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 Posted: Mon Sep 06, 2010 6:59 pm
lulz.
No. Not lulz. God damn it. I'm so pissed...
And so sad.
And so dead inside.
And so wanting to erase my memory.
So today was the last day for two of the coworkers that work at my station at six flags.
One of the two of them I was...am... deathly head-over-heels for.
Doesn't seem like that huge of a problem.
But then there's the fact that this girl is an international, and came to the US for the summer.
Today was her last day.
In the state. Tomorrow she leaves for New York via bus, and after a little time there, leaves back to Ukraine; her home
That's where the maniacal depression comes in.
Damn, why did I become attached to this woman so quickly.
Why is it that I can't let go?
Why the hell couldn't I tell her that I liked her in person?
Why am I so god damned angry?
I'm about to stress myself to death.
I miss her so much, already. So much being an unbearable amount of missing.
Like I've been shot.
With a missile.
Of pure anguish.
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Posted: Mon Sep 06, 2010 7:37 pm
That kind of stuff happens man. It's just something that's not understood, but as you get older you begin to understand the feeling a bit more and why you felt the way you did. I am real sorry you're goin' through it right now. Everyone does dude. It's a big hill to climb. I really, really wish i could say more and help you, but I am afraid it really is just all that simple.
It's probably something you've heard before, and you may not agree with me right now because I used to think the same way. I guarantee though you will come across the feeling again. There's plenty of fish in the sea, or so they say... even though I hate that line, it's the truth. I've had the feeling you had for that girl thinking I wouldn't be able to feel it again. Truth be told it happened again, and again, and again. All up until I found out just what it was that was truly getting to me and making me feel the way I was.
Try not to think about it man, you'll get through it. You'll find the answer as well. I promise you that. If you need to talk to me, hit me up through messages or i'll hop on AIM. I'll be on for a good while.
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Posted: Tue Sep 07, 2010 10:29 am
I wish you the best of luck in keeping in contact or finding another woman. It's a hard feeling I've not felt before that you're dealing with, but just remember that you're a strappin' young buck with a bright future... and fish also live in lakes, streams, rivers and ponds and I'm probably forgetting something. /fails at romance.
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