to your sister moer?" he asked walking towards the house assuming they should get Elisa dry.
[22:50] silly: Jaren peered at Elisa then turned bright red immediately taking his eyes off her. "I was frightened what do you expect? You both barged into my house like you owned it." He came out of the pond carrying Elisa. He ran past the two carrying her close. "There are towels inside Elisa and you look about my mothers size. There are some of her clothes in her bedroom." He gently set her on her feet just inside the kitchen. "Go up and change." He turned blocking the two from entering the house at least until he heard her leave. He peered at the two male's his ears dropped. "I'm....sorry I hit you. But please do not cuss in front of Elisa. She is a lady and should be respected as such. And any gentleman should know not to use such vulgar language in front of a lady." He wasn't wanting to fight he just wanted to explain why he was upset and punched Ichi.
[22:54] Alexina: Lute of course moved with Ichi not letting his eyes leave Jaren. “I want to do something else first.” He wasn’t going to just let it go it seemed. No one could hurt Ichi without getting hurt back as long as Lute was concerned. He let Elisa shriek she was upset, he knew she would be, but when she calmed . . . then maybe she would understand why they had came.
Elisa of course would sigh and head up to that main bath. Starting the hot water to sink in and settled there instead. Her caste was ruined as is.
It was when Jaren blocked the door and was free of Elisa that Lute actually pulled away from Ichi. Walking over he would try to punch Jaren HARD in the stomach, if lucky enough breaking a few ribs. “Don’t . . . ever hit Ichi again.” He said coldly, he probably looked very scare, almost demon like if not avenging angel. “I’ll let that settle as even . . . do it again, and I might just kill you, if Elisa hates me for it or not.”
[23:07] Kisa: Ichi watched her go and looked at him. "She would be able to hold her own with me cussing if i want to. Shes met my mother and she cuses more then i do. She makes me seem like a saint." He said before he watched Lute punch the other in the stomach. He smiled at him and wrapped his arms around Lute and pulled him close. "You are beautiful when your mad." he whispered to him as he held him. "Are you ok Jaren?" He asked holding Lute gently to make sure he didn't get hurt back or try anything again. "We'll leave after Lute and Elisa talk about this ok?" he said as he kissed Lutes neck softly. Damn he was attractive like this.
[23:12] silly: Jaren groaned as he was punched. He wouldn't fight back. He explained himself and said sorry. He got was he deserved in his eyes. "I.........won't...........fight......you."
[23:14] Alexina: Lute finally seemed to be calming some after the punch, leaning into Ichi some and sighing. “We’re done here.” He said a bit cold. “She won’t talk to me if she’s mad at me, we would be wasting our time.” He glanced to Jaren before smirking some. “I said that made us even, why do you talk about fighting?” He shrugged heading to leave out the front door, going home with Ichi.
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Posted: Sun Oct 09, 2011 12:38 am
[02:54] Kisa: Ichi drove home from Jarens place with Lute. He hadn't been able to drive home right away, he had needed Ichi in the car before he could think about driving and he was smiling as he drove. He glanced at Lute who seemed happy after what happened, even though the cab had scared them both. Thankfully it had been just as they were finishing. He looked ahead happily. "Do you want me to stop for food on the way home?"
[02:56] Alexina: Lute was resting his eyes closed. Ichi had away of wearing him out, in the best way possible. “A drink would be nice.” He would open them smiling over to Ichi. “Food wouldn’t be so bad either . . . I guess we sort of skipped our meals to check on Elisa. I’m sorry for all the trouble.” He gently touched Ichi where he was punch. “I never meant you to get hurt.”
[03:00] Kisa: Ichi smiled and looked at him. "What would you like? Burgers or tacos?" he asked with a smile as he nuzzled Lutes hand. "Don't be sorry. I let him do it and it didn't hurt that bad. Just broke a little skin in my cheek. I'll be fine, my sister hits harder then him." he said with a smile as he kissed Lutes hand.
[03:02] Alexina: Lute of course couldn’t help be worry, and he would gentle stroke Ichi’s cheek. “Maybe I let him off too easy.” He actually grumbled some before lowering his hand. “Actually . . . I haven’t had Chinese in awhile. If you don’t mind that is.”
[03:07] Kisa: Ichi smiled as he looked at him. "Oh don't you start that again. We just had a go in this car and you get mad on me again and i'll need you again." he said with a smirk. He hadn't seen this side of his Lute before and damn if it wasn't a turn on. "Chinese it is." he said as he called their favortie place near their appartment and called in an order for pick up. "Unless you want to eat there?" he asked Lute with a smile.
[03:14] Alexina: Lute looked taken back some with surprised at his words trying not to blush. “If . . . if that’s all it takes . . .” He chuckled some shaken his head. Leaning his head back on the seat again, he closed his eyes once more. “I think taken it to go would be best. After today, it would be nice to relax somewhere quite with some hot tea.” He would open his eyes looking back at Ichi. “You didn’t expect me to stand up? I told you I wasn’t a push over.”
[03:19] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and looked at the male. "Yes if you want me to ravage you almost right on the spot then get mad like that again love." he said with a smile as he nodded and told them for sure it was to go. He hung up and smiled. "Its not that, i didn't...I didn't know you loved me back enough to hit someone cause of what they did to me...no ones done that before." he said as he took Lutes hand. "Its probably the best and most romantic thing anyones done for me before." he said with a small blush. "It just proves to me that i love you more then anything."
[03:21] Alexina: Lute of course turned bright red at his words. “Well . . . if I was a good . . . date . . . he wouldn’t have managed to hit you at all.” He sighed a bit shaken his head. “I don’t get why no one else . . . I’m sure people have stood up for you many times, you just didn’t realize it.”
[03:23] Kisa: Ichi shook his head. "My mother might but as far as i know ive fought my own battles. My own brother called me...names at one pount and beat me up." he ssaid as he looked away. "I didn't socialize well. Id get drunk and pick fights just to...to hurt ssomeone and feel something cause i had nothing Lute. you give me so many feelings." he said as he smiled at him. "You have changed so much of me."
[03:26] Alexina: “I’m sure they would have stepped up, if you needed it.” Lute said calmly as if positive at it. “Perhaps they wanted to make sure you got strong though, in case they weren’t around?” Smiling he glanced at Ichi again. “I know you can take care of yourself . . . doesn’t mean I’ll let someone touch you.” He would pause given Ichi such a cute confuse look when the boy talked of change. “I . . . I didn’t mean to change you at all.”
[03:29] Kisa: Ichi smiled and shook his head. "Im the oldest. I should have protected them. but i..wasn't the same after my...arm." he said as he looked at him and smiled. "I'm glad. But you know someone would die if they touched you in any way that would harm you." he said. He ment it. He could kill someone to keep his beloved safe. "You changed me in a good way. I'm not mad at everything and im happy. I love you and theres nothing to change that." he said as he pulled up to the chinese place. Leaning over and kissing his love. "I'll be right back." he said moving inside to get the food.
[03:36] Alexina: Lute shook his head in protest. “I think . . . if I was ever lucky enough to have family who loved me. No matter if I was the oldest or not, I would give my life to keep them safe.” He gave a weak smirk to Ichi’s comment about killing those who harmed him. “Elisa wouldn’t forgive me for . . . who knows how long if you did.” He shook his head, he didn’t mean to change Ichi, but as long as the other didn’t mind. The kiss of course was returned and he would wait silently in the car. He still feared off and on Ichi’s mother finding out.
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Posted: Sun Oct 09, 2011 1:24 am
[03:39] Kisa: Ichi went inside and got the food and paid for it. He walked back out and smiled. "Lute i would give anything now for my siblings, but back then i hated everyone. Except my mother. Im her favorite even though she wont tell the other two that i am." he said as he headed home. "Why wouldn't shee forgive you if i killed someone for hurting you?"
[03:43] Alexina: Lute glanced to Ichi wondering how anyone could live hate everyone only to shake his head. “Well, she doesn’t like violence, it was a surprise she even took a swing at you.” He shrugged shaken his head some more. “And . . . I think she may have a thing for that one. So killing him . . . would get us in the dog house for sure.”
[03:46] Kisa: "Oh i have no plans on killing him. Not unless he really hurts you then i'll think about it. She does like him enough to try and slap me. But i just want her safe and i was mad that she didn't tell you what was up and you were so upset." he said pulling into the lot for their place and heading up with him. "What do you think her dad will do?"
[03:49] Alexina: Lute of course was still slightly upset, he knew Elisa probably was mad and wouldn’t talk to him for awhile now. “Hm?” He glanced up as Ichi’s question interrupted his thought process. “Oh . . . to be honest I don’t really care.” Lute’s tone was suddenly cold. “I don’t deal with her family . . . he seems a collector of sorts, it was one reason I didn’t stay.”
[03:51] Kisa: Ichi nodded and smiled at him as he kissed the top of his head and opened the door to their place. "Sounds interesting. And im glad your so fiesty." he said with a smile as he set out the food.
[03:53] Alexina: “Fiesty?” Lute blinked not taken his opinions as that before. Of course he would go and start some tea while Ichi got things ready. “I don’t see how the few things that rub me wrong tend to turn you on though. I try to be laid back and not let things get to me, seeing as there will always be something trying to push your buttons.”
[03:59] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "Yes thats what i would call you. And your so calm like normal that i cant help but get so turned on when you get mad." he said with a smile. "It was the sexiest ive ever seen you." he said with a smile as he kissed him and brought out forks. "Not as many buttons pushed since you as it used to be." he said with a smile.
[04:06] Alexina: Lute merely sighed and shook his head; he didn’t get it at all. If Ichi preferred that sort of man, why did he decide on Lute? He was sure there were many out there who would be easy to anger and such. “I’m sorry if I don’t please you in that way often enough.”
[04:10] Kisa: Ichi laughed a little. "lute i love everything about you. I love that your so cute and quiet. And i love how you can get mad when defending me." he pulled Lute close and kissed him softly. "Your perfect. Your mine and i love you. Your more then i thought i could have in my life. And i mean it when i say you don't need to change or worry about me, i never need anyone but you to make me happy."
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Posted: Sun Oct 09, 2011 4:00 pm
[17:43] Alexina: Lute smiled softly, kissing Ichi passionly back. “I’m the one lucky.” He said softly with a smile. “I don’t deserve anything, or anyone, yet somehow I managed someone as amazing as you.”
[17:45] Kisa: Ichi laughed softly as he nuzzled him. "Lute you deserve everything! And i want to give you everything. I'm glad i have you." he said as he kissed his nose and sat with him. "Lets eat im starved." he said even though his face hurt a bit.
[17:49] Alexina: Lute smiled nodding, going to bring over the hot tea, making sure to bring the stuff Ichi liked in it as well. “Thank you for the meal.” He always had a habit of saying thank you for most things given to him. One wouldn’t think he lived on the streets for so long.
[17:55] Kisa: ichi smiled as he sipped the tea after mixing it how he liekd and looked at Lute. "Will you always thank me for everything even though whats mine is yours and i'll always be happy to share?" he asked as he took a bite of his chicken.
[17:58] Alexina: Lute glanced up a bit surprised at that question before smiling and nodding. “Of course.” He said softly. “You helped me achieve it, or put any effort in it for me, you deserved to be thanked. Don’t you think so?” He asked softly before eating a bit of his noodles.
[18:39] Kisa: Ichi smiled happily at him. "I'm more then happy to give you what you want. I love having you happy." he said with a smile as he ate. "I think you sticking with me is thanks enough really."
[18:46] Alexina: Lute would pause at Ichi’s words before actually laughing softly. “It’s just how my mother raised me while she was still alive. It’s what I was taught to be polite.” He smiled before reaching across the table trying to take Ichi’s free hand in his. “Does it bug you much?”
[18:57] Kisa: Ichi gripped his hand softly and smiled as he shook his head. "Oh no its not a bother. I just don't want you to feel like you have to say it all the time. Like you feel you need to." he said softly as he kissed the hand in his own. "I love you and if you want to then thats fine. As long as you don't think you have to. "
[18:59] Alexina: Lute couldn’t help give him a slightly confused look. “It was one thing my mother taught me, so yes I feel like it’s important to keep.” He said softly before moving to eat again with his free hand. “Don’t you have any traits like that?”
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