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 Posted: Thu Nov 18, 2010 1:12 am
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There was a lot on the mare's mind, how Boris had showed up at the rose garden yesterday and how he had been appearing around these parts more and more, to the extend it was really irritating Blood and in his eyes, the hatred you could see was pure. She didn't enjoy that side to the hatter even if she knew, to her he was harmless and that he had proved just for her, he wouldn't fight however Boris... Was a different matter. The way he had acted and attacked him. It sent her mind in spirals, it wasn't... Right. Couldn't they just, get along? Yeah right, that was like putting Pierce on a tray in front of the kitty boy and asking him not to chomp him like a midnight snack!
A sigh left Dice's lips, wandering slowly by the stream that wandered straight by Hatter's hole. Her eyes took to the surface of the water as it glistened and twinkled like fairies in the sunlight. She was memorized, an easy approach and somewhere quiet to think. It was that deep of thought that, even her head started to pound and she shook the bangs of her mane to try shake the terrible pain away along with the worries. She thought that she may of finally managed to escape such a thing but apparently not.
She lowered her head, lapping at the cool contents with her lips. Closing her eyes after deeming the reflection nothing more than a troublesome gaze. After this chain of events, much like a game, she wondered... What would it bring next?
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Posted: Sat Nov 20, 2010 7:12 pm
Madoka had gotten lost trying to leave Heartland... After the fight with Boris, her eyes were so blurry she missed the path she would told to take... And now was lost... Madoka had been wandering for quite some time, and still couldn't understand what had happened.
She was happy with Boris, and then out of no where, he mentioned having foals. Madoka had never knew he wanted foals, and had issues she had to deal with... Issues that hurt her deep... She wanted as her parents were murdered, and ... then when she turned into an adult the only family she had turned their backs on her. Boris was the light of her life, and she loved him more then anything... And he... he told her to find someone else...?
Madoka had a simpler thought process, then most. And working through her issues with her past, was going to be tough. But she never got the chance to tell Boris that... They never got to talk... And before she knew it she had stumbled on a stream. Much like the one that she met Boris at on that faithful day...
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 8:22 am
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Could it not of been anymore obvious, when Dice lifted her gaze and muzzle from the stream, in view came a beautiful black and pink regular mare, at first glance, she couldn't tell she was upset or distressed, she just saw someone who was out on a stroll. A wide smile spread across her lips at the strangers presence, even if she had come here to think, the thought that maybe, just maybe another had too was enough to toss all thoughts aside and just enjoy the company offered.
"H-hey there!" She paused, before trotting over to the side of the mare. At the closeness, trying to spot her eyes under her bangs she could see how tired, drained and sore they looked, like the girl was troubled over something. 'Oh... Bad idea.' She bit her lip, nervously as her face fell sympathetic. Someone must of been having real troubles, unlike her crazy love-triangle. "Are you... Okay? You look sad." She wasn't prying that's just all that came to her mind that she felt was better off asked then not.
Everyone needed an ear at some point!
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 8:39 am
Madoka hadn't realized that there was another mare. Her tired eyes raised to look at her, and she was very lovely. Madoka found herself watching the female. There was something very eye pleasing about her. But when she asked if she was okay Madoka didn't know how to react. She wanted someone to tell... But was a stranger really the best way...?
"Madoka was told by Boris to... Find someone else..." She hoarsely whispered. "But I don't have anyone else... Just Boris... I wasn't enough." Madoka needed to understand that there was a next step in relationships, and one of them was starting a family... And with that idea, she needed to work through her own troubles to be able to reach that. And she knew the later part was a problem.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 8:51 am
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At first, to hear that name came as a shock, eyes wide, jaw dropped and taken upon this bewildering girl who was heartbroken over..? No! It couldn't possibly be! She refused. She shook her head gently and looked at her, after clearing her throat and composing herself once more. "D-did you, just say Boris? As in, Kitty Boris? Boris Airay!?" She was absolutely gob-smacked. She gasped, he was doing all this behind the scenes and, even through this ridiculous game of cat and mouse, he had hurt this poor girl. Assuming it was the right Boris but she didn't know any other stallion that made his name better well known than him.
She sighed, ears falling back flat to her head. "He told you to find someone else? How, horrible. Why?" Now, she was more than curious and the fact that she may possibly know him, without her even hearing of this mare before kind of made her unsettled inside. Her friend, had kept a secret from her. This was, strange. He wasn't like that, was he? Then again after yesterday, she didn't know what was going on with him anymore.
"May I ask what your name is?" She smiled weakly. "I'm Dice Eliza Quinn, but Dice is just fine."
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 9:12 am
Madoka swallowed hard, she looked over at the water, her body ached, and maybe this could give her some relief. She leaned over into the stream and she lapped up some water... It burned against her throat. She wailed for hours... But when she looked back up she tossed her head slightly, moving the bangs from her eyes. "Yes... Boris.. Kitty.." She smiled weakly, thinking about him. He made her so happy...
"Boris told Madoka he wanted lots of foals with her... and Madoka... Got scared... Madoka lost her family when she was young... And is scared of doing that to my foals... I tried to tell Boris, I needed time with the idea... I don't understand what suddenly came over him, bringing it up."
The mare was never told the story of the birds and bees, and the process of life. She was caught off guard, and didn't have the time she needed to handle her problems. She watched the mare in front of her who then introduced herself.
"I am Madoka." She returned to the mare. "Dice is very lovely." She smiled. Her voice sounding a bit better since drinking the water.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 9:29 am
Dice watched the mare, as she took her time and relieved her thirst. As she tossed back her head, revealing more of her eyes, Dice couldn't help but admire, they were so pretty and bright, it was sad to see this situation welling them up in to sorrow. Madoka. That was her name. She would remember it, especially now that Boris had been confirmed to be... The trouble maker.
"Thank you!" She beamed at the compliment. "Madoka, is a very pretty name as well." After, she took to thinking through the problem at hand. Lot's of foals well... He was a cat but Boris coming out with wanting lots of foals? He had more on his hands than the future right now! Or she thought he did... Unless he had been spending the time after their reunion with Madoka. How complicated. She sighed.
"That boy..." She muttered. Wait till she saw him again. She returned her sole attention back to Madoka and with a smile, understood why that would be a problem but Boris could be kind of rash when he wanted to be. Two heartbreaks. That could of been why he was so ticked off yesterday.
"How long have you two been... Together?" She asked, looking to the side at the water. "If it's been a while-" She paused, it hadn't been that long, had it? It made her shiver, sort of. "Then, maybe he just wanted to see what could happen in time? That it was a possibility. Usually it's every girls dream, finding a man, being happy, later having a family with them. The latter but if you had a bad childhood I see how that can be difficult to accept the idea too." She frowned. She think she got what was gong on but obviously because he wasn't here to share his side of the story she could only go by... Madoka's side of things and it was a give or take chance that either she would grow on the idea or lose herself in this mess completely.
She wanted to see Boris happy with someone and now, she wanted to see Madoka happy too. To fill those beautiful eyes out with pleasure, instead of sorrow.
"Maybe you both just need some, time to think about each others desires and wishes? Maybe..."
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 9:51 am
Madoka smiled some, and then she had to think. How long had they been together. She could barely remember the last time she was in the Kawani lands let alone what season it was there... Her ears twitched some, as she tried to sort through time. "For a long time..." Was all she could think. She lipped at the gold hoof ring Boris pierced her lip with on the first day they met. Ever since that say she followed Boris.
"Madoka wants to make Boris happy... More then anything. But I'm scared, I was alone all my life. But I can't tell Boris yes because of these feelings... I need to figure them out first." She was making sense... She was telling Dice that she wanted to have a family with Boris, but she needed to work through how she was feeling first. Talking with Dice, was helping her sort her thoughts.
But Madoka did agree with them needing time to work through it... But Boris told her to find someone else... He didn't want Madoka? "Boris... Sent me away... Maybe he doesn't want to wait for me.."
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 3:27 pm
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"Madoka..." Dice uttered gently. A long time, huh? Just as she feared. So, that night had been just as confusing for him, having this mare waiting for him back in heartland. It was saddening and she wanted to, strangely for the first time in her life, kick his teeth in but bared better judgment against it. She was no better... She frowned, looking at the ground then brought her gaze slowly back to the mare to see her fumbling with a gold lip piercing.
She felt sorry for her, really badly. The fact she was telling her that he had thrown away and said, hurtful things. Boris was not meant to be in that light and she could see, this girl loved him. So much, it actually hurt her, too. That she was possibly apart of her hurt because of Boris' feelings. She gulped, a knot formed in her throat.
"I doubt he wouldn't want to wait for you." She stood up straight, managing to gather the words once more. "Think of it this way, a long time is too much to throw away in one. Knowing Boris, if he stayed with you that long, chances are he is just as hurt and confused because, if he didn't want you. He wouldn't of stayed around you, or become emotionally involved. It's a fact. He is just going through some issues..."
She didn't want to say it or tell her about her role in this game, or mess with her head anymore but she wanted to know if he had ever mentioned her because, it kind of appeared like he was keeping so many secrets and, Madoka deserved to know. For now however, she would keep quiet until the time was right. She did want to hear one thing from her mouth first though. "Madoka, tell me. Do you love him?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 3:39 pm
Boris might have been going through stuff...? Madoka had noticed he was being a little strange the last couple of days. He left for a long time one day, and Madoka wasn't able to find him... But she never asked about it, because she figured it was something for her to know Boris would share it.
"Do I love Boris?" Hadn't she just gone through this not to long ago with Boris? "Of course I do. Boris is everything to Madoka..." She smiled lovingly at the idea and thought of Boris. Having him in her life, filled her with joy that boiled over, and she wanted to bring him that same happiness. And the look her eyes said all that to Dice when she spoke.
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Posted: Mon Nov 22, 2010 2:49 pm
"Then maybe.. You should find him! Yes, and, and say it was a misunderstanding, that you know, you would... Compromise? If he is everything to you and you're the same to him, then it can't just end like this." She stated, with a firm, enthusiastic nod. It was true if you love someone so much, you don't just give up after an argument you try to sort things out because, losing them is much worse than not sticking around and giving it your all. Even if that does involve some space to think...
It was nice to see the look in her eyes and the expression she held, just for Boris like every-time she heard his name you felt like falling for them all over again. She chuckled. "If you feel that way, it's all good then. Really, it is." She couldn't tell her how much, she knew that was true but in the end, they would find their way back to each other. Especially, the way Boris was. Or at least, she hoped unless he had flipped a new leaf altogether.
Dice was putting on a brave face for a change and she hoped that she had helped the mare feel even a little better because the pang of guilt that was now stinging, was getting stronger.
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 12:04 pm
Madoka had never been with anyone before Boris, and had no idea how to handle things. And having Dice there telling her that she should go back was the push she needed. She was learning that she needed to fight for the things she loved and believed in. Madoka wiggled her butt a little, starting to get happy again. Dice had helped her through one of the hardest things in her life, and she wasn't to sure how to thank her.
"How should Madoka thank Dice for her kindness?" She blinked over at her. A second wind building up in her body. She wanted to rush off and find Boris... She had been away from him far to long already.
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Posted: Sat Dec 11, 2010 2:24 am
Thank her? Dice had done that through a tug of wanting to help cheer a stranger up, to distract the lingering waves of thought from her own head however, she was very sweet to offer. Dice shook her head carefully, casting the mare an appreciative smile as she stretched out her muzzle and nuzzled the stranger. Pulling back slowly.
"Don't thank me!" She chuckled. "There isn't time, just find him and show him what he is missing out on!" Her tail flicked at her legs behind her, watching Madoka now with a brighter spark.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 5:59 pm
Madoka gave the mare a nuzzle back before she danced around and then bounded off. Her body feeling rejuvenated, and couldn't wait to be with her Boris again! She stumbled over a few roots before leaving Dice's sight and then off she ran!
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