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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 1:27 pm
 Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
Dema walked into her tent in front of Jake. "I wouldn't have bled to death. These cuts are meant to cause pain, not death. They're meant to be a warning, not to be an end. The man that made them had a very specific opinion of what he wanted to do," she told him as she began to gather a bowl and some towels along with the medical supplies she had. She put them on the bureau and took out some of the jugs of water she kept below and poured them into the bowl, filling the large glass about three quarters of the way and began to wash off her arms.
"Can you hand me those bandages?" she asked as she began to dry the cuts and then bandage them. "I need to get the cuts on my stomach and back," she said, beginning to take off her shirt. Her bra was still on for now and she made sure only her front was facing Jake. She wondered if he would say something about so many of her scars definitely not being from any work accidents. She had a feeling that if he saw her back that he would freak out however.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 1:51 pm
 She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
 Jake Middels"Why is it that your power makes you relive what someone else did to you? I don't get it...your power shouldn't have anything to do with others....other then someone else helping to trigger it." He said as he watched her grab what she needed and wash her arms. He then grabbed the bandages and handed them to her. He winced a bit when she lifted her shirt to reveal the worse scars and cuts on her stomach. He felt horrible for her. He would have embraced her but knew it would hurt right now. He really wanted to ask about them, but knew better not to for her sake. Seeing them though made him want to go give whoever did that to her a beating of a life time......"Let me help you. I can help get it done more tightly." he said hopeing she would. The least he could do for her was to help. He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 2:10 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
"It still happened to be. Besides, this happened just before the first time my power was triggered, maybe that has something to do with it. Either way, it is what it is," she said as she washed another cut. When Jake offered to help her, she hesitated. "There are still more that need to be cleaned," she said, not thinking about it. She did not want him to read what was across her back. She could tell that Jake was trying hard not to ask.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 2:39 pm
She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
Jake Middels "I wish I could trade powers with you. That way you wouldn't have to deal with this anymore. Mine can be annoying at times but it isn't bad." Jake said with a sigh. If they could switch powers then she wouldn't be hurt any longer. "Then let me help you wash the ones on your back at least." He said grabbing a small towel and dipping it into the bowl. He then moved behind her, reaching out his free hand and moved her hair to the side. He froze in shock at the carving on her back. He then hugged her. "I'm sorry this must hurt but I couldn't hold it back. I know I shouldn't but I have to ask. What happened and who did this to you?!" He said with concern clearly in his voice. How could someone carve monster on to Dema? She's not a monster. Not once has she ever given the impression of being a monster, for as long as he has known her. He felt like Ian did earlier. The person who did that was the monster! He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 3:09 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
Jake had gone to her back before she could find a reason to stop him. His hug stung her slightly, but she ignored the mild pain. "It was a while back. I ran away from a bad home, found a good one and then my father found me. I left because he couldn't keep his fist from my face and his boots from my ribs and he didn't like that I left. When he found me he killed the family I was with and did all this. Then I found out I had a power and it was strong enough or he was crazy enough, but he managed to bite a bullet and stopped being a problem for me until I found this little side effect," she explained to him. Dema felt horrible that he had to see the carving. That was two people in one day who had seen it.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 5:13 pm
She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
Jake Middels "So you left for the better and he beats you then calls you a monster? If I ever see that son of a b***h, I'll beat his soul until there is a new color for ghosts! Black, blue and red would be nice to see on him I'm sure." Jake said in an angry tone and not releasing her from the hug. She had been through that sort of hell? It seems like Jakes life would be a cake walk in comparison to hers, to him. He certainly would keep watch on Dema more closely from now on and not let any gray ghost near her. Why the hell is life filled with so many heinous nut jobs! My family would have never done that to me....poor Dema. "I wish you could have had my family. They were good for the years that I new them." He said thinking of his memories of before he was kidnapped. He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 5:33 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
"It's alright. He died and I lived. Besides, I reduced him to a blubbering living corpse before he killed himself. Whatever he saw managed to do that to him. Unless mental acuity improves as a ghost he is probably just sitting somewhere, trying to find my mother. I'm not concerned about it and I just want to ignore this, okay?" she asked, pleading with her eyes. She stepped close to him, wrapping her arms around his waist. She was hoping to distract him with what he had begun before. Dema wanted to put her mind elsewhere and the easiest way to do that was to do that was to get Jake thinking with his other head. She hoped desperately that Jake would have a hard time saying no to her.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 5:54 pm
She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
Jake Middels "Depends on the ghost. Judging by all the crap he did when he was alive, he would be a gray ghost and would be stuck in a deluted state of mind." Jake told her while thinking about it. If it didn't bother you then you never would have brought any of it up to me, today He thought to himself before she wraped her arms around him. "Fine we can put it aside for now but not with this....not right now at least. " he said pulling away from her a bit. He really wanted to but at the same time he still had his illusion still in mind and didn't feel right. "Probably weird to come out of guys mouth, huh?" he said with a half hearted laugh. "I geuss its my turn to tell you my stroy now." He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 6:14 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
"If he's still as diluted as when he died, there's nothing to worry about," Dema said, walking to her drawer and pulling out a fresh shirt. She tried to pull it over her head but the bandages were restricting slightly. After a few tried she was too frustrated and threw it on the ground as hard as the bandages would allow. All of the stress was pressing down on her now. She was just frustrated that her father was still torturing her after death, even though he was nowhere around. "You don't have to if you don't want to. I feel like an a** enough already," she said, sitting on her bed and putting her head in her hands. She wanted to just get angry but was restraining it, hating that she had a temper similar, yet less explosive, than her father's.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 7:18 pm
She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
Jake Middels Great I made it worse for her....I should have just pushed it aside. Its not like I would do to her, what that woman did to me.....but still I feel like I would be forcing her..... he thought to himself as he went and sat beside her. "Well from you, I have nothing to hide, so I don't mind telling. Plus you told me something you didn't want to right?...And your not an a**, you couldn't help it." he said taking his jacket off and putting it around her. He didn't blame her for using her power on him. "Now lets see where to start?....Well I grew up in a tyipical American faimly until I was ten. Then my little brother and I were kidnapped by strange people and were seperated. I was put on a ship out of the country and was sold to a psychotic woman in Germeny. She was a heinous women who....liked young boys. She would take turns with the six boys, including myself, that she kept captive in her basement and tortured us. It eventually became only me at one point since the others died from it.....So at one point I was raped and beaten almost everyday of my life for around five years. Though I don't have to many visible scars, since she would treat the wounds she made, saying she didn't want to have my body ruined for the next time we 'played' as she so nicely put it...." he told her with a slight venom filled tone. He looked down as he told her this, avoiding eye contact. It really is shamful for a guy to get raped and he was to embarrassed to look at her. "Eventually my power triggered beacuse of the other boys that died and we came up with a plan to kill the women. It took a while but eventually she was driven mad and I was able to get free. From there I just survived on my own until I came here." He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 7:47 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
Dema rubbed her temples trying to keep herself in check. Hearing what that woman did to Jake made her mad enough to unleash her fury on many people. She was ready to explode all over again. "People are sick," she commented as she sat upright. "You look ashamed. You shouldn't be though. She was a sad woman who needed to dominate children to get off, not someone worth sparing the shame over," Dema said, still restraining her powers. "Was that what I made you see?" she asked, guessing that it was. She wanted to rewind time so badly.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 8:29 pm
She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
Jake Middels "I can't really help it, it's kind of pathetic for a guy to go through that. Though then again, better it be a guy then a girl." He said looking up at her. He felt dirtied and was embarrassed, he couldn't help it. Plus it just sounds pathetic to him, to have her know her boyfriend was taken advantage of as a child..... "Well anyway, its because of that hellish crap that I lived through, that I tend to try looking more of the positives in life. I mean, nothing worse then that could happen, right." he said putting on a half hearted smile. He then looked away from her and hesitated to answer her next question. If he told her, he knew she would get up set....though he didn't want to lie to her either...."Yeah....I just relived one of the rapes......but its not that bad. I've delt with it many times, so I'm fine right now. Though I will be honest, I can't feel completely comfortable touching you like I did earlier, for right now......" Another reason to feel ashamed. The women made him feel bad for wanting to love his girlfriend. He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 9:04 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
"Better to grow up happily rather than having to deal with any of the crap we both had to. Nobody should have to be hit or touched when they should be playing games every Friday night," Dema said. She and Jake really were quite a pair. They had both suffered terrible, horrible things. "I've dealt with my vision many times too, but you still worried. And please don't give it a second thought. If I had known then I probably would have never started," she said, feeling terrible about it. When Jake started it, it was different because it was on his terms.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 9:29 pm
She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sin
She's paid for
A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words are spinning through his ears again
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
Jake Middels "Well only thing we can do now is make life good for ourselves. We had miserable pasts, so we deserve to have at least a decent future." Jake told her. "But you shouldn't have to hold back on that type of thing....and for that I'm sorry." he said with a frown appearing on his face. He shouldn't feel bad for touching his girlfriend nor should she feel bad for wanting to touch him. He really hated when the past affects the future. Its not fair to him or Dema. He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him
Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe~
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Rogue Phoenix Fire Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 9:55 pm
Step back gonna come at ya fast
I'm driving out of control
And getting ready to crash
Won't stop shaking up what I can
I serve it up in a shot
So suck it down like a man
So baby yes I know what I am
And no I don't give a damn
And you'll be loving it ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃
∂єϻєʈɾα ❝∂єϻα❞ ∂єʃɩץʃαɦ
☆═━┈┈━═☆
"But you had worse things done to you than I did. I don't want to make you feel anything that she made you feel. You don't have to worry about something like that unless you plan on hitting be, which I don't think you do," Dema joked lamely. She gave him a quick hug and pushed some of his hair out of his eyes.
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Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now
I'll make it sweet on the lips
I'll simply knock you out
Shut up I don't care what you say
Cuz when we both in the ring
You're gonna like it my way
Yeah baby there's a villain in me
So sexy sour and sweet
And you'll be loving it
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