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 Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 5:49 pm
 I'll probably vent a lot here. Sort of my area to just be..me. Read if you want.Ok, you know what? Us females have enough to worry about, in the eye of society, that we really don't need ONE MORE THING to worry about. I'm sure you're like, "Hypo, what the hell are you talking about?" . . . if not, stop reading. neutral The other day, I had excused myself to the bathroom. Normal daily function that everyone had to do, which in that instance, I had to urinate. Ok, far be it for me to worry about peeing but, when returning to my friends, of my no-so-close male friends commented to me, "Damn Sarah, you sounded like a cow peeing on a flat rock!" neutral What? You mean to tell me, that even how I pee is scrutinized? At first, I was like "Ha, yeah. Ok". Then I got to thinking about it more, later on that night. "Do I sound odd peeing?" Needless to say, I didn't think much about it until today, I had to excuse myself to a bathroom, while out shopping with my children. Got in there, locked my stall door behind me and proceeded to do what one does, while in there. . . and I stopped. I stopped and realized, there are about six other women in this bathroom, being it's a public bathroom in a shopping mall, and proceeded to pee DIFFERENTLY. Yup, I did. Almost like I was trying to make it a quiet as I could. WHY? Because, I'm sure if one person said I sounded like a cow peeing on a flat rock, THOSE PEOPLE WOULD TOO! So. As crazy as I'm sure I sound right now, I finally gave up and just peed like I always do, and no one looked and/or commented. So, to my point!! (Yes, people, I have one) So, people not only have to worry about their appearances, but their bodily functions too? Is this crazy, or and I the crazy one here?
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 5:00 pm
Today's rant! Oh dear, this is turning into an everyday thing now? YES, because I never know just when to shut up. Again, no reason to read this crap here, if you don't want to.
You know what? I'm not going to rant. *GASP* I'm going to just write today because, I've had a rather good day.
Have you ever been ignored by someone you really wish, would just SEE you? Not the perception they might have of you, nor what you look like...just see you. As hard as that might seem, I can see people, for who they are. Now, I'm not sayin' that this is some visual thing because, although it does play a factor in attraction/attention, I find the outter so much less then the inner.
Oh Sarah, that's so sappy and overly cliche' !
Yeah, I'm sure it does sound that way, and at some point, it is. Yet, it honestly doesn't bother me much since, you can't base everything about someone, on their appearance. Even worse in this day in age, when you can get a whole upgraded body, if you have enough cash. :3
I learned something, way back in High School. I loved my History teacher. Yeah, ok..didn't "Love" him, I crushed hard on him like, totally. He wasn't particularity handsome, short, sort of very pale redheaded man. Not ugly but, nothing most women would double-take for yet, I was completely enthralled by this man. Why? His mind. Oh his wonderful mind, and the experiences he gain being abroad that sent my head into a tizzy. Super intelligent, funny, witty, and of course, that ******** smirk. lol Sure, being only 16-17, I was freakin' out as to WHY I HAD A CRUSH ON SUCH A MAN, when most of my friends where all about the "Pretty boys with no substance".
So, I guess what I'm trying to say is...well, I'm not sure. xd Just sort of that "Stuff", that's been on my mind. Which, it changes daily. Hur- hur.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 5:05 pm
why the hell does it matter how one pees?
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 6:10 pm
jettblack28 why the hell does it matter how one pees?
I have no idea but, he commented on it anyways. I honestly think, he was just ******** with me but, it effected me none the less.
Most things don't get to me like that but, I'm still very "Body-Self conscious", thanks in part, again, to Society. Twin pregnancy does some evil things to the female form, lemme tell ya.
I've not given it another thought, since that day honestly.
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Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 11:25 pm
Scratch that second "Rant". I'm just stupid, honestly.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 3:03 pm
Ok! Rant today! It seems there is always something bothering me, to the point, I need to vent about it on Gaia. GO ME!
You know what? I'm tired of putting on airs for people, who in fact, don't really like me. I mean, there is a point where you just don't give a crap but, you bite your tongue for the sake of keeping this Kosher.
There is this certain group of people, (Not in PG so, don't start reporting me to Mods. It's another guild.), whom I really can not stand.
"But Sarah, why do you stay there?"
Because, I do have a few good friends, that still post there, and I love talking to them there. I could just chat with them on a messenger, or FaceBook but, why? I can post where I want on Gaia, and I should be able to! Now, I don't pay much mind to those people in that guild but, when they start to ignore MY FRIENDS..because they are friends with ME, I start to get a bit of the "I'm going to b***h slap you." side of me.
Don't like me, fine. I honestly can deal but, ostracizing my friends due to association? Wow, ok. I tend to be loud, obnoxious, and say what I want to say, I dig that it rubs a lot of people the wrong way. I'm the first to admit I'm a b***h but really? UGGGGGGGGH!
Anyways, my point is; Is it fair that people look at you differently, because of who you maintain a friendship with?
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2010 4:45 pm
I missed an entry last night. eek S'ok, I have enough to rant about for both days.
You know what? I seriously think I'm being too nice to people. Really. Ok, maybe not too nice but, I feel like I should be a lot more nonchalant about things, more so than I am now.
Because, I'm overly stuck on things people say, and what the hell the meaning is behind those things people say. Since sometimes, can't honestly see their face or their body language, I got of verbal cues as to what the hell is going on in that head.
So, I guess I've got to turn off my mind sometimes, and just let what's there, be. Yet, that's sort of my personality...I internalize things yet, never will dare say what they are. Pssh, that's not as interesting as what other have to say about nothing in particular.
Point being, I'm a emotional-tard. Yes, you've read that right. That, and I think I need to be off Gaia more than I'm on. :/
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Posted: Sun Dec 19, 2010 3:00 pm
So, today I sold a bunch of crap I never use and made a good bit of gold. Time to go Gaia shopping for people. heart
The way it looks, around 100k per present, with a list of around ten people, I'm happy to gift things to.
Huzzah! Let's hope everyone has a wishlist on their profiles. :/ I hate having to guess what people want.
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