Days had passed and she was unusually quiet. When trying to start up a conversatino, she found it hard to even speak. The only thing she could do was follow after Amelie when she lead her around. Everything Nafsi came around, her heart would start to float and it was hard to speak- like her
thoat got in all kinds of knots and her stomach had immense butterflies.
So she and Amelie took a fine day of girl one on one.. Even Amelie noticed thoughs dreamy facisal expression. But then got all embaressed when he was around. It was frankly the most darlin thing she had done. The pair was definately different. When she came back from the girl talk, it almost had been a whole day- and now just the evening awaited them. Having the hare pat her leg, the wilddog towering over the hare by feet. Nodding softly before she was lead around the path and off to find Nafsi. Determination in her face.
Nafsi was tired from previous nights he had to be the first one up and last one asleep he had to take care of the entire family. Ame took shamira out for somr girl time so Nafsi decieded to take the opportunity to sleep later. It was day time so there were no immidiate threats. He curled up in the corner of the den sleeping in the shadows awaiting for their return.
"I'll take you to him."
"Alright.."
"Don't be scared- remember what I told you. Just.. say it straight out."
"Are you sure thats what I should say?"
"Yes, of course! Males love being adored and in awe sometimes."
"But-"
Then she was shoved in to the den, almost reluctantly.. "Ah.. umm.." The knot was coming back as she gulped hard.. Hoping he was in here, or Amelie wouldn't have shoved her in.. Lowering her body and ears flat against her head.. "Ah.. Nafsi..." She whispered.. Facing forward. Now her head usually faced forward most of the time. It was easier... instead of being made a fool out of. Rubbing her paw softly and nervous. "Can..we talk for a minute..."
Nafsi's ears twitched when she entered awaking him from him slumber."Um... Sure...." He sat up streching his front paws out and walking to shamira. "Here?" What did she want to talk about? Did he do anything wrong? He hasnt done much for a few days now. He didn't know but whatever it was he was going to find out soon enough.
When she knew he was here from the movement. She plopped her rump right then and there. With her ears going forward and her tail padding behind her.
"This..whole world would mean nothing if if-" Her ears went down as she looked determined with her facisal expression. "I want .. I Can't.. I hate that your being so distant and I.. I hate it. I'm.. sorry ok." She huffed and lowered her head. "The world.. doesn't mean anything.. without.." Shaking her head then looking away.. Why was this so hard for her! "If you don't want to be here then leave-" Amelie in the background smacking her paw against her head.. You just never knew what Shamira had come out with. Only if she said exactly what she had said-... "I.. " Looking down finally.. Feeling quite defeated. "I love you damnit! And if you don't want this because of .. I don't even know ~ I just.. I can't do this, not without you..ok.. This." Gruffing. "This world doesn't mean anything if I lose you.."
"I don't mind if you don't want it.. I can.. Understand." Her voice was feeling like it was cracking but she knew.. this male could be the world..and her not even able to apperciate it and things couldn't be normal like he deserved.. she almost shyed away.. He could do better but she was still holding on..
Nasfi was still a bit groggy from waking up but once she started yelling that woke him up. His ears went down was shetelling him to go? Did she not want him here? "Sha...." She continued before he could interupt.He smiled when she said that she loved him. She hasnt said that since he came back in to her life. He smiled. "Sha..." Once again he tried to say something but she continued to rant. "Shamira!" He coughed after that because he had to raise his voice to tal over her. "I...Love...You...Too" He voice was softer and he moved closer to shamira and licked her nose with a smile. He was worried that he was smothering her but all she wanted was to be smothered, Who knew. He nuzzled against her neck and wispeared in her ear. "Forever..." He told her that he would never leave and he never planned to. He didnt want to go anywhere with out her.
Her whole body almost shivered in delight of him accepting her and loving her too. Well, now that it was over and done with, she sighed and laid her ears back. "I hate that I can't see you.. or know when your mad or upset. Or happy and not even know it." Lowering her head and once he licked her nose, she smiled. Nuzzling herself under his chin. "So stop being distant because I don't know what to make of it." She whispered and harshly to herself that was. The sound of being pleased rumbled under her throat. "I love you too..." I know it.
Sometimes Shamira was so hard on herself it made him sad to not know what to do. But he knew he would always be there to help her through the rough times. Now that he had her back he wasn’t going to lose her again. “Shamira…. You talk….too much” He chuckled a bit to himself before licking the top of her head putting a paw over his back. He was so happy when he saw her the first time after all the years they were separated and she was still as radiant as ever. He lay back down towards the back of the den. “Come…lay with me…” He smiled. This was the first time in a while that he can remember them having so time alone.
Her face was surprised and full of attention as she felt almost embaressed when he caught her in a web of words. Yes, talking wasn't THAT important.. She had to remember that he too have a disability much like hers.. A sigh as a blush came over her. Pulling her towards him like a magnet, at least. That was how she felt. Honestly her ways of using her body to learn to move and go on should be the first way to show him what she was TRYING to say.. Shaking her head as she over throught everything she had been saying all along.. Trailing after him like a lost puppy but excited as her tail was padding quite quickly.. Lowering herself immediately and as close as she could get to him. Leaning against his neck a little, facing up as if she were looking at him when really.. she wished inwardly she could. That thought kept reoccuring but tried her best to remain silent about it but her face.. Oh that sadness couldn't be played off as nothing.. How could you be happy and sad! One might think, but she was both but at least she was happy to be here with him.
"Sorry~" She chuckled lightly in embaressment still.
Nafsi licked her cheek. He loved her so much he wish h Whenever he was near hear e could show her somehow but it was hard when every gift he gave her made her want to cry. He rubbed against her neck. “God, I… love you…..” He voice was soft but not as raspy. He smiled and continued to smother her in kisses. He put one of his front legs over her back and snuggled closer his tail wagging back and forth.
She giggled, and what made her get caught off guard was his arm holding her closer, instinctively she turned to lay on her back. Wagging her tail as she nuzzled in to his kisses and tried to return them. "I'm glad..." The voice she emitted was with love, tenderness and devotion. Even angelic if given the right set of ears.. Pawing at him and then out of no where, hopefully in the right place, extended her arms. Feeling up his face... Her pads had soften from the lack of going anywhere too far.. Letting her 'see' him in a different way..
Her ears went back as she then proceeded down his neck again and pulled him in to her, close enough to feel his breath before pressing her maw against his.. For the first time really feeling like she belonged somewhere... acceptance and graditude for the things that have happened so far.
Nafsi closed his eyes, his heart raced and he could feel it in his ears. “Shamira…. I love you…”
After she kissed him, just that moment of him saying I love you mean it feel so right to say~"I love you too." Without a second flaw or moment to spare. It was like it was meant to be there- for the two of them. So many hardships to get here.. "I really~ really do~" Almost dreamy in her voice.. Heat rose against her cheeks...
For one, Amelie was eyeing them, and over top of her was Aniruddha ( Badger ) and then Aiolos on top of them eyeing them. But right when they started rolling over to kiss and such, Amelie quickly turned. "Hey! You nosey ingrates! You better stop being so up in their faces~ Go on! Shu!" Pawing them both off of her and pushing them away as they ached to feel or tare them apart. Especially Aniruddha because he had.. something of what others called a crush on the poor wilddog. But that came to be over as quick as it started.. Especially when Amelie came in to their lives. "You~ you~ I can't believe you two!" Crossing her arms and sent them on their way to go fetch food for them.
