I will give a letter
A secret note
I still can't speak
So I will write

Don't let anyone see it
Don't tell anyone about it
It's your turn to listen
My turn to tell

Here goes nothing.

A thumping fills my ears
A screaming silence consumes my mind
I need to to be my to be my vocal calcium
and bring the sound back to my life

The thread that once held my heart
has sewn my lips
So use your magic love scissors
and break the curse of forgotten words

It takes a lot of courage to do what I did
I listened, to everyone
They told me, everything
My heart is broken, my lips are sealed

I have to say something
but I'm not strong enough
So please be my vocal calcium
And give me the strength to speak

I do say too much
but still not enough
Or at least not well enough
To change your mind

All of you broke my heart
and stole my words
Making me promise not to tell
Sewing my lips with the thread from my heart

The only sound the utters from my mouth
is the sound of my weeping moans
My fearful tears
That think you're going to do it

So give me back my words
Sew my heart back together
Because if you don't,
I just might follow in your footsteps

Be my vocal calcium
and listen to me
I listened to you're acidity
Now I am broken, and you have to fix me

I hope I got my point across
To those of you reading
My heart was broken
So there's no point in speaking