Welcome to Gaia! ::

Welocome to my nightmare.
Its a dream that I can't seem to get away from.
I can fell the world around me as if I were completly aware.
My body is trembling as if I am to afraid to move.
I see the one I love and she is crying.
I walk over to her side and ask her what is wrong?
Then her whole body, her existence, swirls like that of a halogram.
She dissapears without a sound.
Then one by one everyone I know they walk up to me but, they all dissapear.
A rope falls down and I pull it as if to climb it when the sky falls down.
I am in a dark void alone and there is only a single beam of light.
I read my name on a tombstone that said, "He who doesn't cheerish life will not live it".
I begin to panic and I run.
I fall off the place and hit the ground I make an imprint into the earth.
Looking up I see family members one by one throw a flower on me and a tear from each one hits my face.
An angel falls from the heavens looking down at me he is asking me if I will make something of a second chance?
I answer him quickly yes I will do whateva it takes but, there is not a sound.
The angel is struck with a flash and his wings dissapear he falls down on me telling me he will be my burial.
"Am I all alone?" I ask myself will it always be this way?
"Let me out!" "I don't belong here" "Why me?"
I mutter all this to myself as if anyone could here.
The angel answers me because you were chosen to lead the example tonight you leave this world.
I awaken in a cold sweat and I am shaking as I was before the dream came on me.
If you have lived what I have lived you would understand this nightmare is not jus a dream to me but, it is life.