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Ok, yes, I'm well aware there are other topics discussing this particular subject, but I'm a lost cause when it comes to hypnotization and the like. The reason I say this is because I tried a week or so ago to use hypnotization to contact my guardian. (( Long story, Azana knows it all... )) However, the only things I ever got through the process and in my dreams were small instances of contact with my guardian that went fairly wrong and involved pain.

I sought out an old friend of mine to hypnotize me in the hopes that if I went deeper then projection and visions to see if I could clear things up. It didn't go as well as I had hoped and I actually turned out harming my friend. He said that I lashed out, speaking in what sounded like Latin and punched him. I'm against attempting hypnotization again since I harmed someone once and fear it'll happen again. I eventually cleared up everything with my guardian and he is now by my side as he should be, but I remember seeing things during the hypnotization session that seemed familiar but I know I had never done before. For a long time, I've been fascinated by the Japanese and cultures like it, but never have I been to Japan. However, I saw myself there while hypnotized. Brief visions of it though.

Another of my interests is archery. Ever since high school when I found out in Spring we'd do a unit in Gym of archery, I was excited and picked up at it like I had done it my whole life. Every hit of the target brought a sad feeling though. As if the hit into the target was hitting me in some way, or someone else. Normally, I'm against harming people, but when I would fire at the target, I always steadied my breath, used both eyes to aim, held the bowstring to my lip and aimed higher then the bullseye. These are actions of a seasoned pro in archery. Not one arrow was outside the second circle. (( The one just outside the bullseye. )) Even my teachers made comments on how I must've taken lessons; but I had never picked up a bow before that. It lead me into looking into Regression to see if I could find out why I was so good. The only answer I could think of was that I was an archer in another life. Ever since then, I've played games and such, I'm a video game-aholic, that involves archery and all my characters are always archers or Mages. It's second nature to me almost. So, this explanation brings me to the questions:

Has anyone else had the troubles I do when it comes to looking into things that would require hypnotization?

How did you overcome the troubles?

I'd appreciate any help that anyone can offer. Well, thanks for listening.

I love archery. I could spend hours losing time out on a range firing away. And I've been told I have an uncanny knack to spot imperfections in bows and that I can tell people if they will hit the mark from about 70 feet away. I'd watch them fire and before it hit I'd go "Third circle." Sure enough, it was in the third. -sighs- Now I wish I had an archery range in my backyard...

The art style of the building I saw and the woman in the kimono gave it away mostly. I spoke with Than (( My guardian. )) and he said he has no recollection of my past lives and if he did, the information he had would be different since he has not always been my guardian. Appearantly, something happened to my first guardian. I'm still unsure of the language; I know a bit of latin, so it could've been that. But I'm more concerened how I lashed out and why I was speaking that way is just part of it.

Hypnotic operators need to be ready for anything...but I didn't even see that one coming. I'm surprised he didn't put in the fail safe; usually, you can give the suggestion that if an emergency comes up that you'll awaken.

I remember, one time, that my phone went off mid session...how embarrassing. No one calls me, like ever, and they choose that as a good time.

Anyway, I'm sure you'll have better experiences. I, unfortunately, can't give you a session unless I record it and send it your way, but self-hypnosis might be a good area of study if you want to dabble.

Hypnosis is very safe, if done properly...there should be no reason to fear. If he noticed your change, he should have done a quick pull-out for you.

I still can't think of how that would happen...people under hypnosis don't do things that they wouldn't do. They'd snap out of it at that point automatically...