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Hi, um.. My name is Shani..
And I was raped twice.
I got pregnant the second time.. I kept the baby.
She's a beautiful baby girl named Cheyanne. (hint hint, username)
And I love her to death.
I don't mind telling my stories, If someone wants to hear them. I'm not afraid to Speak out.
I now suffer from PTSD and sever anxiety, depression. I have bipolar disorder and am Anorexic and Bulimic.
http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=20917161You posted that in January. Are you now saying that you are 14 years old, have been raped on three separate occasions, have a baby, and now might be pregnant with another? And you're also saying you have no way to get to a store to buy a pregnancy test and for some reason can't have anyone else pick up a pregnancy test for you from the store (even though you or someone close to you would have to be going to the store for food and baby items as it is and your parents would know that you had been raped in the past because you supposedly had a baby from it and it therefore should be something you can talk to them about now)? And you're saying you have no way to get to a doctor for a pregnancy test (even though being a mother of a less than one year old baby means that you probably should be going to the doctor fairly often)? I'm kind of skeptical of that story to be honest.
If you are lying about the rapes, the baby, and the possible pregnancy, that is not cool and not what this guild is for. And if that is the case, I would recommend talking to a counselor about your lying since these would be extremely serious things that you'd be lying about.
If it's half true and you're getting pregnant from consensual sex, then you need to get and use birth control. There is no excuse for not using birth control in consensual sex unless you're actually trying to get pregnant. And at 14 trying to get pregnant would be extremely selfish.
If you are telling the truth about everything, then you need to do something to stop this cycle of abuse. You need to make sure the police know about the rapes. You need to make sure you stay away from your rapist if it's someone who is still around you. If your parents had anything to do with your rape, then you need to get out of the house. If they did not have anything to do with it, you need to talk to them about it so that they can help keep you safer, get you a pregnancy test (since quizzes will not tell you whether or not you are pregnant), and get you to the doctor for STD tests. You should also talk to a counselor or therapist about this. If it turns out that you are pregnant, then you should talk to a doctor about abortion because 14 year olds can't even take care of themselves let alone themselves and two babies, because you're not even done with school yet, because babies born to teens have more health problems, because pregnant teens have more health problems, because you say you have eating disorders, and because your signature suggests that you may even be on illegal drugs. As harsh as it sounds, all of that pretty much adds up to mean that you are in no position to have
any babies let alone two babies.