I feel as if my mind is no longer mine
As if insanity whispers sweet nothings in my ear, the way a man does with the woman he loves
As if the swallowing depths of depression embrace me, like a mother embraces her child
As if everything was a lie, the way a dream is
As if it were all a nightmare, and I will wake up at any moment
Nothing seems real, my world blends with reality
There is no longer a difference
A fogged look in my eyes, hardly anything keeps my attention
Escaping to my own world, my natural defense
The two year old inside me itching to get out
My arms screaming for the cuts, like a drug addict detoxing