A Poem About How I Feel Right Now! Yay!

It's hard to Wake up
When your father's throwing up
On your ******** bed
N' your wishin' you were ******** Dead
Cuz he's choking you to sleep

Everytime he acts out
I always doubt
Weather I'll make it out alive
If there's a god for his sake end this misery

I'm tired of waking up
With a cup of blood
Sitting next to the side
And it's kinda hard to hide
It from everyone else

I'm tired of being his puppet
Sometimes I just think ******** it
and I
Wanna die
And I Wanna break down and cry
And I Wanna drown in a lake of my
Misery
can't You see?
It's hard to wake up for me