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 Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 8:13 pm
knew me.
however, I am just as seriously pissed about this as I was last night for some reason.
so uh, my ex left me the meanest voicemail ever last night because he is a supreme douchebag.
I don't feel like telling the whole story because I'm tired of it. if lux wants to supplement things she can feel free, but I'm tired of telling it.
basically I met him in weeaboo (aka japanese) class and fell for him despite not actually getting him to say more than two words to him before I asked him out, el oh el.
then we went to homecoming and I proved I had no game and or people skills.
then we didn't see each other for a while until we "reconnected" (lol at that bullshit) at another dance and for a while I did sexual things (not full blown intercourse but like 2nd / 3rd base) with him for money.
such as when I sucked his d**k after the big sophomore dance. he was a senior bee tee dubs.
did I mention that he beat the hell out of me one time? it's important to the plot.
so then we actually did the big deed and we both fell under the impression that we actually loved each other, which was the biggest crock of s**t in the world.
then he went to college, had a nervous breakdown, dropped out, became a heavy drinker, blah blah blah.
then he said he was better and that he was gonna come see me sometime before thanksgiving and I was hoping we could work things out.
last night he left me the cruelest voicemail ever, outlining all the reasons he doesn't want to come here, including but not limited to:
1) he thinks we won't even like each other even remotely if we're not ******** around
2) the only reason he'd come back is to see me and he doesn't think i'm worth the aggravation
3) he's afraid of his parents and he's afraid to confront the fact that he might love me
4) he's afraid i'll do crazy bipolar s**t to him (O IRONY I LUV U SO)
and much, much more!
I wrote an angry poem about it that lux and my other friend liked.
also I blame him for this new hypersexual aspect of me that wants to ******** people for money, more specifically with desperate, horny yu-gi-oh club nerds.
this was only triggered after having sex with him.
people are all like "the minute he hit you you should have been done with him".
but it's really hard.
right now i really just wish he'd ******** die.
in the most gruesome way possible.
i hope it's ok that i did this considering i'm new; i don't want to come off as bitchy or complainy.
but i saw threads about lux and her lovelife and i liked the advice you gave her.
i texted her and asked her if this was ok but i have to go to work at 7 AM tomorrow and i don't feel like waiting for her reply.
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 9:02 pm
Oh good lawd.
Honestly, if I were you I would cut all ties with him.
A boy like that is not worth the trouble at all.
I'm sure he's put you through more s**t then any actual happiness coming out of being with him.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 3:52 am
he could be really great sometimes. it's incredibly hard to get over him.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 8:20 am
We've all had one of those guys in the past. The super special ones.
But you really have to think is he more negatively or positively affecting your life?
I mean I'm not here to pass judgment but...going by your story, he beat you up. Already that's a huge no no. Love shouldn't hurt physically like that.
After being with him, you do things with people for money. And I mean, just look at your post. Your wishing death apon him.
Relationships and love and all that junk are suppose to bring out the best in people, not...turn them bat s**t crazy.
I dunno dude, I know it's hard and it hurts and it will hurt for a long time and you may not want to hear it but you are better off without him, by a long shot.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 8:24 am
LeRaven I dunno dude, I know it's hard and it hurts and it will hurt for a long time and you may not want to hear it but you are better off without him, by a long shot. This. Definitely this. Your relationship with him doesn't seem like it was ever healthy.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 8:36 am
"He beat the s**t out of me once"
"He's so great sometimes."
WAKE. THE. ********. UP.
Take charge. This is your life. It's your body, it's your ******** call.
I don't care if this kid shits out rainbows and kittens on a gold plate twice a day. If he beat the s**t out of you, even once, drop his a** like a sack of s**t, and report it to the police.
He's not even a grown man yet, and he's pulling this s**t? ******** him. ******** that little boy.
Don't become a statistic. Aren't you worth more than that? I think you are, and I don't even know you. Don't let yourself be a victim.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 12:29 pm
Man, everyone says that stuff to me.
i'm one of those girls that thinks she needs somebody even when she doesn't. and i'm not exactly the most attractive human being ever.
i know i'm worth more, and i'm pretty much over him, but i knew if he ever came back into my life it would be a ******** catastrophe.
having bipolar 2 does not help my cause in the slightest.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:04 pm
KAYBELF PUT A POLL IN THIS ******** WHAT ARE YOU DOING.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:07 pm
Also you know that I think Milton is scum. I agree with Xippy on everything. All he does is make you miserable, and he's not worth any of your time.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:07 pm
luxRAYP KAYBELF PUT A POLL IN THIS ******** WHAT ARE YOU DOING.
OH MY GOD I THOUGHT I DID THAT. I COULD HAVE SWORN I DID THAT PLEASE DON'T KILL AND DISMEMBER ME cry
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:09 pm
luxRAYP Also you know that I think Milton is scum. I agree with Xippy on everything. All he does is make you miserable, and he's not worth any of your time.
everyone thinks milton is scum except milton and my irrational brain matter.
i thought things were gonna change but i guess not. you know i give people way too many chances. not just him.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:12 pm
And you know I do that too! And it doesn't work out.
besides Milton is more pretentious than Gary sometimes.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:14 pm
luxRAYP And you know I do that too! And it doesn't work out. besides Milton is more pretentious than Gary sometimes.
he is also a fanatical communist, and those bitches are WAY too stuck up for their own good.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:20 pm
Castrate and then leave him.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 1:20 pm
Point me in his direction.
I'll make sure those working organs get into the hands of people who deserve them.
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