yeah I know the title sucks lol... What was I thinking...? lol By the way this is actually the second book. LOL there was a first one but I descided not to post it because it doesn't have enough boy and boy action like this one does. Lol In the first book at the end he gets with the guy, and then in this book he's already with the guy. There's some things too that you may not understand that are explained in the first book but, I'll explain later.. By the way.. lol my writing sucks.. So Don't expect much lol!((oh yeah and I have a really werid way of writing too. I use this : and this" to singal characters.. lol It's weird but, it makes it much easier to know who is acutally speaking..
~*~*~*~*I too can have happiness.*~*~*~*~
Chapter 1
Dear me,
Another summer, and I'm almost out of highscool yay? how am I suppose to react? Happy for a new school year here or sad because all of my friends left including Carlos, how should I react?
I'm in the kitchen cooking breakfast, I'm a slave in this house, well at least it's better than my pervious life getting f***ed at the age of three all the way to ten. -____- and not to mention beaten up by my dad. Well I guess I shouldn't complain. Frank:"Aaah! what?" David:" Gross man!"
they were referring to my homemade pan cakes. Frank:" this taste horrible, Gyle?" I can't help but smile, and can't help a practiacl joke. Me:" the pancake powder was expired" Frank:" Damit Gyle!" David:" Idiot!" I get punished again, maybe I shouldn't do that anymore.
After a little while I ate the "good, non rotten/rancid breakfast then waited fir Carlos to come. Summer was almost over, and him and Andrew have been visiting me all summer. They're off getting prepared for colledge. When i hear the bell ring I run downstairs. Me:" I'll get it!" Bianka is by the door. Bianka:" you sure?" Me:" I got it!" I warn her and get in front of the door. She smiles and leaves, behind I can see David watching too. Me:" What are you looking at?" David, putting his hand s up like surrendering:" Nothing, nothing" I open the door and he's there. Carlos:" Hey handsome" Me:" hey" He hugs me and we kiss. We stay there for a while, then I invite him to my room. We sit on the bed. Me:" So how's the prep for colledge?" Carlos:"(sighs) aah, alright I just miss you" Me:" yeah?" Carlos:" yeah" Me:" Hey, just in advance, if you meet some stud at colledge and I find youtwo f***ing, I will shoot you my self" He laughs, I do too, but I was partically serious. Carlos:" No I want do that, and you better not either" If you meet some hot punk at school." Me:" i don't cheat" Carlos:" I don't cheat on people I love" I felt an argument approaching, or like what he said was a threat. I tried to change the tone. Me:" So you love me?" Carlos:" Of course" He gets close an dwe kis. Carlos:" You love me?" Me:" I don;t know" Carlos:" I'd like to hear it someday" He touches my leg and we makeout. He lays me down and kisses my neck. I tickle a little, I laugh. Me:" that tickles." Carlos smiles. We do this for a while then we talk some more since we haven't in a long time. When he has to go I lead himto the door, and go out side see him leave. Carlos:" Bye" Me:" Bye hunk" He smiles and hugs me. I stay on him. Carlos:" long hug" Me:" I'm going to miss you" Carlos:" gyle, don't worry we'll still see each other man, I'll visit you" Me:" Maybe I can visit you, you know Frank doesn't mind" Carlos:" sure he doesn't" -___- Me:" well I don't care if he minds." Carlos laughs:" you're such a punk" Me:" You're such a stud" Carlos:" Thanks" He kisses me:" bye" Me:" Wait, but think about it how far is it?" Carlos:" looks I'm goig to go to colledge, but don't worry I'm going to live at my mom's just so that I can see you" Me:" That's pretty close i can visit you then" he seems mad or bothered all of the sudden. he sighs. Carlos:" gyle, look my mom doesn't like gays alright?" And she doesn;t know I'm gay". !O_O Me:" you're not planning to tell her?" Carlos:" Someday" ^_^ Me:" Ah hun" -__- Carlos:" Look I'll talk to you later, mmm!" he hugged me so hard I could hardly breathe. But I enjoyed breathing in his scent. A scent of colonge, and soap. Carlos:" I love you" Me:" I love you too." He kisses me good-bye and it turned into making out he should of known better. ^-^ He knows me, yet he keeps on kissing my lips. Carlos:" Dam you suck, you taste so good." Me"Bye" Carlos:" bye" i go inside, I feel so weird, I feel happy, before I go inside I try to calm down, I'm happy in my mind, out side and all over. Ha! Well as I come inside everybody's staring at me, I hate it, and I want to know why. Bianka's mouth is crooked like "uh oh" David's eyes are saying the same. Frank looks confused/mad and Lidia looks the same. There's silence for like two seconds. Frank:" Gyle, outside, I and Lidia, we saw your face really close to that guy's face, we were wondering if-" Lidia:" were you kissing that boy?" I don't stare at them anymore, wellp guess I ahve to say the truth. But that meanst they were spying on me. -_________- Me:" Where you spying on me" Lidia:" Gyle." Me:" yes" Frank:" yes what?" Me:" yes I was" Frank:" You were kissing him!?" O_O >____
((end of chapter one, lol I wrote that like years ago, I know It sucks so like I only put the first chapter))
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