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I can't sleep, I can't eat, all i can do is think about you
My friends have become strangers
My home is not a home anymore
My life had become one long meaningless farce performed on an empty stage before a mocking audience
It's the spring again, love has found me
Im walking on air every time your around me
The same old songs are played again, knowing every word
Happy thoughts of moments spent with you churn in my head
urging to curl into a constricting ball of emotion and weep my heart out till this pain dims
How much longer shall i endure this torture?
How much longer shall i exist in a place i no longer belong in?
When will my life be my own again?
When will my smile return?
Finding the right person should be the happiest times of my life, so why is it not?
Can I live without you, or am i doomed to be forever lonely until you are by my side?
I hated myself when you weren’t around
I can't stop shaking, my heart wont stop racing
I’ve had feelings for you for so long, they seem like there never going away
A hopeless wish that will never be granted
A down hill life, never going to be more than slanted
Cant look anyone in the eyes, hearing nothing but lies
If i come falling down, in a bottom-less hole, will you be there to grab a hold?
Smite me below, or raise me above
No more trying i say, no more tears
Your not worth the pain, there’s never been truth
The razor is clean, your not worth the blood
My face is dry, no tears shall be shed
My heart may be back, but its torn and broken
Took out all of the knifes, stones, and sticks
I wont let you love me, i wont let it show
This is my last goodbye, no more hellos.

Wow I love it. Now you've got me wishing I could write like that.

Haha, you're poetic even in your short sentences, this is an unfair advantage you have over us!! lol. I'm trying more to do that...it looks cooler rather than my poetry I tend to write and re-write and throw out over and over again. smile