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A Poem about My Story of Self-Hate

Over the past few days
I cant get you off my mind
So I escaped to a cave to clear my daze
And Returned to discover
I've Gone Blind

I never thought I'd Love you So
And Baby I'd Never let You go
But You must know
I'm not the same man anymore

As Each day passes
I'm thinking about killing The masses
As each day passes
She's got me going crazy

Life's getting more ha-zy
And it's harder to be
Sane... and see everything so ...clear

I just don't wanna be hear
I'm at war with my own body
I peer into my eyes
And I only see
Myself, hating the world and most of all me

I've hurt to so many times
I've committed so many crimes
I'm un-deserving of my own skin
I've pinned myself against the wall and I'm ready to end it all