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Finally! No one wanted her to come over, there wasn't some party Tyyne wanted to go to, she didn't have to take Tyyne anywhere and disappoint her when she forgot to pick her up again. She was free today. She'd made sure of it too! No one was bothering Evari today. Not a soul. She had packed up her bag with her presents for Faris and her own DS, making a quick stop at the flower shop near her house to get a small bouquet of pretty flowers for her best friend. It wasn't quite as grand as the first one, but that was only because she didn't need to get her one like that every time. This would do for now until the next time she got her flowers. She even wrapped a long rainbow scarf around her neck a couple times, grinning down at it. It was bright and rainbow-y just like her! She hoped Faris would like it. Evari hummed happily as she walked into the Blue Moose, hiding the flowers behind her back as she looked around for any immediate sign of Faris. None here! But Luis was at the bar and so she bothered her for a second to find out where Faris was, hurrying in the direction Luis guided her in. She grinned widely when she spotted her best friend sitting on the ground outside, not realizing why she was doing this. What was that smell? It was kinda nice. She liked it! But more importantly, Faris was here!

...And she didn't seem to notice her yet...heh...

Evari resisted the urge to squeal and crept up as quietly as she could behind her friend, peering around her for a moment. Her eyes were closed. She was so quiet. She looked so out of it even like this...was...she doing that meditation thing? Oh dear! For a moment Evari frowned and looked unsure of how to go on, torn by this little discovery. It was kind of rude to bother someone when they were trying to concentrate on something but...this was her Faris. She needed to know she was here! It'd been far, far, far too long! And so she very quietly got down on her knees behind Faris, placing the flowers down on the ground at a safe enough distance for them to hopefully not be harmed by what she was about to do.

Suddenly Evari squealed loudly with excitement and threw her arms around her best friend in a tight hug, leaning all her weight into the -- smaller? When did that happen? -- gargoyle girl. "GUESS WHO~!" She giggled, nuzzling her cheek against Faris' head. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Fariiiiiiiis!

Oh, good. Evari was very grateful that her forcefully dragging Faris out of that meditative state didn't end in pain for herself. Very grateful indeed. The girl was like stone! It'd hurt a lot! She giggled and nodded at Faris' correct guess, pressing a kiss to her cheek with a delighted little 'Mmmmmmmmmmmwah~!' "That's right~! Such a good girl! You deserve a prize." She giggled, swaying side to side with her precious. Evari nuzzled her face into Faris' cheek and hugged her close, nodding her head again at Faris' little scolding. "I missed you too~." Evari said in a soft apologetic voice, closing her eyes and just holding Faris for now. Yes, she'd missed her very much. She wouldn't pin any blame on her best friend. Nope. Not at all. Faris had been more than capable of coming to see her, yes, but so was Evari...and Evari had been too ashamed to come see her. And yet she did nothing to stop what she was ashamed of! Oops!

"I missed you sooooo much!" Evari said again as she gave Faris a squeeze and then let her go to crawl around her, picking up the flowers as she did and holding them out for her friend with a warm smile. "Fer you~. Figured since you liked the last ones maybe you'd like more?" She did have other gifts of course if Faris wasn't interested in the flowers for some reason. Evari sat down on the ground with Faris, playfully draping her legs across her friend's lap. She took a moment to take off her bag so she could sit more comfortably without it pulling down on her shoulder, scooting close to drape an arm across Faris' shoulders. Evari gave her friend a curious look over even with herself draped all over the girl, blinking and looking very surprised by what she saw. Her friend had boobs now! Wow! They weren't quite as large as Evari's but they were definitely there! Her friend was growing up! Yay! Evari giggled to herself, her gaze turning up to Faris' face again. She had such a pretty face~. "So whatcha doin' out here all by yerself?" It sounded boooooring!

For a moment Evari just stared at Faris in utter adoration, a warm smile on her face as she hugged her friend tighter. Only Faris ever said such sweet things! Things like her being a prize just for being around sounded silly and trivial but Evari definitely loved hearing it from her best friend, especially when she'd missed her so much. She gave a shrug at Faris' musing, playing with a bit of her hair and tickling at the gargoyle girl's cheek with the end of her own colorful braid. "S'fine, love. I don't spend much time at home these days anywaaaay, you'd need to caaaaall me and tell me you're coming over're somethin'. Oooh! We should have another sleep over!" She said excitedly, really looking forward to spending even more time with Faris. She just had to, it wasn't right for her not to. It didn't make sense. Hell, if Evari could have her way Faris would never leave her side. Just turn the girl into a pocket gargoyle! Not that Evari usually wore pockets or anything...but...you got the point.

It made her happy to hear she was missed, indescribably so even; Evari had been so worried Faris would stop missing her if she spent too long feeling too ashamed of herself to see her friend, like she'd just give up, shrug and move on. That was an idea that broke her heart. She giggled and blushed a little at Faris' compliment, though she was used to hearing she was pretty it seemed...sweeter to hear it from Faris. "Thank you, 'Rissy~. You're very pretty yourself!" She couldn't see why Luis had said she was so down! Faris was beautiful! She was always beautiful. She could wear a burlap sack and she'd look beautiful. In Evari's eyes? Faris looked perfect. Her eyes widened a little and her jaw dropped at what Faris said she did with the first bouquet of flowers she'd sent her, looking a bit awestruck. Faris...was keeping them forever? B-but she didn't have to do that! Really! Evari would be more than happy to replace flowers whenever they died, she really would! She'd never felt so touched before! ...Er...well...emotionally touched, anyway. In her her excitement she leaned in close until their noses were nearly touching and then paused visibly, seeming to rethink her actions before she turned to press another kiss to Faris' cheek and then rub their noses in an eskimo kiss. She was used to kissing Tori and Kay and other acquaintances, but she'd never do that with Faris unless she was the one who wanted it. Somehow it seemed...wrong to do anything otherwise. Not that she didn't want to kiss Faris! She'd love to kiss her Rissy, but only if she wanted that. "Thank you, Rissy. It means a lot to hear that~." She said honestly, closing her eyes and leaning against her friend. Faris really was the best friend a person could ever ask for.

Meditating, huh? Sounded booooooring! Evari would fix that, but before she got the chance to say anything Faris complimented the long scarf she was wearing. Evari grinned proudly and unwrapped it from her own neck to loop it around her friend and tug her close with it. She was just being playful, of course. "Ya like it~? Good. Because I got it just for you! I've got looooots of presents for you." To make up for not having a present when Faris got her the DS. Sure, she knew she didn't have to do it...but she really wanted to. Faris' brothers had been nice enough to seriously help her pick out things Faris could like.

Evari smiled and shrugged, settling down with her friend. If she felt she could make more effort then okay, but Evari still wasn't going to pin any blame on her dearest friend. She wasn't so happy right now, and Evari tended to lock herself up when she was unhappy, so she understood. Both girls were at fault in some way or another! "It's okay, really. Don't worry about it." She assured her sincerely with a warm smile, laughing and nodding in agreement about the sleepover. She had a lot of fun, yes! The most fun sleepover she'd ever had...and Evari had had a lot of sleepovers lately. None of them were fun like when she'd spent the night with Faris, they were all the same thing; a night of sex, wake up in the morning, have breakfast, go home. With Faris she had genuine fun, she truly enjoyed any second spent with the girl. She loved Faris with all her heart. "I did too! We could have one tonight!" She had no plans, no intentions to leave Faris. Nope. Not at all. She was going to make up for not being around.

She made a little squeaking noise as her nose was poked, about to retaliate when Faris instead said something very silly. Very, very silly. Evari just stared at her, her eyes wide and her jaw dropped. A mess?! Not pretty?! How could she even...what? That didn't even make sense? What planet was Faris living on that made her think she was anything but the most beautiful girl Evari had ever seen?! Evari let go of the scarf to instead hold Faris' face, her thumb's brushing against the girl's cheeks. "Faris, what are you talking about?!" She began in pure shock. She was crazy! Crazy! "You're beautiful! You don't need makeup, or crazy outfits, or things to accentuate something on you...you're gorgeous, Faris! You're perfect in every way!" Evari was completely sincere with every word. She honestly couldn't see how Faris could possibly believe she was anything other than pretty. Had someone told her she was anything but pretty and beautiful? If they had then she just needed to know who and she'd go kick their a** right this second! She wasn't just saying any of this because Faris was her friend, she truly meant what she said about Faris being beautiful. Evari threw her arms around the girl to give her a tight hug, burying her face against her. So that was why she was so down? She wished she'd come sooner now! She'd wanted to! She should have! That was...just...wrong!

Evari smiled again, glad that Faris was impressed with gift number one. She nodded. "Mhm, it's all yours and no one else's. 'Cause I love you and want to shower you in gifts~." And so that was exactly what Evari intended on doing. "I brought my DS too." And a new game to go with it for each of them!

"Mmmmhm! I'd really like that." She had no other plans today or tonight, and even if she did have any that didn't involve Faris they'd have been happily forgotten. Nothing took priority over her girl. Evari wanted nothing more now than to stay here with her best friend and make her happy, because clearly something was wrong in her head and telling her she was anything but beautiful and perfect. Seriously! She was beautiful! Why didn't she see that? When she tried to pull herself free Evari merely held her tighter, only relaxing her grip when she stopped doing that. She wasn't letting go of her. Not now, not ever, and especially not when this was something she might need.

Evari bit down on her lip and squeezed her eyes closed as Faris reiterated that she was a mess, shaking her head. No, no, no! She wasn't a mess! She didn't look weird! "Fariiiiis, you're not! Why do you think you're a mess?" She asked softly as she pet at her friend's hair, nuzzling her cheek against hers and rocking with her. "If anyone here looks weird it's me~. I mean, come on...I'm wearing a rainbow...I am a rainbow! A big walking rainbow with a funny glow and too much makeup." She loved herself and her own appearance, she was a vain little thing, but Evari would bash herself for Faris. Evari would do anything for Faris. If Faris wanted her to change something about herself? Depending on what it was she'd...she'd try. Her appearance? Sure. She'd cut her hair or change her clothes or get rid of the makeup...she'd do anything. Especially right now! Was there anything that she could do to cheer up her friend?

She smiled and nodded her head at Faris' happy muttering, still petting her hair and hugging her tight. "You're very welcome. Anything for you, sweetheart." She murmured quietly, her smile growing when she heard the giggle and felt her begin to wiggle around but not in a way that made it seem lie she was trying to get free from the hug that wouldn't end. Her heart fluttered with pride and joy when Faris said she loved her, her glowing growing brighter because of it. "Wanna go inside then? The flowers will need water soon, and I can give you the rest of your presents while you talk to me...seriously, Faris." Evari pulled back enough to rest her forehead against the girl's, looking into her eyes despite only one orange eye being visible because of the way she styled her hair. "You're so beautiful~." She sang softly, giving her a squeeze. "Why would you think anything different? Do I have to find someone and beat them up for being stupid and making you think like this?" If it was all her own doing she obviously wasn't going to beat up her friend, but if it was someone else then she'd be more than happy to do this for her.

Then it was settled! They'd have another sleepover tonight! Though Evari didn't have any clothes with her...eh, that was alright. She was used to not having extra clothes for sleepovers anymore, though if Faris insisted she'd just take her along to get some things at her house then; Evari was not leaving Faris' side today. Evari hummed softly to her as she finally leaned on her and stopped fighting the hug, rubbing Faris' back and petting her hair. She really did had nice hair! So pretty and colorful, even with the black...huh...come to think of it? A lot of girls she'd been hooking up with had black hair. Oh, wait no...Alice was blonde. But her eyes were green. Huh...that...was odd. Evari shrugged it off mentally for now, it was something she could think about later, she didn't want anything to distract her from Faris. She'd just wish she'd tell her what was wrong!

...Oh...that was all? Evari blinked and leaned back enough to see Faris, tilting her head and making no effort to hide her confusion. Why should she hide it? She was confused. Very, very confused. She didn't understand, and how could she? Evari loved her body. The moment she saw her own breasts she just about exploded with happiness. She was very vain! But Faris..even Kay couldn't get through to her? Well then! Evari would just make up for what Kay couldn't do. Clearly it was her duty...and she was happy to take it up. Evari cupped Faris' face to get her to look at her, smiling warmly and raising a brow. "Faris...honey...light of my life, sweetheart, best friend anyone could ever wish for in their wildest dreams...you are a girl." She began with a soft chuckle, brushing some of her hair back to tuck it behind her pointed ears. "You feel weak? But why? Are you weak?" She brushed her thumb over Faris' cheek and looked her in the eye, waiting for her answer. Faris? Weak? She couldn't see it. Ever. Her Faris? No way! Naive, incredibly thrown off right now, and clearly in some kind of funk...but weak? No...there was no way. "I don't think you're weak. Confused, but not weak. We'll talk more inside. It's damn cold out here."

Evari got up after that, reaching down to help Faris up if she wanted it before she picked up her bag and Faris' flowers. The flowers were offered to her again, smiling until Faris blushed and protested about her compliments. Now she looked confused again, and fairly worried. Wh-what? "No? But..." She frowned a little, fixing her friend's scarf and linking arms with her. "Make me your favorite tea~. I'll take whatever ya got...hmmm..or I could make it instead! I could serve you for once!" Faris would like that, right? Being doted on? Being waited on? Evari just wanted her to be happy, a frown didn't suit her pretty face.

Faris wasn't smiling anymore. Nonono...this was bad. Faris should always be smiling. Always! Evari couldn't stand to see her sad, and it broke her heart when the girl got so quiet. She couldn't stand it. Faris was perfect why couldn't she see that? Apparently Evari would need to really get in her head if she wanted to figure out even an inkling of what was really wrong and cheer up Faris, get these silly thoughts out of her head. She didn't take her eyes off her friend for even a second, not even bothering to keep it discreet just blatantly staring at her with worry and concern. This wasn't right, this wasn't how a Faris should be. Faris was...like...the epitome of happy and cheerful and cute and just...no! She needed to stop being sad! How could Evari help her?

Evari smiled when Faris smiled, though she did notice it wasn't like her usual ones. That wasn't a real Faris smile. Her eyes turned down to the flowers for a brief moment before she gently took them. "I'll go put these in some water for you first, 'kay?" She was going to dote on her. Faris wouldn't have to do a thing. Evari kissed her cheek and walked away to find something to put them in, quickly finding a vase under the sink while plotting what to do the entire time. She put the flowers in it and filled it with water, putting it down near the window and grinning back at her friend. See? They were so pretty! She was quick to return to Faris' side, or rather stood behind her, draping her arms over her friend and taking advantage of their current height differences. Evari didn't say a word yet, nuzzling her cheek against Faris' with a happy sound...as she slowly put more and more weight against her friend, leaning to the side with her as if she was a victim of gravity.

Oh nooooo~.