that constant feeling of always being alone.. even when your around others... at the same time for some odd reason.. It feels good.. pain i mean...
Ive been mentally scard from my ex bfs... and inch by inch every day i find my razor cold blade so close to piercing my skin again.. ive only done it twice... the first time i fully cut my rist.. the second time.. i barely did.. becuase my mind kept stopping me ... the only thing that is keeping me from completely turning phycotic.. is my husband... (bf) ... he is my pride and joy... the only and last bf that will actually treat me fairly... he treats me like i'm his savior... and for that... i owe him my life..... even with this feeling at hand of always being protected by him.... i still feel depressed and alone.. if there is anyone else out there who sometimes feel... content with being alone.. speak out..
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