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 Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 5:26 pm
  This is Private RP between Huang-Fu [Nyxtsuki Moon] & Xiu[Honeybii]
Setting:Cherry Tree Hill Xiu runs into Huang at this epic meeting place and tempers fly.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 5:55 pm
The crisp autumn air cut through his senses, clearing them slightly. He’d been in a fog ever since his fight with Sakn. To top things off, Bai had vanished. Again. Xiu wondered where the cub went. He was gone for days at a time and Xiu could only pray the tiger came back in one piece. It put Xiu on edge to have his familiar missing. That coupled with his entranged relationship with Sakn made for a very unhappy Xiu.
Still trying to relax, somehow, Xiu went in search of quiet places. First it was the city gardens where he’d met Li, but that meeting had proved less than…soothing. Giving up on the city completely, he headed for the areas around it. He avoided the northern forest, the paint of blood on grass still vivid in his mind. Too many things had happened recently. Bad things. He wasn’t used to it and felt a kind of weariness that he thought only came to those who were horribly sick.
He wasn’t sick. Sick of heart, but not physically sick.
Slowly, he found that he had been treading upwards to the big cherry tree on top. There were no pink blossoms now and it was strangely sad. Maybe he was just projecting his feels onto the environment as well. Hoping that he’d finally found a place to be alone and just sit, he was startled to find a tall figure already there.
There was something about this person that Xiu recognized, not by sight, but by stories he’d been told by Kyung. It was ironic really and Xiu wasn’t sure if he should be angry with this man or just curious.
“You.” He spoke, voice neutral as he eyed the assassin.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 6:11 pm
Huang had come to the tree where he had met Kyung. It was winter now though and all of the gorgeous branches once lush with foliage and blossoms now bare to the season of death. It was sad, truly but Huang didn't feel true sadness here. This place was always one of comfort. His hand touched the bark of the tree, cold yet alive and sighed. Since the first time he had been on this hill, he had met his two loves under this tree. One a bright and spirited woman, and the second a smart and witty male. To think that love developed on the empty tree was odd to Huang.
Speaking of said Love, he had returned from another visit from his one sided love Kyung and his estate. Kyung's family was used to him now which made him happy, yet Kyung still refused to accept Huang's love for what it was. However, at least he still considered him a friend.
Lost in his own thoughts, Huang turned his head at the voice of a unknown stranger, disrupting his own thought processes.
"I'm Sorry Sir," Huang looked around noticing that he was only one that the boy could possibly talking to and turned back to him, "Are you speaking to me Sir?" Huang squinted his eyes, no he didn't recognize the boy, so why would he call him out?
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 6:24 pm
Xiu looked over Huang for a moment, uncharacteristically silent and grim. He took in the dark hair and the battle worn armor, familiar with Huang's appearance despite never having met him before. The man didn’t LOOK like a horribly irritating person, but that’s why Kyung had told him when he was whining about how Huang kept professing his love. Xiu thought Kyung was being a little overly dramatic about the whole thing. He would kill to have Sakn be so open about his feelings. What he wouldn’t give for the redhead to say those three little words.
Visibly shaking himself, he blinked, back down to earth once again. “You’re Huang-Fu.” Xiu replied. “And I am no sir.” Inclining his head, he kept his eyes latched onto Huang, not knowing if the male was volatile or if it was just another of Kyung rants. Xiu couldn’t help but inwardly smile at his friend’s latest tirade.
“Kyung.” Xiu tried again just in case Huang was completely lost. “I’m friends with Kyung and he had told me all about you and your…er, devotion.”
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 11:07 am
Huang continued to stare at the boy before cocking his head and remaining his facade of a stoic face. The boy had called by his name and that worried Huang though you could never tell. By this boy knowing him, it was possible he was somebody looking for a contract with Huang, or worst off, he could be a assassin to kill the assassin. Such as their world lived in the times of war.
Huang kept his hands over his needles that were his new weapon, just in case the boy decided to be the latter of Huang's guesses. "If not a Sir then who are you?" Huang stared harshly at the boy. If name was given to him, Huang would cross the boy of his list for possible assassin attempt and only then would he relax his trained instincts to kill.
Though at the mention of Kyung, Huang's eyes blazed and while Jealousy was imminently in his system, Kyung was free to have friends, even if they were other males....or even females.
"Only friends then. Not a threat." Huang spoke aloud before letting his hands fall and turning to the tree, "So Kyung does speak of me? Well I suppose thats a start. Good enough." Huang mused before blushing, "I ah, am very devoted to him. Well I suppose I would be seeing as I love him very deeply. It is a puzzle as to why he doesn't like me anymore." Huang sighed, a man troubled by his love.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:55 am
“My name is Shi Xiu. It’s a pleasure to finally be meeting you face to face.” He offered a shallow bow, keeping his eyes firmly fixed on Huang. Kyung had also told him of the man’s job as an assassin and though Xiu assumed that he himself couldn’t possibly any threat, it was clear that Huang was still wary.
Xiu smiled the same moment that Huang relaxed and turned towards the tree. “Yes, I’m a friend, and Kyung does speak of you,” Xiu answered, “but it’s mostly to complain.” It wasn’t that he hated Huang. If anything he was annoyed with the other for so thoroughly rocking Kyung’s life. It seemed didn’t know that first thing about Kyung, though that of course was partly Kyung’s fault.
“I wouldn’t worry to much though. He’s just in a mood, he’ll get over it soon.” Xiu leaned around and gave Huang a bright smile that spoke of a common trouble. “I’m in a similar predicament and I’ve noticed that it’s best to give the person you like a bit of space. Less chance of getting yelled at, you know?”
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Posted: Sun Dec 26, 2010 7:06 pm
"I see Shi Xiu." Huang stared longer at the boy, assessing him as not a threat before finally relaxing fully. His body went limp with a tiredness of aches, not just physical but from his heart. How his heart ached. Memories were haunting him, so vivid and painful. His best friend Yuan still ached inside him, though it was a memory that was more peaceful. And then Yuan changed into Shin-Mu and his heart ached. His first love that he had botched so horribly. It was the fear that he would end up the by product, hatred so strong from Kyung like he had for Shin. While his hate was muted for the girl, he still felt the resentment of their relationship. Sometimes he felt that it was because of Shin that he had such a hard time gaining the true love of Kyung. Where he failed once, wouldn't he fail again?
Internal musing kept Huang quiet for a long time as he looked back over at the younger boy, staring into the eyes of the stranger who was closer to Kyung then Huang was now. Jealousy instantly sprang and he squelched it back to his belly. He had once been friends with Kyung. Would this boy develop the same feelings?
"Haha." Huang laughed before sighing sadly, his face fell into depression, "Well that should be nothing new I suppose. I figured there would be no good thoughts on my account considering. I held my hopes to high for such a notion to think that Kyung would speak perhaps positivity."
Huang stared at the boy before frowning. "I wouldn't consider it a mood, more of permanent state of anger and dislike for me." Raising his hands over his head before crossing them behind his neck to rest his head on, Huang quieted. "Similar how so Shi Xiu? Are you of a Legion family, Fallen for a Male of a Noble family? Does your love hate your entire being, rejecting you and all that you have to give because of a mistake shared? The less space I give him, the less I have to show him how much I care. Don't you see that?" Huang seriously doubted this kid shared the similar predicament indeed, to compare was like comparing rice to beans. just because both are eatable doesn't mean they have the same taste. "I don't mean to be rude Shi Xiu, Friend of Kyung. But I hardly see how anyone could share the same problem as I do."
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 1:33 pm
Xiu's concern for Huang grew. Even after all of the foul thing's Kyung had said about the man, he wasn't sure how much of him was true. All Xiu saw was someone who was broken in love and seemingly tired of trying to fight for it. This was all just in own understandings though, but those emotions flitting across Huang's face were real. Huang was obviously hurting over something.
The need to reach out and comfort this new person was strong, but Xiu held back, his hands clenched at his side as Huang leaned against the tree. This person was Kyung or Sakn or even Jianyu. Xiu knew he couldn't be touching a veritable stranger with experiencing some kind of repercussion.
So, he stayed right where he was, listening to Huang's lament.
"Then you are foolish and thickheaded." Xiu blurted before he could stop himself. He forced the words out though and continued to speak, "I may not be falling for a man of the Legion faction, but I do love a man. Deeply so. I made a mistake just as you did and I fear that because of his rejection he will not even want to be friends with me."
Xiu stared at Huang unwaveringly, mouth set. "You are not the only one in the entire world who has problems in love. As far as Kyung is concerned, you MUST give him space. I thought the same as you when I met him again, thinking that because we shared a childhood friendship, we would have a commonality. It takes patience. Let Kyung come to you as he did for me."
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Posted: Tue Jan 18, 2011 6:57 pm
Huang cocked his head curiously at the other boy before snorting. This boy, was he reaching out to him? Why would he as a friend of Kyung's talk to Huang with such polite and reasonable advice. Noble as well, did he not fear that Huang, a Legion would attack him just for being what he was? Huang wouldn't harm the boy what so ever, A childhood friend of Kyung's would be respected at least. Respected as far as looking past alliances and to two strangers, one who wished to understand and counsel and the other seeking without voicing his need on advice for love.
Was it a message from the Goddess? Sending Xiu to talk to him and spark the need to fight again for his love? To give him deeper and more ingrained knowledge of his love from the mind of his childhood friend? Huang sighed again before looking back at the boy. He was just so tired of trying, and yet just this tiny interest would befall him and cause him to hope for more.
"Foolish? Yes I have been. I forget how to handle these things such as emotions and feelings with the mentality of proper etiquette of conversation." Huang looked down, arms crossed as he leaned on the tree. He would not explain to Xiu that it had only been recent that Huang had started to break from his persona of a quiet, polite shell and developing into a young man with passion, confusion and too many worries he didn't have before. It use to be black and white for Huang, Now it was grays and reds, blacks and white. Too many things all at once.
"Why would he reject you of friendship? Is it hard to be friends knowing that one loves the other deeply? Or Is it because you, yourself can never voice your feelings to him and it hurts you?" Huang shook his head. Xiu's situation sounded odd and painful. Could he truly relate to Huang, together both painfully aware of just how much their loves could slip away? "No I don't think I am the only one with problems of the heart and Loins Shi Xiu. I know that I am the only one faced with the direness of my problem. My love as you say is not really a love at all, at least for him. He hates me, with a passion so bright that sometimes I wonder if i could ever dare touch him knowing that he is burning it through my very soul." Huang limped against the tree and returned to a quiet moping.
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Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2011 11:26 pm
Xiu watched Huang closely, cocking his head curiously at the male as he stepped a bit closer. The male had problems with expressing emotions? At least, that's what Xiu understood. Kyung had mentioned something of the like, but he'd never gone into any detail and Xiu hadn't pressed. What he did know for sure was that Huang seemed passionate, at least when it came to Kyung. Both seemed to have hang up concerning the other and Xiu was sure that it would get better with time and trust.
"When you become close friends with the person you love, it's difficult to maintain a normal relationship again. The rejection hurts as I'm sure you know." Xiu's voice was quiet as he looked at his feet and didn't elaborate further. He didn't want to think about Sakn just yet or they way the male had scoffed at his kiss. Xiu was sure that the redhead was furious right now. At least it seemed that way.
At the mention of loins, Xiu's face turned bright red and he looked sharply up at Huang. He bit his lip, remembering the times he and Kyung had touched. It was strictly for the purpose of discovery and reinforcing their friendship, but Xiu knew that Kyung was having just as much trouble with his libido as Huang was.
"He doesn't hate you," Xiu replied, looking anywhere accept Huang. "He just doesn't trust you. So far you've accosted him, yes, but you haven't shown him that you'll stay once you...er, get what you want. Kyung is not shying with his, ah, engagements with another just so long as he trusts them completely." Hopefully Kyung wouldn't kill him with mentioning something so personal to Huang. Xiu desperately wanted the two to succeed in love and if he had to do a bit of meddling so be it. Kyung would never have volunteered such information, that much Xiu knew.
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2011 12:42 pm
Huang's arms remained crossed as he kept his back to the tree and listen to Xiu talk. Why did it seem that this boy was trying to help him so much? It was so odd to think of someone else really listening to his problems, especially a noble who was friends with his love. Why did this boy care to help? Was it for Kyung? Did it really matter? Huang was so lost that any advice he would latch onto, and if Xiu held the truth to Kyung's heart, well then, Huang would leech all the knowledge that he could.
"Of course, I know how it is." Huang waved his hand and came over to the boy, patting him on the head, "Again I apologize for my rudeness. Rejection. It hurts, It is very painful." Huang nodded in agreement with him before sighing again.
Huang cocked his head at the boy when he blushed and wondered what he could be possibly thinking about. "Why are you blushing Xiu?" Huang asked in curiosity before letting a little red on his face come up. Had this boy experienced something that Huang had yet to? "Have you and Kyung ever....." Huang stared at the boy, a little anger and danger laced his voice.
"You keep saying that little Xiu." Huang snorted but still watched the boy ever so carefully, "And he trust you, I believe. Why are you speaking so awkward?" Huang snorted again, "If he wanted to, I would swear loyalty to him, I would give him my body, soul and mind. I trust him enough with myself, cannot he not trust me the same? Where does this fear of leaving after I get him stem from? Why is it that I have to pay for a situation that was long ago??" Huang paced from the tree, his face distorted with the anger and confusion of the situation.
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Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2011 10:46 pm
"Nothing, we're just friends," Xiu managed to cough out, knowing that he was sounding like an idiot but unable to help it. How could he tell Huang that he and Kyung had shared something intimate? Xiu had a feeling that Huang would not understand that it was something done purely through trust and a deep friendship.
"I'm feeling awkward because we're speaking of very intimate things here, Huang. And please, calm yourself. You need to stop over thinking everything regarding Kyung. Just have patience and in time things will work out," Xiu assured, stepping in front of Huang with a hand lightly on the male's arm to stop his nervous pacing. "I promise Huang. It'll be okay. Just go to him and tell him everything you've told me. I have a feeling you haven't articulated any of this to Kyung, have you?"
That's usually what happened. At least when it came to Kyung. It was hard to express one's feelings in front of a person who didn't really like discussing feelings. It would definitely take some time on Huang's part to get in close with Kyung.
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