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please excuse the spacing. this was from my journal and it was acting up when i had to type this so i had to space it out alot in order to be able to read it. and i know there will be alot of miss spelling and grammar issues please ignore that this is my ruff draft and i plan on making changes. anyway hope you enjoy it.

cold kisses chapter 1 blissful pain
i thought that this was going to be like every other day i was dead wrong.

I was walking through the woods trying to get my mind off the things going on.

then suddenly there was a rush of cold air. Then i saw a man walking towards me.

That was the only thing even remotely human about him was the way he appeared.

he looked like a granite Greek god statue he was beautiful. In the most

breathtaking voice he said i have been watching you
.
i said oh really why would you want to watch me i asked. he replied in that

voice like a angel because your such a beautiful and interesting creature.

wow this gorgeous whatever he was thought i was beautiful. then he smiled

and i saw his teeth, he had fangs at least 2 inches long. His eyes were a

bright shocking silver. then suddenly i had the urge to kiss him. he leaned

in and i followed. our lips met perfectly and his followed mine like a mirror.

It was so intoxicating. He sighed and i copied him. Then he moved his lips

down my neck and i shivered with delight. This man or boy or whatever he

was, was gorgeous and was making me excited i had never felt this way

before. He was kissing my neck and i wrapped my arms around his neck

and hugged him tighter to me. He didn't resist he came willingly he was so

close to me it made my heart pound just thinking about it. Then he ran his

hands down my side and i shivered with delight again i wanted him to keep

going. He moved his soft lips across my neck and then he bit me. it stung

but it was amazing. Then he started sucking the place he just bit. i didn't

know what he was doing but it was blissfully painful. He wrapped his had in

my hair and kept one on my side. Then i suddenly felt a surge of pain at my

neck. i didn't scream because i didn't care.

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i let him continue and the pain worsened. It felt like a flame wrapping around

my neck and my body eating away the flesh. i didn't scream because in

away it was blissful. this may be odd but even though that little voice in my

head was screaming at the top of its lungs danger,danger i let him

keep going. The suddenly my vision faded and i couldn't see at all i was in

complete darkness. i wasn't afraid of it though. i was use to darkness, it was

my companion. i felt him, or it holding me and i relaxed i went limp. despite

the pain i was feeling i felt at peace. i completely gave in. the amazing thing

was he didn't try to hurt me or anything like that he just kept on doing what

he was doing. i had no idea what was happening and that he actually was

hurting me in a way, i was completely absorbed.

Then i cant clearly remember what happen next just that i sort of passed out.

For what seemed like the longest time i was in such pain. My flesh feeling

as if it was being ripped of my body slowly peace by peace. i found that i

wanted to scream but couldn't. it wasn't blissful anymore and i couldn't feel

him holding me anymore. i was frightened. what was happening to me.

Then slowly but surely the pain was fading as if someone was putting out

the fire. moment by moment i relaxed a little more until i felt another pain,

but this was only in my throat. it was a burning worse then the pain i had felt

before, it felt like i was eating the fire. I needed water i needed something

cold. But i still couldn't open my eyes.
Chapter 2 open eyes
Finally one by one i opened my eyes that use to be bright green. I felt

disoriented and my head was spinning other then that i felt......powerful.

Then my memory suddenly came rushing at me like a mad dog. i was filled

with shock and fear what had he done to me. Am i alright, i looked myself

over. Everything was fine but i noticed i was pale more then i was before

. then i realized what had happened, he turned me into what he was. Then

out of know where it came to me, how could i be so stupid. After all the

books i had read how could i not notice right off the bat that he was a

vampire. He must have used some type of mind control on me, i had read

somewhere that they could do that.Then i remembered him, where was he. i

looked around and noticed my new inhancced vision. He was easily found

he was sitting by a tree with his head between his knees. I walked over

there not making a sound i was curious and strangely concerned. When i

reached him he looked up his eyes met mine and we just stared. His eyes

were filled with guilt, regret,loneliness, and oh my god a little hint of lust. my

faced softened "are you alright" i asked. he looked up and tilted his head

to the side like a confused puppy. "me alright" he answered with a odd

smirk on his face. "yes you look....upset". "well honey in a way no im not

alright. but you should be the one upset not me. and yes i am upset." "may

i ask why you are upset". "he looked at me again. then he replied"i am

upset because i feel guilty for changing you". "you shouldn't i to tell you the

truth its what i have fantasized about

forever". Then he grinned, and answered back"well that made me feel a

little better". "but you know what would make me feel alot better" he said

. "what i replied wanting to do whatever made him happy.. "you" he said

softly "i said well you already have me" he smiled.

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He wrapped his arms around me and i was aware of ever single bit of his

body. god he was gorgeous i thought then i heard him reply why thank you.

wait i didn't say that out loud, then i looked at him his lips hadn't moved

either. oh my god he can hear me and i can hear him. that is so rare if only

read about it once. he chuckled in his beautiful silky voice. so i can hear

you and you can hear me i replied sweetly. yes he smiled. well then this

should be interesting i said out loud. he grinned and chuckled once again.

he started kissing my neck and i suddenly said "wait". what is it he said his

face still in my shoulder. "what is your name?" oh he answered. My name is

Ambrosie its french for immortal. "i smiled how very ironic i replied". "yes i

agree he said smileing." i know what other people call you but what is your

original name?" he asked "my name is Callidora it is the Greek name

meaning gift of beauty". "well it fits you perfectly" he said taking my face in

his hands. "yes my parents thought so too they studied Greek traits and

mythology". "um-hm" he mumbled. "you could just call me Calli like my

friends do if you want to" he looked at me then said" i shall not call u Calli i

will call u by your name because it tell the truth and fits you so well". i smiled

and if i could blush i more then likely would have. "Callidora im going to

have to teach you the ways of the immortal" "yes i knew you would i know

some things maybe that will help" "yes if they are true" he answered winking

at me.

The spacing and lack of capitalization was not intended. The computer was messed up at the time I put this up that is why it is like this. I have been meaning to fix it but haven't got around to it yet.