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Be it my age or be it my mind
I seek something I wish I had

I have a void in my chest
I feel a burden on my shoulders

These many things slow me down
I can feel life rushing past me

I want to have the joy of love
But my heart I have no more

I gave it to the one I love
And the one I love has said it's gone

So now I fill the void
with pain I get from other ones

I push the buttons to have them turn to me
And they lash out with violence

For every punch I get
Every kick that connects to me

I feel joy
But it's not enough

I annoy them to hit me
and those hits create laughter from me

It's saddens me
for me to laugh I need some hate

This hate, I create from annoyance
can only go so far

I now find myself holding on
To many things, that have no life to them

I look around
They're holding hands

Every single one of them
The friends I have

Now have no time for me
leaving me stranded out alone

I wish many times
Using stars, air planes, and many others as a point

I wish to have another one to whom I can say
I love you.

thanks...I guess since I wrote this when I was a little sad.

I wrote this poem to make me feel a little bit better and It did.