Journal 1

So I'm making a journal. I haven't even set up an official Gaia journal yet so, I guess this will do. Lol.

I'm finally meeting up with my ex. We haven't really talked for about a month. She left a bunch of crap and a huge mess for me to clean up before I went on vacation this summer, and then she decided to ******** off and not speak to me anymore. So I had a pleasant mess to come home to.

Despite how pissed off I am at her, I still can't help having feelings for her. I'm kind of hoping we can be friends after all of this.

Relationships really do suck, you know? You start out meeting this really great girl, you get to know each other more, she totally rocks your world as you fall deeper and deeper in love. Then small disappointments turn to major pet peeves, which grow to complete resentment and leave you bitching at each other every day for a year. And by the end the girl you once loved so much has become your worst enemy.

And yet I can't help but ogle at those adorable tomboys that climb onto the bus or walk past me every day at school. I have such a weakness for a cute face, even though I know nothing good will ever come of it.