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 Posted: Thu May 26, 2011 10:21 am
This is a Self-Rp I wrote out for Gabriel Participants:- Gabriel ( XxPrimevalPandaxX ) 
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Posted: Thu May 26, 2011 10:22 am
The huge stallion had always wondered about himself. He was pretty secure with his sexuality and if he wasn’t he would always force himself to like what would look good with him. He was very picky by nature and if you weren’t a kalona you should just kiss your chances goodbye for the most part. He didn’t like whores and for the most part was pretty much after love, but what kind of love? He knew he was attracted to mare’s. That was obvious, but only kalona mare’s unless the mare in question was evil. Then the breed didn’t matter. He wasn’t into the sweet girls. He wanted the girls that would fight and argue back with him instead of running off crying. That always pissed him off.
Even in the family whenever one of the outside mare’s would take interest in him, he would tell them how ugly they were and they would go running off to cry. Of course he would be scolded by the herd mother but he didn’t care. Why should he? He was the only person that could say who he ended up with and his happiness was a big deal to him. He was never happy unless it was crushing skulls under his hoof. He didn’t understand it, but then the other day he thought even further about himself.
What did he like?
Yes he liked kalona’s that were badass, but what else?
If a male kalona walked up to him and tried to dominant him he wouldn’t know what to do. If they succeeded in showing him they were more superior he also wouldn’t know what to do. How could he handle someone doing that to him? Would he fall for that stallion? He did have to admit that he did find certain stallions to be handsome, but he never felt anything more for them. He didn’t know if it was because he hadn’t met the right one yet or because he was seriously straight.
He sat idly on the ground thinking really hard on everything.
He eventually wanted love. Love that wasn’t from a whore that just wanted his children. Something that wasn’t planned because he had seen enough of that within the family and it disgusted him. Most of the couples were arranged and luckily they fell in love after having the first set of kids. He wanted something more that actually meant something. He could fall for a stallion, but he just didn’t know.
He eyed his legs a little bit seeing the chains around his ankles making him frown then look away. He remembered how he got those. A stallion was picking on him about not getting with any of the 20 mares that were offered to him. They kept calling him a homosexual and he lost it. He nearly killed the stallion by trampling him as much as he could. As a punishment they tied him to a tree using chains and he complied for the time being. But after a few days, he broke out of them and all that remained were the pieces on his ankles. There was a rule you never broke in the family. Never attack someone else from the family. It’s a big taboo, but he was tired of all the rules. He was tired of following their standards. He wanted to be with a kalona. He wasn’t going to be with any other breed, He knew this and he also knew it meant leaving the family. He didn’t care since they weren’t much of a family to him anyway. They probably couldn’t wait for him to go.
He snorted.
His mind drifted to the thought of a kalona stallion dominating him. He had to admit that he found the thought enticing, but who would do it. What kalona even considered someone outside their breed? More importantly what ones even fell in love? Most he knew didn’t and use others for making babies with other kalona’s. He felt like it would be so hopeless.
He lifted his head up and felt his heart pound. He didn’t understand why, but the thought of a kalona male being with him made him feel uneasy. Was this a good feeling? Was this something he wanted to feel? He didn’t know how to describe it or if there was a kalona out there who would actually fall in love with him. He would probably be a b*****d to them anyway, but he knew he would get taught a lesson if he did do that.
He had ever even tried to be with anyone so he really didn’t know what he wanted. He curled his tail around him a little as he looked up at the dreary sky feeling like he finally figured himself out a little more. He realized what he was looking for. What he would be longing for in the end.
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