Hazel Daniella Rosswell
(Accepted)
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal... sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels...
they call me Ellie or El
i act my age 11
last i checked female
i'm in my... first year.
i'm so into boys.
i love magic, my wand, Hippogriffs, Quidditch, animals, my brother, peace, dressing up, reading, good grades, piano, music, & seeing others happy.
i despise fighting, getting mad, gossip, bad grades, hurting people, & war.
i fear getting up in front of people, being alone, bugs, sloppy things, dirty things, & death.
i don't have an attitude I like to get things done right, and I that includes grades. I am usually a straight A student, and that's just how I am; naturally smart. I like to be organized and keep things to myself. I'm not anti-social, or shy, I just don't naturally reach out to people. They usually reach out to me. I usually have that small circle of friends that are really close, but I still know who many people are. You can always find my nose stuck into some new book that I found in the library. I am intelligent, encouraging, book-smart, clever, witty, quick, quiet, and quite friendly once you get to know me.
once upon a time I was the second eldest child of five before I left for Hogwarts. I lived with my mom and dad, even though they would fight every night. They're still married, but I'm unsure if it will stay that way. My family was one of the poorer ones. We had a good house and a few nice things, but we had to start cutting back. Even though we weren't the richest, we were probably one of the more educated ones. Perfect grades for the most part, ... I don't think I ever got less than a A minus. Then, things started changing, we had to sell many things, and before I knew it, I ended up with two jobs. Put that on top of school and all the other things that I loved to do, and you get a very hectic life. Soon we had to start pulling money out of the bank and my parent's retirement money for gas money for our car. Things looked bad, but we tried to keep our heads up. At least I could always depend on my grades. Then, ... my elder brother was involved in a car accident, and was badly injured. He's been in the hospital for about a month now, and I've been very scared. He's one of the only people that I've been close to all my life. After about a week in the hospital for my brother, I got the invitation for Hogwarts. My elder brother also received one, but he would be unable to go, so he encouraged me to go and always write to him about what it was like. I didn't want to go alone, but he believed in me, even though I didn't. That's why I'm scared to be alone. I miss him terribly, and I write to him every week, but I still don't think that's enough. I'm falling apart inside, and I don't think there is anything that can repair it, not even my good grades...
the house i'm in is... Ravenclaw! (:
there's something else i need to tell you... I have a cat named Luna. And I can fall easily for a guy, so many people say I'm always love-struck. But that's just me.
one may call me a... Muggle.
You broke my heart; but I still love you with all the pieces.
Elegant Agony
