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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 7:18 pm
The beast of pleasure was a much different creature from the one that reigned over business. That beast was at rest - now the former prowled the mall. Well, maybe prowl wasn't the correct word. After all, the silver-haired boy was seated in one of the many seats of the food court. He had his one guilty pleasure before him, and those calculating, fierce, pink eyes scanned the people as they passed by.
He had in his mind to test himself and his new-found sexuality. Of course, he could have gone and seen Paris, but Billy would rather find something more....entertaining in the long-term. He would rather...play a game. He was a predator in search of prey. Thus far what he'd seen had not satisfied his high standards.
The burger in front of him however, and the fries....well, that satisfied a different hunger. He oh so languidly took a fry from its little cardboard container and bit in to it. To Billy, only he could do such and make it appear so sultry. Maybe someone would see, and their eyes would meet. The the hunt would be on. Or maybe...
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 7:46 pm
The only thing that Ladon was hunting for was something to do, and after a long walk in the snow, he was sitting in the courtyard of a section of shops and enjoying one of the best things to have on a winter's day. Hot chocolate. Not one to like Styrofoam cups, he brought his own cup, one shaped and designed to look like the traditional, disposable cups but made of porcelain with a rubber top. It kept people from looking at him (aside from the cashier who he asked to fill it in the cup instead of creating more trash with their cups), and it made him feel better.
It was luck that allowed him to sit at a table that didn't have snow on the seat, and he leaned back, drinking the sugar-sweet drink and watched people walk by. A mother dragging her distracted daughter down the street. A little boy saying a rather garbled 'Santa' as he pointed all about him at each shop display, annoying his parents. A dog running loose – looking too healthy to be a stray. Oh, there was his owner. Ladon frowned that the dog didn't have a leash. Then there were older people shuffling along, looking lost. Then a multitude of people on their phones, walking by, busy texting their friends, family, and figuring out what shop to hit next in order to be done with the holiday shopping and back in their own, warm houses.
And while some people found the only way to get toasty was to go home, Ladon turned his head to see a couple sit down at a bench and one girl plop herself right into her boyfriend's lap, running her hands through his hair and devouring his tongue in one wide, cherry-red kiss.
The very act of having no shame caused Ladon to jerk his eyes to the right, looking at a trash can in an attempt not to see what they were doing and to not appear like a peeper. He wished more people just did those things indoors, in a basement, with the lights out. He might believe in romance, but not public face-sucking.
He went back to drinking his hot chocolate, his throat a little tighter.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 7:58 pm
Billy saw the couple and scoffed inwardly to himself. There was nothing in the sight of a girl ravishing her partner that he found at all appealing. There had been a time when he thought he did, simply because it was expected that a guy be with a girl. Well, he was disillusioned from that simple expectation.
Billy had also seen the reaction of a certain dark-haired boy, whom he didn't recognize from where he was. Billy perceived that the boy had seen just what he had. he also perceived that said boy was...perhaps embarrassed by the couple's actions? He chuckled quietly. What did that boy have to be embarrassed about? Maybe the boy was just a prude. Ah. Now that could make for a fun little game.
Billy picked up his burger, still in its wrapping and his fries in one hand. The other hand picked up his drink, and he then proceeded to saunter over to the dark-haired boy with long, smooth, strides. He then placed his food on the table before the boy and took a seat in front of him. "Mind a little company? I-ah," It was then he recognized the boy. Ladon. The boy who had commissioned him, "It is you~" Billy purred. Well now, this gave him some leverage. A grin appeared on his dark face.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 8:12 pm
Company was not what he was expecting, and certainly from a boy he had only met a few days back randomly on the street. Billy's smooth approach hadn't been noticed as Ladon was fixed on looking to his side and the lovely scene of birds crumbs by the trash can and a red-head tying their shoe.
When he heard the scrap of the metal chair go from vacant to occupied, her jumped and looked at the now filled chair, the food being placed on the table, and then up at the silver-haired boy. A boy he remembered from their unusually meeting on the street and the youma painting he just brought from him.
It was certainly strange to have a almost-stranger welcome themselves to his table, but company was company and etiquette told him to be polite. "Ladon." He stated, reminding Billly of his name. "And you're Billy…Road~rudenger?" He wasn't sure about the last name, but he felt there was a 'Road' in it somewhere. He used name associations to remember things and he thought of a goat on the road selling paintings. True, it wasn't a flattering image, but Billy didn’t need to know his name remembering methods.
He looked at his meal and back at the boy. "Taking a lunch break from selling paintings?" He asked, wondering what an artist did outside of selling art and painting.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 8:30 pm
"Roadinger, yes. Billy Roadinger," he nodded, taking a sip of his drink. He remembered Ladon's name. He didn't normally bother, but for a customer he could extend the effort. "Truth be told, I think I've tapped this area dry of patrons - either that or the people here have no eye for art, or they do not know the worth of my labors. They turn their nose up at prices that are already too low. It is a starving life we artists lead. And I don't have plans to freeze because of it."
Business had been better at the beginning of the month, but each day, the closer it got to Christmas, the fewer people even looked his bench's way. Maybe he'd set up again sometime closer to Christmas when the last minute shoppers really ran rampant.
"You on the other hand," Billy paused, giving Ladon a small grin, and a appraising look, "have taste, fortunately. You can recognize beauty, talent. For that, I praise you." Billy's praise though was mostly a lure to appeal to the boy.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 8:47 pm
The compliment wasn't one he expected to receive, and he shot his eyes down, and shook his head quickly, clearly embarrassed by it. Anyone saying anything good about him that he didn't feel was deserved, which were most compliments, always made him uncomfortable. He never knew what to say, but felt he had to say something nice in return. "Thanks, but it's really nothing. You're the one that put all the hard work into it, and then dedicated yourself to stand out there all day and sell it. That's hard work, and you deserve it." Of course that had come out more of a compliment than he first thought, but it was all true. Ladon had a great appreciation for hard work and those who worked hard to being better.
"I'm not an artist. You should see my stick figures. They're horrible, but I do like what you painted. You have a lot of talent. I could see you having a gallery than just hanging on the side of some road." Though coming from someone who couldn't draw or paint, he didn't know how far his compliments really went. He didn't have an 'eye' for art, though he was deeply flattered Billy would think so.
Still looking down, he turned his cup around and around, letting his hand be occupied as he fiddled about. Then, he looked up. "A lot of people like cheap, mass-produced things. I'd rather get something unique that was made by a person and not a machine." It's why he fixed stuffed animals and made them as good as knew. It's also why he liked clothes with detail because someone made that, took the time to design it, and it wasn't just chucked out a million times by some machine in China.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 9:02 pm
"It would help if more people thought so. Unfortunately this Holiday becomes less and less about the person you are buying for, and more about just what you can get them that is of the least cost to you." It was an ugly truth. It made Billy somewhat glad that he had no one to buy for on the holidays.
"Even if you are no artist, at the very least, you do posses something in you that is uncommon. Something unique." Billy had seen, and noted, Ladon's reaction to his earlier compliment, as well as remembered his earlier reaction to that couple. He wondered just how Ladon would act if Billy were to exude a little more charm.
"But then again, when I saw you I thought I saw something special in you."
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 9:25 pm
If Billy was looking for a toy, he found the easiest plaything in the school yard. Ladon wasn't often complimented. He wasn't given comments, told he was special, unique, or given any sort of attention that bordered on what Billy was giving him. Because of this, Ladon was left stunned, sputtering, and looking around for some hidden camera or a group of giggling teenagers who had put Billy up to a very cruel prank. It wouldn't have been the first time that had happened to him, but they were usually girls. Not boys.
His mind quickly rationalized that he was getting worked up over nothing and was imagining things. A quick shot of denial and he blew it off with a nervous, strange laugh. There was no way. He was just being nice and offering a compliment, grateful that someone bought his art and was speaking so highly of it. That was all.
"…th-thank you." He said weakly, taking a sip of his hot chocolate as he looked around and then settled his eyes back on Billy. The boy was still looking at him with that small smile on his lips. "…but I'm really just a normal guy. Just walking buy and saw some art I liked. Nothing special at all. I certainly don't have talent like you." Oh geez. He had to stop complimenting this guy, but he couldn't be mean and snippy either.
What did he do?!
He looked around for some people playing a prank on him and to keep his eyes from being under his boy's gaze.
Distraction. He needed a distraction. "Nice weather we're having. …nice and sunny." Lame!
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 9:36 pm
Billy chuckled, "You're nervous. Might I inquire as to why? I tell you now, I might have acted coldly on the day we met, but such is my nature when conducting business - when I am forced to associate with whatever random scum drops by. Times like now, when I am free to act as I will, I am free to choose just who it is I socialize with. And I have high standards, dear Ladon." He dropped his voice low as he picked up a fry and leaned in, "And I would not be talking to you now if I felt you did not fit those standards."
Billy then leaned back in his seat with a confident grin, his voice resuming its usual volume, "I saw you look away from the horrid sight of that couple over there displaying their lust so publicly... You are,..chaste. Innocent. You have a purity that raises you high above the scum that crawls about this place. I admire that. It is for that reason I would choose to have your company."
It was obvious that this non-business side of Billy could be fairly long-winded. And somewhere in his mini speeches there was some truth tucked in to the fishing line he cast out to lure poor Ladon. Indeed, Billy admired that innocence. As mentioned before, it would make for a fun little game. And seeing how easily moved by compliments Ladon was, Billy was sure that his efforts to reel him in would not fail.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 9:53 pm
There were many things that bothered him. One was that a BOY was talking this way to him. Secondly, that this boy who he barely knew had not only clearly saw he was flustered by people making out, but instantly made the dead-on assumption that he was, in a polite way, a virgin. While it was true, common rule said that this was more a thing to hide and be somewhat shameful about than to have someone out you out. How many people were teased for being a virgin? For not having fun, for having standards that other kids felt were foolish, and that you clearly were too much of a loser to be in bed with anyone. Saving your self was SO childish, and while he had his reasons, and knew there good in being the way he was, having a kid point it out just made him feel small. He expected a teasing joke, a insult, a pointing finger with a big "Ha-Hah!"
Then there was the third thing that a boy was talking this way and seemed to clearly mean it. That he was, dare he even think of this insanity, HITTING on him!
"You…You're joking. Who ..who put you up to this?" He looked around, instantly suspicious. "This isn't funny, and I don't like it. It's…it's mean to play around like this." He didn't like being the joke in someone's trick. He had this done to him before in middle school. He wasn't dumb enough to fall for it again.
When his eyes settled back on Billy, he froze under his deep, interested gaze. "You're messing with me." He had to. NO ONE liked him that way, and on one thought a 'chaste' boy was something to admire and like. They usually laughed and asked what was wrong with him. Still, Billy's gaze deeply unsettled him because of that small possibility that there was no one daring the boy to do this and he was here just because he wanted to.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 10:02 pm
Oh, Billy was quite amused, however he hid his amused grin in favor of the 'offended' act.
"You would insinuate that I would not only do something so low, but that I would associate myself with such vermin that would conspire to trick a gem such as you!?" Billy made sure there was just the right sharpness in his tone, just the right amount of accusation, hurt, and anger.
He wondered what Ladon would do with this development. It was true, Billy was playing with him, but with a far greater purpose in mind than public embarrassment. No, Billy sought his own satisfaction. Billy stood, letting his chair screech on the ceramic tiles below as he made an act of gathering up his food. "I am sorry that evidently the world and all its filth have disillusioned you to the fact that anyone could possibly see any value in you~" He let his voice waver with manufactured pain. He let his pink eyes gain a fierceness in place of their usual dis-attached gleam. Oh, how Billy hoped this new bait would be taken... He was having quite a time of it!
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 10:19 pm
Hook, line, and sinker.
The chair creaked as Ladon bolted up, holding out his hand. "Wait! I'm sorry. I just…I thought you were messing with me. I didn't mean to think you'd do something like that." He blurted out, noticing his hand and shooting it back down. He nearly tipped over his hot chocolate in the process, but sudden, gripping guilt had thrown him into action.
"I'm sorry." He restated, this time no longer so much as a shout as a ashamed, low voice. He looked down, and then looked back up. "I just…it's happened before. I thought, I mean you're ugly or anything, so I had to wonder why. I ..I didn't believe you. People don’t just come to me and ..say those things." He looked around, but felt that after the disrespect he showed Billy, he had to look at him, like a child who had to apologize for doing something bad.
"People don't talk to me like that. I didn't see why you would. I thought you were trying to make fun of me." He pressed his hands on the table, before looking at the empty seat. Now that that was out of the way, the words from before came back to him as not playful lies, but as simple truths.
A moment of silence passed, before he flustered and looked at him. "I don't see why you'd even say those things." He was still standing, not sure if he should sit down or not while Billy was in the process of leaving.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 10:34 pm
Billy had taken the first step to leave when Ladon had stood, and now that left them quite close. Billy took their proximity as an opportunity, and put on an expression somewhere between hardened and hurt, and looked down upon the shorter boy. "Perhaps I am to blame for placing too much hope in the pure. But that is all the impure truly hope for - that someone more lily white than themselves will look upon them with the same reverence and envy as they feel. And even if that is not with love, than with association, so that they might feel like even for an instant all their past transgressions have been forgiven~"
Billy was quite proud of himself. He had predicted much of this, yet simply knowing what comes next in a game does not ruin its thrill.
"Perhaps...I am selfish in the search for my own heart's salvation. Or perhaps, yet, I should have seen that no tarnished knight such as I could ever hope to carry anyone off into the sunset."
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 10:46 pm
What had he done?! He had completely ruined this boy's faith in all things that were good and honest, and all because he thought he was up to something indecent. Unaware of what he had done at first, he had slapped this boy in the fact, made him feel as if he associated with mean, dirty people, and that he wasn't good enough for him! HIM! He wasn't even anything and this guy was getting so worked up and hurt over…over him?!
His mind was swimming at just that thought. If he didn't know it would hurt the guy, he would have asked if he was still joking with him. No one in their right mind ever thought he was anything. Not a 'gem' or someone special. Someone up to their 'standards' and who they'd like to share their company with. It was usually the opposite of this. No one wanted to sit at his table, talk to him, and certainly didn't talk this way to him.
I'd say I'm dreaming if my heart wasn't beating so fast. He thought.
"D-Don't say that. Not because of me. I didn't mean it. I'm sorry. I just thought that – Well, no one ever talks that way to me. I don't even know why you'd think this. I mean - look at you. I'm sure you're popular and have plenty of people after you. What you're saying, with me and all the …innocent stuff. I didn't think guys were into that. I'm not that great." He didn’t know if he was going to help his cause or make it worse. He certainly didn't want to let this boy lose faith in everything, and in private, he was more than swept away with any reference to knights. Then again, he always felt he was the one who should be making the knight reference and not be the other way around.
"You don't seem tarnished or bad to me at all. You're really nice to come over and talk to me. You're not a terrible person at all." Please, he didn't want that sharp, pained look directed back at him. A look HE caused. It would kill him.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 10:59 pm
Inside Billy's head there was probably maniacal laughter. There was definitely a feeling of satisfaction, and a dark stirring of pride. Billy didn't think that perhaps he had merely gotten lucky with an easy target. No. Billy was fully convinced that he was just that good.
"If you think I am not terrible, then you would be wrong. If you are light, then I am shadow. It is only natural than that the shadow seeks out the light," Billy said matter-of-fact, finally giving the boy space. Stepping back a step. Lessening his intensity. It was time to play hard to get...
"But perhaps I acted too quickly. In my desperation I looked to the first light to catch my eye. I have bothered you enough. I should perhaps, continue my search for the light~" Billy made another motion to leave.
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