cast in darkness,
always cold,
only the stars to guide my way,
wandering,
traveling,
wondering where im going,
what am i doing?
am i searching?
what for?
out in the cold,
out in the dark,
i spend the day,
away,
avoiding the harsh sun,
people scorn,
people laugh,
but the sun is the enemy,
but at night,
i rule,
but alone i wander,
with only the stars for company,
at last,
a ray of hope,
in the form of a goddess in the sky,
a pale goddess,
but brighter than the stars,
not as harsh and unforgiving,
as the sun,
or the people of the day,
the ones who scorn,
at last,
salvation from the darkness,
in the shape of the goddess,
so pale and lovely,
shining on me,
im unworthy,
please go away oh beautiful one,
i do not deserve thee,
please,
go,
bestow your radiance elswhere,
not on i,
please,
go,
though i never want you to...

not meant to be good... meant to vent...