and our relationship started blossoming I started finding bad things for an excuse to push him away. And after I did, I missed him terribly, realized what I had done, and wanted to do anything to get him back.

And I did that with Michael.
And this time things aren't working out, he doesn't really respond to my texts and he never wants to hang out and ugh

i just needed to say this
i really miss him
i miss him to the nth degree