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 Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 1:57 pm
It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 4:35 pm
that is quite sad, but if your 19, and she dies 8 years ago when you were a freshman, that would mean you were 11... lol Catastrophic Thrust It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 4:52 pm
That's terrible, and I understand, but I won't show you sympathy, I understand you don't want sympathy because I am the same way. I hope things get better for you though, dearie. (Adore the signature picture by the way.)
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 11:28 pm
Like I said, I am English. Over here we start High School when we are 11. Natalie_The_Randomest that is quite sad, but if your 19, and she dies 8 years ago when you were a freshman, that would mean you were 11... lol Catastrophic Thrust It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 11:56 pm
Teh Rawring Kitteh That's terrible, and I understand, but I won't show you sympathy, I understand you don't want sympathy because I am the same way. I hope things get better for you though, dearie. (Adore the signature picture by the way.) I was thinking about committing suicide, but my friend knocked some sense into me. I just have to keep moving forward, I suppose. (And thank you ^^)
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Posted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 6:27 am
whatt? thats so weird! when do you graduate? Catastrophic Thrust Like I said, I am English. Over here we start High School when we are 11. Natalie_The_Randomest that is quite sad, but if your 19, and she dies 8 years ago when you were a freshman, that would mean you were 11... lol Catastrophic Thrust It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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Posted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 9:13 am
We finish high school when we are 16. Natalie_The_Randomest whatt? thats so weird! when do you graduate? Catastrophic Thrust Like I said, I am English. Over here we start High School when we are 11. Natalie_The_Randomest that is quite sad, but if your 19, and she dies 8 years ago when you were a freshman, that would mean you were 11... lol Catastrophic Thrust It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2011 12:22 pm
wtf? luckey! i wanna go to england now. what were to happen if an american were to trafer over, would they be places two grades behind ahead, like what would happen? Catastrophic Thrust We finish high school when we are 16. Natalie_The_Randomest whatt? thats so weird! when do you graduate? Catastrophic Thrust Like I said, I am English. Over here we start High School when we are 11. Natalie_The_Randomest that is quite sad, but if your 19, and she dies 8 years ago when you were a freshman, that would mean you were 11... lol Catastrophic Thrust It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2011 9:20 am
We start our end of school exams when we are 13 though. If you were over 16, you would be put in sixth-form which is a school version of college. Then you would go to University. Natalie_The_Randomest wtf? luckey! i wanna go to england now. what were to happen if an american were to trafer over, would they be places two grades behind ahead, like what would happen? Catastrophic Thrust We finish high school when we are 16. Natalie_The_Randomest whatt? thats so weird! when do you graduate? Catastrophic Thrust Like I said, I am English. Over here we start High School when we are 11. Natalie_The_Randomest that is quite sad, but if your 19, and she dies 8 years ago when you were a freshman, that would mean you were 11... lol Catastrophic Thrust It seems I am one of the first to post in this sub-forum. I suppose it should be an exciting prospect, but it doesn't seem to be.
Anyway, I am Jasmin. I am 19 years young and I have had a pretty topsy-turvy life.
Yesterday was the anniversary of my twin sisters death. She died 8 years ago from a brain tumour. It was our first year of high school. Two weeks in, everyone loved her, including me. People noticed me, but you know, I wasn't going to make a fuss about lesser attention put on me. One morning, she didn't wake up. Nobody at school like me or accepted me for I was. I was bullied since I looked like my twin, but was not her. This happened until I was about 15. Everything changed as I developed and boys started to sexually harass me. I cut my hair of myself to make me look like a boy. Luckily, it worked, resulting in them backing off. I was bullied by it was better than what was happening before.
I still love my sister dearly, wishing she was still here. I do not blame her at all for the events that happened during my time at High School, although I feel ashamed for the times that I have.
Last Friday, my boyfriend died. He had been my best friend for 16 years, and we had only quite recently got together since her old girlfriend (also my bestfriend) died in a horse riding accident. When my boyfriend was 14, he gave a kidney to his younger brother. At the time, he was also giving him bone marrow. Since then, he had been going to the hospital every 3 months for Antigone of days, just to check up on his health. His kidney failed on him. He had a fit and in the space of 10 mintues he was dead.
My old boyfriend left me last month. I was pregnant then. He is Chinese whereas I am English. He said to me that he was going back to China since his grandfather was gravely ill. I believed him since I trusted him. It turns out that he was just going over there for another girl. I am no longer pregnant as I got hit by a car for the 4th time, making me have a miscarriage.
You may feel that what I told you was very personal, but I need some other people to talk to about this. I hope you understand what I have gone through, but I do not want sympathy. Compared to others around the world, I have a life of luxury.
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