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 Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 3:40 pm
The thing with being a wall for the ppl around you is adventively all that wight will crush you. Im at my wits ends here, my moms loseing her grip on reality and it falls on me to keep her in check, she thinks her sisters out to get her and im the one who has to keep the peace, and pay the bills. I feel trapped and losed, ive never been one to bother other with my troubles i alway shouldered every thing, like i said im at my wits end and have no clue were to turn, so here i am spilling my emo BS to the the only group of ppl on the net who i consider friends(and how sad is that) mostly because i know most of you wont care and probable post something snide but whatever i needed to vent.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 6:40 pm
Honestly that sounds like my girlfriends father, he is paranoid as ******** about people killing him.
If you could take a vacation, even a short one, that might help some. Or taking a walk in the sun when its warm outside. Pretty much anything relaxing to you should help quite a bit.
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2011 8:18 am
I hope you can find some peace before you explode. I'm in a similar situation and I try to find a little bit of peace whenever possible. Just getting the way from the house for a few hours help. In fact I'm getting our of here tonight for a rest then I'll be a little bit rested to come back and deal with the chaos that its my home.
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2011 1:16 pm
Well ******** when you think things couldn't get worse they just do, im pissing blood now, i bet that lesbian lookin troll of a boy friend of mine has something to do with this, but what ever my doc finely gave me Xanax, im going to enjoy a drug induced daze for a while.
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