Today I went to St. Louis with the in-laws and watch my husband get sworn into the Navy yet again. I been trying not to cry since I don't like to cry around others and the last two days seems more stressful then anything in my life. I barely slept last night so I'm exhausted and I really haven't ate anything as I feel nothing but heartburn and the urge to throw up.
This is the first time that I actually been away from my husband for more then a night or two. >.< Its bad on me because I have a fear of being alone in a house. =( Plus I'm getting more stress from family now because since he is gone they are harassing me about getting my license to drive. I'm 26 weeks long (6 1/2 months along roughly) and there is 6 inches of damn snow here. So I was planning to get them after my son is born (in May) and I get a doctor's release (my OB wont let me do nothing but rest and care for the baby for 6 full weeks PLUS the time it takes me to recover from my neck surgery). So I'm a mess right now. DX
This is the first time that I actually been away from my husband for more then a night or two. >.< Its bad on me because I have a fear of being alone in a house. =( Plus I'm getting more stress from family now because since he is gone they are harassing me about getting my license to drive. I'm 26 weeks long (6 1/2 months along roughly) and there is 6 inches of damn snow here. So I was planning to get them after my son is born (in May) and I get a doctor's release (my OB wont let me do nothing but rest and care for the baby for 6 full weeks PLUS the time it takes me to recover from my neck surgery). So I'm a mess right now. DX
