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I just want to talk to someone that is not involved in the situation. For awhile now I have been having a lot of trouble at home. And it has been getting worse. It all seems to go back to last Feb. My family were all in a bad car crash. (Someone didn't stop at the stop sign.) Anyway, everyone got checked out and they started the healing process. But my dad's x-rays showed something more...he had cancer on both his kidneys. We all thought that the crash was a blessing in disguise. My dad went back to work after the crash, but then went he had to go out for his surgery, he was fired. Anyway, he has gotten real mean, and nasty to everyone. He picks at me and my mom and tears us down. And if we are having fun, forget it we might as well as walk to the gallows. My gran is the only one that has not healed from the crash, and needs a lot of care, so does my handicapped sister. But, my dad wont help, I cant cause I dont know what to do for my sis, and she dun want me to know, and I can not help with my gran, cause I gag to much. So I try to help around the house cleaning and doing the dishes in between going to work. But all my dad does is sit and watch tv. Tells us to be quite or we are blocking his view. cused us all out on christmas day for no cookies that he likes. Anyway I have tried to talk to him and it only ends in me getting cused out and yelled at. makes me feel so small...there is a lil i left out, but not needed now. my mom wants a divorce...and I just dont know anymore...I just dont know .