Alright, over the passed few days, I've been experiencing dreams that feel a little...too real. It's one thing where you hold something and it actually feels as if you're feeling it in your hand, or when you get hit by something, like a car for example, you wake up saying, "Gah, damn! That hurt!"
Instead, though it's true I've had dreams like that for such a long period of time, it's the dreams I've had the passed few nights that not only do I feel everything around me as if it were real, but it all also seemed to follow the same theme of sorts.
The dreams I remember most clearly are from last night:
~ The fist dream was truthfully, rather short, but not so mysteriously vague since they all normally are. This one took place in Glendale, AZ, at my mother's home, and only two people were there: a lemon-blond woman, and myself. Time was running short, and I wanted to keep my promise to the woman. There had been a small spat before between us, upon which I do not remember/know the cause of which, and the panic in the air of each second slipping between our fingers to 'Midnight' only grew worse. I found her in the make-shift storage shed in the pack parking area, weeping an shaking. I sat with her and drew her close in my arms. I don't remember what exactly it was that I told her, but she looked up at me, bight blue marking in an adorned fashion appeared on her face, and immediately kissed me. The surrounding area broke apart into nothingness as the woman and myself drifted towards a faint light..
~ The second dream, on the other hand, was a little bit more mysterious, but not too unfamiliar. This time, the dream took place in Sunnyslope, AZ, just north of Phoenix. It was warm out, presumably mid-summer or so. It wasn't too hot, but of course, I live here, so my feelings of hot and cold differentiate from others' opinion. Anyway, it was roughly morning before everything went black. A night appeal coated the sky in ominous shadow, and a glorious insignia appeared overhead: Dual-Fire in the top-left corner, lightning in the corner beneath; Green Winds next to that, and shining Blue Waters in the top-right. The elements were in the shape of a mighty Phoenix's wings spread open. As the insignia appeared, so did a bird. From what I remember, it looked almost exactly like the Pokemon, Ho-oh, excluding the tail and overall color (Instead of an orange-red, it was blue).
Though I may have called either, Mary, Gabriella, or Hex, I do distinctly remember calling out of the top of my heart, "Hhoo-OOOH!" and waved as openly as my arms would allow. I had captured the bird's attention and it flew with such mighty grace towards my direction.
For some reason, I instantly recognized the Phoenix as female and began to rub and pet it profusely. What? She was fluffy! I seriously doubt I could've resisted in a dream or in real life if one came that close before. Either way, the Phoenix didn't resist a single bit. In fact, she seemed to rather quite enjoy the attention. I asked, "Could you take me to the Gate?" The Phoenix nodded. "..Would you?" I continued. The Phoenix took a pause and nodded again. She let me climb up unto her back, and once I was ready, she began to take off towards the emblem.
I had on a pair of Headphones, nearly blaring, 'Sousei no Aquarion", and what opened my eyes was an unbearably bright night. I took a look around, realizing that we were no more than one to two block away from where we took off, and the Phoenix was walking instead of flying. The area around us was bright instead of the mysterious void that encompassed us before: the sky was white instead of midnight blue; it wasn't hot or anything of the sort, but it was the luke-warm that the morning was supposed to give. I climbed down from the Phoenix and asked her, "Is something wrong?" I pulled off and muted the headphones after. "We were already at the gate," she said with a smile. I was, yet wasn't surprised that she replied to me directly. I couldn't help but keep fluffing her feathers during the time, and she didn't seem to mind. "The real Gate is so far though. How do I get to it?" I asked her. All she did was smile at me.
I next awoke today in the afternoon (nothing new over the passed few weeks), the Phoenix's voice rang in my mind, "You must use your own wings."
--Dreams like this perplex me. I know they have a superior meaning than most other dreams I have. The first dream was more or less about something with the Rapture, based more around the promise I kept to a certain lemon-blond woman in my dreams. The second dream may have been about something around a divine trial... Anyone care to maybe give some input?
For the record, the insignia in the second dream seemed to have been above around Tempe Town Lake..? I'm not entirely sure, just going off of what was in my head.
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